I could never have you because you would never let me have you.
If you had me, there wouldn't be anything of me left. I don't belong to you. I only belong to myself.
I need you. I can't stand this anymore. If I can't have you then I won't have any other.
He was all you ever wanted. Perfect in every single way. The knight in the golden armor. Everything I wasn't. But you couldn't have him. Couldn't own his heart because it was already taken. Taken by her. The one. Perfect in every single way. His princess with golden hair and rosy cheeks. Everything you weren't. But he couldn't have her. So you stayed together. A doomed relationship. Why couldn't you see me? You and I were as one. Always have, always will.
But one day I got a chance. I got you and you gave me your biggest treasure. But you still didn't want me. I tried to gain you but you just ran away. I've never tried so hard for anyone before. I've never tried before. And when I finally got you I was frightened. Scared that you would be the first to actually see me. So I hid from you. Ran away like a little boy. But I was still yours. Always have, always will.
Then we danced around each other. Played games and pulled tricks. We toyed with others to see how the other one f us would react. But it wasn't enough of me. I wanted you. The whole of you. The one you would have seen in me if I hade let you. But since I didn't let you see me, you didn't let me either. Then I realized: We would never be as one before we had got over ourselves. But I still want you to know that you have my heart on your sleeve. In fact: You always have and always will.