Thoughts
Do I really wanna tell her?
How can I..
..show her without going to far?
..touch her without touching her?
..watch her without staring at her?
..tell her without scaring her?
I can't..
..because I don't wanna ruin everything we have
..because I don't wanna lose her
..because my life would be empty without her
So..
..I have to keep watching
..I have to keep hiding
Did she really come over to her to pick her up?
Did she really see this piece of paper on her desk?
Did she really hold it in her hands?
Did she really read it?
Did she write this about me? I have to find out! she thinks.
After she laid the letter back where she had taken it from she went back to the other side of the room just in time as she came back out of her bathroom.
"So I'm ready. Shall we go now? I don't think the boys will wait any longer" she says.
"Sure let's go" she says and then follows her friend out of the door to the car where the boys are waiting for them.
The bar is full of people like always. She stands by the bar while Brennan is talking with her. But she doesn't care because all she can think of is her.
So she just watches her dancing and her moves and she loves it.
"Hey are listening to me?" asks Brennan.
"Huh?..What?...Oh?Sorry! I just..I have to go. Excuse me?!"
She knows it is now or never.
So she makes her way through the crowd over to her on the dancefloor and without losing eye contact she starts dancing with her.
With every move she steps closer and closer to her until they are only inches apart.
She slides her arms around her back.
When she doesn't seem to pull away she knows that this is her chance for the next step.
So she leans in and kisses her.
Not to long but long enough to let her know how she feels.
After their first kiss both of them are just smiling.
"Why did you kiss me?" she asks.
"Because I wanted to" she answers.
"But why now?" she asks again.
"Let's just say that you are a very talented writer, Shalimar!"
And with that Emma leans in again for another kiss full of promise and love!
End