AN: this is my first FanFic and im sorry about this sooo much. this would be split up but my computer hates me... .

Chapter 1

Ikebukuro

Looking out the wall sized window in the direction of Ikebukuro thinking to himself.

Ah Ikebukuro! A place that seems supernatural to people who first come there; but stay awhile and then it seems to become normal, or dare I say boring! Well not for me. Every time I step foot in Ikebukuro a certain blonde monster has to sniff me out and try to kill me!

Spinning back towards his assistant Izaya throws himself up off this spiny chair. Shrugging on his favorite jacket Izaya skips to the door, yelling over his shoulder "I'll be back later Namie-san! Don't wait up for me!"

"Never planned to," And with that being said Izaya smirked and left his apartment.

"Ikebukuro is just so wonderful! All my glorious humans going about their normal lives. It's just so interesting!" Izaya exclaims with his hands crammed in his pockets of his fur trimmed jacket. "I just love it here even though a certain brute throws stupid vending machines at my head,"

BOOM

Not far from the spot the raven haired man was standing a moment ago a vending machine crashes into the building.

"IZAAAAAYAAAA-KUN!"

Tuning to see an enraged tall blonde, "Ah speak of the devil and he shall appear!" Izaya says smirking.

Glaring at the smaller male and growling. "The only fucking devil here is you Flea! And what the hell did I tell you about coming back here!"

"Tsk! So easily angered Shizu-chan," Izaya said shaking his head. "I really wish I could stay and play Shizu-chan, but I really must be going," Giggling and running off Shizuo gives chase.

"Get back here you damn Flea!" Shizuo yells.

Turning back around and smirks, "catch me if you can Shizu-chaaaan!" and with that Shizuo picks up the closest nonliving heavy object and tosses it at Izaya.

"My name is Shizuo to you! I swear,to whatever god there is that, I'm going to fucking kill you!" Shizuo growls chasing after the raven haired male.

Stopping to see if the brute was chasing him, "You say that all the time, yet I'm still here," Izaya taunts.

Grinning because Izaya saw he just made the monster even angrier, he tries to hide his laugh at the blonde's childish remark.

"Yea but this time I mean it Louse!"

Grinning even wider. "Then you have to catch me first!" Seeing the taller male fairly close to him Izaya goes to jump up on to a building. But Shizuo lunges at him and grabs on to Izaya's hood and pulls him down.

Picking up the smaller male by throat he stares him in the eyes.

"Got you!" the blonde snickered.

The brunette's eyes widen in fear when he realizes what's happening. Grabbing on to the taller man's hands trying to free himself, Shizuo tightens his death grip. "Now I can finally kill you, you fucking Flea!"

"W-wait. . .S-Shizuo d-don't!" Izaya stutters while trying to breath and desperately trying to release the blonds hands. "P-please. . ."

Shizuo's grip tightens even more around the raven's small throat causing burses. Glaring at the smaller man, Izaya's words sink into Shizuo's brain. Right before Izaya loses consciousness the blonde lets go of him.

Falling to his knees Izaya tries to catch his breath.

". . .T-thank. . .y-you Sh-shizuo."

Looking at the raven trying to regain his lost breath, the blonde looks away.

"Sorry Flea." Shizuo whispers. Shocked by the sudden apology, Izaya's eyes widen and he blushes.

"W-why are you saying sorry. . .Sh-Shizu-chan? I. . .thought you wanted. . .t-to k-kill me," Izaya stutters through breathes.

"I do. I mean I did. But I can't now,"

"What d-do you mean you can't? That's what you always said you wanted!"

Shizuo looks at the smaller male and chuckles.

"Yeah but I guess I was wrong about that,"

"Then what do you want?" The raven asks finally able to breathe right.

"This. . . "

Pulling the brunette up to him, Shizuo captures the others lips with his own. Izaya's eyes widen in shock but closes them shortly and leans into the kiss.

Breaking the kiss to fill his lungs with much needed air, Izaya stutters. "T-THAT'S what you wanted? T-to KISS me?"

"No I wa-"

Interrupting Shizuo. "Then why did you do it?"

"Because I want you," The blonde says. "I always have,"

"Y-you WHAT?" The raven blushes.

Chapter 2

Confessions

Looking down at the confused and flustered brunette.

"I told you Flea. I fucking want you!" Realizing what he said he tries to correct it. "I want you to be mine,"

"But how? You hate me! I knew you were a protozoan, but I never thought you where that stupid!" Izaya says looking away trying to hide his red dusted cheeks.

Chuckling seeing Izaya's red cheeks, Shizuo leans in and kisses him again.

"I never hated you," Shizuo confesses watching the raven's eyes widening at his confession.

"You have a funny way of showing it!"

"I only acted like that because you hate me," The blonde mumbles.

"I don't hate you! In fact I-" Izaya shuts his mouth quickly and blushes looking away.

Shizuo looks at the smaller male confused. He wraps his arms around the raven's waist and hugs him.

"You what?"

"N-nothing never mind. J-just forget it," Izaya says looking away letting Shizuo hold him.

Looking at the raven with a confused look on his face, the blonde rests his chin on top of Izaya's head and holds him gently. "Tell me please,"

Shizu-chan just said please! Dammit! I can't tell him! I want to but he won't believe me. . . .But should I tell him. . . he might feel the same. . .no he won't. . .I sho-

Shizuo stops the brunette's internal war by licking his neck. Seeing Izaya blush the blonde chuckles, "Come on just tell me."

"No. It's nothing," Izaya says shaking his head, finally hugging Shizuo back tightly needing a lifeline.

Kissing the top of the smaller males head chuckling. "Well it is obviously something Izaya-kun," Running his fingers through Izaya's raven locks. "Please,"

Blushing and looking up at the blonde with big watery crimson eyes. "I c-cant Shizu-chan,"

"Why not?"

"I d-don't think y-you will b-believe me. . ." The raven stutters with tears streaming down his face.

Pulling Izaya in to a quick kiss and caressing his face.

"No matter how crazy it is I'll believe you," Wiping away the brunette's tears. "Just trust me,"

"Tr-trustyou?" The raven stutters.

Why is it so hard for the fle- I mean Izaya to tell me what he was going to say? Does he think ill laugh at him…maybe throw something at him. . .realization setting in. no maybe he's afraid it will turn out like last time in high school. . .

Flash back

Shizuo was standing on the field of Raira Academy, back then it was called Raijin Academy, with all the unconscious bodies lying around him .Man people pissed him off! Panting, Shizuo heard clapping from behind him, turning around the blonde saw a small brunette sitting next to Shinra Kishitani.

"Shizuo! I would like you to meet Orihara Izaya," The med student introduced. Shinra kept on rambling after that like he usually did but Shizuo was to busy staring at the small raven.

Smirking "It's not very polite to stare at people Shizu-chan. Though I don't really mind, I do the same thing,"

"What? I was not staring!" Shizuo yelled, but kept staring at Izaya.

"You like what you see?" Izaya taunted.

Eye twitching, the blonde growls and lunges at the small male smashing the bench Izaya was sitting on while he jumped out of the way. "Tsk. someone needs to learn how to control their anger,"

"IZAAAAYAAA!" Shizuo yelled and lunged at Izaya again. Instead of dodging it Izaya just stood there and let Shizuo pin him to a wall.

"You never answered my question Shizuo-chan," Izaya snickered. "How rude,"

"What question?" the blonde growls.

"The 'Do you like what you see' question,"

"Why should I?"

"You kept staring," Izaya stated.

"So? Why does it matter to you if I did or not?" Shizuo asked

"Because I like what I see," The raven whispers while wrapping his arms around the blonde's shoulders.

End of flash back

When I rejected him….

"Yes trust me. I promise I won't laugh or do anything," Shizuo whispers in Izaya's ear while hugging him.

Finally giving up on this battle, "F-Fine…I-I L-love you Shi-Shizu-chan. I always h-have," the brunette stutters and looks away again afraid to meet the blondes stare.

Why did I just tell him I had affections for him? mentally hitting himself. Stupid, stupid, stupid, stu-

Snapping the brunette out of his thoughts again, Shizuo leans down and kisses Izaya sweetly while holding him gently to his chest.

"Sh-shizuo?"Izaya says pulling away from the kiss calling Shizuo by his true name.

"Hm?"

"Aren't you going to laugh at me or throw me at a building or anything? I just told you I love you!"

Chuckling Shizuo hugs Izaya tightly and looks down at him. "Why should I when I feel the same?"

"y-you do?"

"yes." the blonde smiles when he says this because he can finally tell the raven how he felt. "I love you Izaya Orihara."

Smiling when he hears the confession from Shizuo, Izaya wraps his arms around the blonde's shoulders and finally retunes all of the kisses from earlier.

Chapter 3:

Decisions

2 weeks later: (Shizuo POV)

Looking down at his hand with his fingers entwined with Izaya's, Shizuo smiles.

"Hey Shizu-chan can we go get something to eat? I'm starving!" Izaya playfully wines.

It's been two weeks scence we told each other how we feel. I still can't believe this is happening. He actually loves me! But what are we? We haven't really declared or decided to be together. Sighing inwardly. I guess we could talk about it. . .