A/N: I'm not really sure how long this story is going to be. I have an idea of where it's going, but the only times I have to really just write are around…6:30 a.m. on the floor of my H.S. lol. You get some CRAZY ideas there, trust me! My point is, my direction keeps changing, but I promise this will make more sense after the next chapter. This is just kind of an introduction chapter. Please review! This is not my first fanfiction, but it is my first Degrassi one! ALSO, EVERY CHAPTER WILL NOT BE WRITTEN THROUGH THIS POINT OF VIEW. Starting next chapter, it will be normal!
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I'm so sorry that what I did hurt you, but I'm not sorry that you got hurt. You see, never have I seen so much confidence in you besides the day when you left me. I thought I could do anything to you and you'd stay with me, no matter what. I admit that I took advantage of you and took you for granted. I never knew how much I'd miss you when you were gone.
I never pictured you gone. I will make it up to you if I can, but I never want to take it back. It made you so much stronger. Paige tells me that you told your father about yourself on stage. I would have liked to see that when I was around, but that would have been impossible because you depended on me for your happiness.
Now you are independent. This is not to excuse my action. I am not going to claim that I only did what I did to "help" you. There is no excuse or reason for what I did except for stupidity.
I love to see this new confidence and independence in you, but I hope that somewhere in your heart, there is still room for me.
I still remember the first time I ever saw you. I was overwhelmed by your smile. Just simply that, made ME want to smile.
They say that God doesn't accept Homosexuality. They say that if you are this way, you will go to Hell. I know that this isn't true because God sent me an angel.
Marco, God sent me you. And I….I let you go.
A/N: Again, I would love reviews! The more reviews, the faster the next chapter comes. If you liked it, but thought it was horribly short and all that, do not worry! I promise that there will never (in ANY of my stories) be a chapter this short lol. I wanted it this way for a reason!