Oh my gosh!! I'm driving down the back rouad to get to mine and my boyfriend's house. I'm furious, he never showed up to our dinner date I had planned. This is the second time this week and I know when I get home and confront him, he will just tell me he forgot or something came up. I'm taking the long way home because I'm tired from a long day at work and the moment I walk through the door he'll llook at me with those crystal blue eyes and I'll give in before I get a chance to yell at him. I'm just so fustrated I start crying, this isn't the first week he's blew me of. He started once two months ago then this month it just happening more often. I can't help but think he's cheating, ofcourse I trust him but my feelings are just so crushed, I don't really know what to think. I mean, he's so perfect, his down-to-earth personallity, that thinks his jokes are so funny but you can't help but agree when his smile sparkles just as much as his eyes. He is very understanding and passionate sometimes. But others he's still acting like three years ago when he was in high school. I love him, yes I do, If I didn't I wouldn't have let him convince me to move in with him. I love him so, so much.
As I walk in the front door, I'm sniffing up somemore tears. It was dark, maybe he wasn't home, I didn't even check if his car was outside. The whold room smelt lke vanilla, one of my favorite scents. I walked in the living room and I see it's lit with candles, I sob adn don't even see a nicely dressed boyfriend holding red roses. All I feel is two strong arms engulfing me. I'm pretty sure all my makey up is running down my face. But I don't care, he's murmuring little things I'm not even hearing but the sweet hum of his voice is calming me down. He sits me on the couch and I lean into him. Somehow the words: I'm sorry, escape form my lips, but all he does is sigh and kiss my forehead. Then, he pulls me up and sits me on his lap. Slowly, I hear him say: I'm sorry too, then, "the reason I've been missing every date is because I thought I was ready to say this but then I'd chicken our and drive somewhere, tonight no different but I thought maybe I could muster enough courage and pull it off," he whispered that I could barely hear him. He somehow slid my crying self off his lap and got on the floor. He took my hands and I almost had a heart attack when he said "I need you every minute of my life, your my breath and without you I'd die", he paused, "Wow, that must be the cheesiest thing ever said." I semi-laughed, but it was kind of choked out. "Will you marry me?" He had the serious half smile on and I broke down. His arms slid around me as I cried my eyes out and calmed me with loving words once again. "Yes!", I croaked. He was beaming and I spun me around. Yes was all he wanted. That was all I wanted, that and that gorgeous ring he put on my finger.