" Oh come on Lucy, you love me dont you? if you love me you'll do it." He grinned at her as he slid his hand farther up her thigh. Her amber eyes wide with fear as she tried to scoot back , to put space between herslef and his body.
"I-i dont want to though...i want ta wait till im married."She whispered , her eyes watery. His brown eyes were dull and cold as he stared at her with that grinn of his. that at one point she found cute, she now found terrifying as his hands gripped her wrists almost painfully.
"No ones going to wait that long for you." he laughed at her as tears began to falldown her cheeks.
"please st-top" she chocked on her own words as his hands touched her, she could feel the bile rising in her throat as he touched her, his dirty hands roaming over her small body.
""no.." her voice was weak and chocked as she struggled to stop crying.
"Shut up !" he snarled smashing his hand down over her mouth, jaring her jaw upwards, her front teeth sinking into the flesh of her bottom lip. Coppery blood filled her mouth and bubled over from beneth his hand as he gripped it tight over her face, his other hand tearing at her wide amber eyes she tried to scream against his hand but ended up inhaling a mouth full of blood, her hands reached up the push and claw at his face, her legs kicking as she tried to futily stop him, her nails bit into the flesh of his hands, clawing and scratching. Her heart was thundering in her chest as he touched her, disrobed her.
This was humiliating being naked in the room while his friends sat in the corner snickering at her as she was defiled. their eyes cold and their smiles wide. The thick cloud of smoke seeping from one of their mouths as they took anouther drag from the joint. The smell burned her eyes and tickled her throat as she inhaled threw her nose, needing oxygen. sliding her eyes away from the dark silhouettes in the corner back to her boyfriend above her.
"Please stoop, please." she sobbed against his hand. She didnt want this, she didnt know how how any of this, how this was happening to her.
'Somebody help me...please.' The silent plead fell upon deaf ears as he forced himself inside of her, the pain rippled through her like a knife, it was sharp and screamed aginst his hand but it was muffled and nobody could her brown eyes narrowed as he jerked his hand away and wrapped both of his large hands around her throat , squeezing . her eyes widen as she struggled even more , but every movement sent a pain slicing through her stomach. she clawed at his hands with vigor as her lungs began to burn for oxygen, black spots darted threw her vision.
she could her their mocking laughter in the room as they enjoyed him humiliating her. They enjoyed her pain. He enjoyed her pain. tears slid down her cheeeks burning hot trails after them.
"Not so innocent are you? heh" he whispered in her ear as she ebbed on the verge of passing out from the lack of oxygen...Just when she thought she was done for he removed his hands and left her body. She felt cold and empty of the person she used to be,
"See you later lucy, i had so much fun with you." Robbie said a grin still stretching across his face, his friends following after, starring at her with leering eyes.
She could feel the hysteria crawling up her throat as they left her their in the room. Her room. Shed just been raped in the safty of her own home. If not even her safe haven was safe from these things. then she would never be free of the pain.
She curled her self up into her a small ball, her short honey gold hair was tangled around her face, her mouth was daark with blod the trails down her chin and neck slowly was smeared on her thighs and soaked the blanket beneath her. black and blue bruises already forming across the pale skin of her hips and thighs, her wrists red and already taking on a hue of purple. her amber eyes were dead and shiny with tears as she layed there curled up as if trying to create a barrier around herself.
" happy..s-eventeenth..birthday lucy." she whispered to herself as the harsh truth crashed down upon her.
' No one saved me.'