Mikaela Galdonik Galdonik165
This world through my eyes
This is my first fanfic!
I do not own anything!
Chapter 1. Awakening:
I couldn't seem to be able to find my hands, or any part of my body for that matter. The only thing that I could find was my eyes but even then I didn't know if I could gather enough strength to open them.
"Why am I so weak?"
My voice sounded strange, almost as if I was saying everything twice but at the same time. There was only one feeling inside of me, like all hope was gone, darkness. That's exactly what it was; it was X.A.N.A. slowly eating me from the inside out.
How badly I wanted, no needed to get away but it was impossible while I was trying to run from something inside of me
A blasting blow from inside ripped through my body, tearing me in two, Disconnecting me from what was real and what X.A.N.A. believed.
Somehow, someway it has to be possible to escape. No matter what it takes, I am going to find my freedom.
Conciseness escaped me. The deepest sleep in which I have ever experienced fell upon me. I didn't dream either. Usually I always dream even if it a terrible nightmare. Oh yeah I'm living the worst nightmare ever imagined, having your body controlled by the thing you have been trying to fight. I have failed. I've failed not only myself, but Jeremy, Aelita, Odd, Ulrich, and Yumi.
After awakening the dark feeling was gone. It was then that I realized what that darkness was. It was X.A.N.A. controlling me. He's still inside me, I can feel it! But the times that he uses my body for who knows what, is when I black out.
I was finally able to find enough strength to open my eyes and what I found scared me. All around me there was nothing but darkness, but in the darkness I could see patches of light, illuminating around 13 different cells.
I was afraid to look in each cell, afraid of the fact that possibly X.A.N.A had also captured my friends and were tormenting them and not me for some reason. My eyes soon adjusted to the darkness and I could see that the cells didn't contain my friends, but one "mother" of every type of monster X.A.N.A. has ever created.
Tarantulas, mantas, krabs, creepers, and even the dreaded colossus could be found in their own cell just waiting for copies of it to be made to send to destroy my friends. Wait how do I know what the colossus is named and what it does?
A feeling of dread falls over me. Of course, X.A.N.A. used me to fight my friends. Turned me into a weapon. The thought of that is the same as if my heart was ripped out and shredded. To think of hurting Yumi even if only a hair on her head kills me. It kills me knowing that, even if she knows what X.A.N.A. is doing to me, she will try and find some way of blaming me and probably won't ever talk to me again. Most likely she will run off with Ulrich, never giving me even a passing glance. And what if I'm so lucky as to get a passing glance? It will be a death glare which will probably be the death of me.
Why does it matter anyway? Even if Yumi chose me I would never take her. She deserves so much more than me. She deserves someone who is stable enough and who has never hurt her. She deserves Ulrich.
"Pull it together William" I think to myself. "This is not the time to go through the heartbreak again. You need to stay strong and keep her out of your head."
Slowly a new light began to arise from the distance. I got the feeling that I would soon meet my "master", the person who I could rip to shreds if I ever got the chance, but I was smarter than that. Trying to hurt X.A.N.A. on his home turf was sure suicide in the largest degree.
As the light drew nearer a figure of a boy, around my age, started to appear, though I could not see his face. My visitor drew closer and closer and for some odd reason I could feel a pulse running between both him and I.
Drawing closer and closer I couldn't even find the strength to look at him anymore to find out who was coming to find me. Running out of strength I was able to barely catch a glimpse of my visitor. Me.
The boy did not say a word but he did not look pleased. He had a black suit on with boots and the huge sword that I had, but with a black vine like things growing up it.
"Who are you?" the boy shook his head and seemed angrier at my question as he began to scowl.
"Can you at least tell me why I'm here?"
Suddenly I was in an oddly familiar room. It was blue with block like structures coming out of the wall and ceiling. I realized that this is it. This is how X.A.N.A. got inside me.
In the corner of the room I could see me. Me being the cocky dumb ass that people know me for. Aelita was yelling, no pleading for me to come over to her but I refused. I was having way too much fun killing the creepers.
Suddenly the room changed. Me and Aelita were separated with no way to get back to each other. I never said anything but at that moment I became very very scared. There was a strange screech. I turned around just in time to see the scyphozoa appear out of the wall. My boy I was watching quickly tried to hide his fear and charge full blast at the monster.
"Run! Run!" tears were beginning to fill in my eyes. "Run! You little bastard! Run from that damn thing and hide until Aelita gets here!"
But of course he cannot hear me. That'd be too easy. As those tentacles began wrapping the boy I lost it. The feeling of having those things wrapped around you consumed me and I remembered how it felt to be that trapped.
Three tentacles came up to the boy's head and started glowing red.
"NO!" I couldn't stop the tears as they came pouring down my face but who really cares? It's not like anyone really cares about me anyway.
With me gone I bet everyone's world will be so much better. Ulrich will surely make his move on Yumi, and I would just be one less liability for the group to worry about finding out about their secret.
I've never had a great relationship with my parents, that's probably why they shipped me off from boarding school to boarding school so that didn't have to deal with me.
No one really cares about William Dunbar.
Day after day I grew used to the small cell in which I was contained. Eventually I was able to figure out how to channel my energy to see what my body was seeing. I could see every moment, every battle, and every kill I was making.
It tore me apart seeing what I was capable of doing. Hopefully I can get out of here so I can learn to utilize my powers against X.A.N.A. If they ever let me back on lyoko.
Watching myself try to throw Aelita into the digital sea was the worst. She doesn't do any harm to anyone! But I understand. X.A.N.A. only wants Franz Hopper to come and save his daughter.
Aelita has been through so much hurt in the past year. Losing her mother at such a young age. Shuffling from house to house to outrun the men in black. If anyone deserves a normal life it's her. A normal life with her father, and her mother. Whatever it takes.
Watching what my body is capable of is sickening. Day to day, battle to battle. I am a lost soul. And there is nothing I can do about it.