Far from Breaking
Bella and Edward were in college and then Bella called Edward from the cold outside winter night and said she couldn't live like this anymore? A/V B/E
Disclamer: I in no way own any characters in Twilight Stephanie Meyer owns them all.
A/N: This is my first FF so read and enjoy and review tell me if its awful and should delete or keep going. ENJOY! Thanks for reading!
FAR AWAY by Fuel (Edward)
Calls me from the cold just when I was low
Feeling short of stable
All that she intends
And all she keeps inside isn't on the label
She's a shes ashamed can she take me for a while
Can I be a friend?
We'll forget the past or maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
Here and now will we ever be again
Cause I have found all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade away again
Reality escapes us she says that love is for fools that fall behind
And I'm somewhere between
Never really know I'm I a killer or a savior?
Til' I break at the bend
Here and now
Will we ever be again
Cause I have found all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade away again
Its to far away from here to now guess ill end up alone, again.
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Hello? Edward said
Edward its me, I'm just calling you to tell you that I can't live like this anymore, The guilt its eating me away. Slowly but surely its eating me away and soon I'm afaid theres not going to be anything left. The old Bella is gone Edward when are you going to realize that? I'm a killer Edward and theres nothing you can do about it.
Bella, your not leaving and thats final! Come back home this instant and we cant talk things though, your not thinking rationally.
Edward its for the best, maybe someday I'll be able to work though my pain and problems but Edward that day is just not today, I'm sorry for hurting you I'll never be able to forgive myself. I'll love you til' the end of time, someday either soon or a century away I'm sure that our paths will cross again and we will be able to talk about what happened between us, but me I'm taking the easy way out I can't face you, not after what I've done, not after whats happened.
Bella, you know that wasn't your fault, it was mine and I'll never forgive myself for letting you go that day so soon after your transformation. I felt you could handle it and I handled the sitution completely wrong. Please, I'm begging you please come back home. Please Bella.... Please?!?
Edward, how can you forgive me so fast, I killed him, I killed him Edward I murdered my own father Edward how can you look me in the eye and tell me you love me after I did that. Not only did I take an innocent humans life, I took my own fathers. And for that I can never for forgive myself. Good bye Edward just remember I'll always love you and you're the only one for me.
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BREAKAWAY by Kelly Clarkson (Bella)
Could have been a small town and when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window dreaming of what could be and how id end up happy
I would pray
Trying not to reach out but when I tried to speak out felt like no one could hear me
Wanting to belong here but something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and ill learn how to fly ill do what it takes til' I touch the sky
Make a wish take a chance and breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun but I wont forget all the ones that I loved
Take a wish take a chance and breakaway
Want to feel the warn breeze sleep under a palm tree feel the rush of the ocean
And breakaway
I'll spread my wings and ill learn how to fly ill do what it takes till I touch the sky
Breakaway
A/N: So, you made it though the first chapter? Tell me what you think...
The Italics are Bella and the non-italics are Edward. The songs Breakaway and Kelly Clarkson and Far Away by Fuel are how the characters feel right now and how they are going to feel in later chapters. So review if you are so kind. Thanks for reading!