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Plot: Hermione's diary.
Love?
Dear Diary:
How do you explain love in one word? To me its hatred. Love is a stupid emotion that leads to heartache, sadness and lies.
I thought I knew what love truly was, a man and woman falling for each other, cant stand to be apart, every kiss feels like the first and all that nonsense but I was wrong. So wrong.
I loved him like there was no tomorrow. I did everything in my power to make him happy but all he cared about was his stupid potions. He only ever needed me for sex and that was it. Mind you it was the best sex I've ever had in my life. Somehow I knew he cared. The stares he would give me, the laughter only a handful has ever heard.
Then Harry, Ron and I were on the run. They never knew we were together. I was madly in love with him; he was the reason I kept going. Our goodbyes were short and simple, no loving words were shared. He stared at me as I left to go on our mission.
Then the truth came out. He was now headmaster and was torturing every student there (except for the slytherins) and I couldn't believe it. I wouldn't. Then Harry showed me the proof of what he did and I hated him. I hated him so much that I couldn't believe that I trusted him when he said he didn't want to kill Dumbledore. I trusted him threw everything and now I hated this man with every bone in my body.
Then we were all standing in front of his dying body and I stared at him with disgust. He was 'the' evil to me and I didn't care that he was about to take his last breath. He broke my heart the second he started to hurt everyone. So now I have a wall, a wall that no one can break. He's dead now and I feel nothing of it.
Am I being too harsh by this? I don't know, but what I do know is that I'll never forgive him.
So this is my story on love and how it ruined my life. I'll never know his side of the story and for that I'm sad but it's all right. I'll get threw it somehow.
-Hermione Jean Granger.