AN: This just popped into my head and hopefully this isn't too horrible. So please review :)
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or any of the characters :(
Kurt heard his name being called and took a deep breath and stood up. Standing up Blaine squeezed Kurt's hand,gave him a peck on the cheek ,whispering "courage" into his ear. Kurt smiled at him,then turned and headed to the stage. Once he got on stage he told the judge what he was going to be singing. "I'm going to be singing "Defying Gravity" from Wicked" . The judge gave him the cue to start. Kurt begin to sing,but then something happened that hadn't happened since he was a sophomore and he threw the diva off on purpose in front of the glee club,his voice cracked, Kurt panicked and stopped singing. "I'm so so sorry c-can I try again?" Kurt asked hoping he didn't already mess up his audition. "Yes,you may" The judge told him.
Kurt took a deep breath to calm himself down and begun to sing and immediately regretted it because he realized he started too early,and then his mind went blank and suddenly he couldn't remember the words,he stopped singing. "I-I am so so so sorry, can I please have one more chance" Kurt asked as he felt tears of humiliation coming to the surface. The judge sighed "Listen kid,if this happened on Broadway you would have been replaced with an understudy. I already gave you more chances then I should have" The judge called Rachael's name. Kurt felt like he was going to be sick and pass out all at the same time. Kurt turned and ran from the room,tears running down his face. He barely heard Blaine yell his name.
He didn't stop until he reached the choir room. Blaine came in after him,shutting the door glade that the room was empty other than Him and Kurt. Kurt was at the back of the room sitting on the floor,with his knees pulled up to his chest,his arms hugging them and his head resting on his knees crying. Blaine walked over to him,sat down next to him,putting his arm around his shoulders and gently rubbing his shoulder. Kurt moved around until he was sitting in Blaine's lap crying into his shoulder. Blaine not saying anything, just being there for Kurt to hold onto.
Kurt's sobs soon turned into quiet whimpers and sniffles and he looked up at Blaine. Blaine wiped the tears from Kurt's eyes gently with his thumb,then handed Kurt a little packet of tissues from his pocket,Kurt took them quiet thanking him. "Why am I never good enough and why can't things just go my way for once?" Kurt asked tearfully It broke Blaine's heart to see his beautiful,talented,compassionate boyfriend so sad and heartbroken. Blaine gave Kurt a peck on the lips and took one of his hands and looking into his eyes "Kurt you are more then good enough for NYADA,I wouldn't be surprised if they still accept you." Blaine told him as he gently rubbed Kurt knuckles with his thumb. "But I screwed up so bad Blaine,I freaked out when my voice cracked, and then when I had my seconded chance I started singing too early and then I forgot the words" Kurt said and a new wave of tears made their way down Kurt's face,he wiped his eyes with his free hand. "Now I won't get in and Rachel will and I don't know what to do."Kurt said as he rested his head on Blaine's shoulder,closing his eyes,breathing in the scent of his boyfriend and lazily playing with the curls at the nape of his neck as he laced his fingers with Blaine's with the hand that Blaine had been holding. Just wanting to be close with him. "At least you and my dad will get your wish that I won't leave...can you take me home?I don't want to be here anymore." Kurt said quietly, Blaine nodded and stood up,helping Kurt up not letting go of his hand as they walked to his car.