Yes! I have made a comeback!
I'm not exactly sure why I wrote...But I'm going to dedicate it to my best friend
For her support in everything I do and even thou I am infuriating and annoying Sticks by me
ASHLEY I LOVE YOU GIRL!
And So I OWN NOTHING the characters belong to their rightful owners.
Seriously if i owned the characters...all the things that would be done...
Beautiful fragile things.
How strong you seem as you take flight
How lovely are the wings
Of multi-colored light
Each day brings new wonder
As you touch your nose
To the sweet flowers yonder
And how nice it must be
To know that you are free
There are times when I wish I could be a butterfly. To frolic carelessly through flowers and flying high in the sky. To be free. Oh …that would be so nice.
The source of everything is said to be "Kingdom Hearts" or so Xenmas says. I don't believe him…that man is full of himself. At the organization we all used to gather at least once a week just to listen to the man talk. Ugh it got really boring that my partner and I would occasionally zone out and just flash hand signs at the other making everyone look at us weirdly. I will get a real life one day. One where I don't have to listen to an infuriating man run his mouth about destroying someone and "Kingdom Hearts"
Lately it's seem as if everyone is keeping something from me. Everyone gives me these looks that I don't understand and it gets me angry. Every time I'm with Axel I feel as if he's holding information. Last week, we were sitting on the watch tower. Sucking ice cream off our finger staring into the sun. The bright light made my eyes watered but I refused to look away. The people below look like ants, and the clouds floating above look close enough to touch. "Roxas promise me something?"
I turned to him, confused.
"Roxas promise me you'll never leave the Organization!" He grabbed my shoulders as he said this and looked deep into my eyes.
I know if I could see my own face I must have looked so baffled.
I could feel my eyebrows draw close to my eyes and my face tighten. "Why would I possibly do that. You guys are my friends, you are the only thing I have why would I leave?"
Axel remained silent. And there it is again the feeling of something being kept from me.
I found out what it was that is being kept from me.
I can't believe they'll keep something that…gigantic from me.
How could they…I thought they were my family…my friends
How dare they…that's it…
I'm sorry, but I think my promise will have to be broken.
I'm having a hard time.
I don't know when I should leave.
Should I make it seem as if I went M.I.A.
Or should I make it seem as K.I..A.
Like Zexion, and Vexen.
Either way…eventually everyone is going to find out that I left.
Maybe I should just walk right out of The World That Never Was.
Walk through the city of neon and chrome.
Walk through the cold and rain.
Alone.
Dead Man Walking
"No one will miss me"
I was lying when I said that. I knew he was going to miss me.
But I know we'll meet again…Xenmas won't take this lightly. I will be hunted down. But I have to find him…I have to find my Somebody…S-O-R-A…Got it memorized. Ha… I hope he doesn't mind me borrowing his catchphrase.
At least now I'm as close to being a butterfly as I can ever be.
It would be nice to hear him say that he would miss me though.
"That's not true! I would"