Disclaimer: I don't own Slayers, Zel or Rezo. -snif- ( I wish that I would ;_;)
Author's notes: Another sappy poem. (At least it felt like it when I was writing it). Abaut Zel's thoughts of his days of serving Rezo (after his transformation) and abaut Rezo himself. Hope you like it. And please review.

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Revenge

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I'm a monster.

A freak.

My life is worthless.

And inspite of it I go on.

I need to go on.

I need to live.

I need to become stronger than...

The only monster that is more hideus than me.

Rezo..

I need to practise.

I need to train.

Even when I'm on the verge on physical brakedown.

...for my revenge.

But, as another day of failure passes...

...my hope fades.

But...I go on.

I need to...

I must...

Even if day by day I don't succeed

I must keep on thinking of revenge.

For what I am.

For what I have become.

This thought only keep me from drowning in the sea of dispair.

Only this.

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I had tried another methods.

I had tried give up fighting.

Give up hopes of revenge.

Give up hopes for normality.

I had tried to live with the thought that...

...I am what I am.

I keep telling myself that.

But... nothing changes.

I don't feel like beliving in it.

In that thought.

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I will belive in it only after one day.

The day that I gain free will,

Free spirit.

The day of revenge.

...I think.

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And I want REVIEWS. (or I'll make you my servant to the end of the days - as I am the mistress of Darkness - The SIS OF THE DARKNESS - the most powerfull vampire in the world! FEAR ME!)

By the way read my original fantasy fic - Fallen Demon on FictionPress. Please...