Misunderstood

By MidnightReverie

'I'll put an end to it all. People's dreams, people's futures and their splendid result, I'll put an end to it.'

This is my fate, this is the one who was and who I am now. It cannot be changed.

'The people and their world, I'll turn everything over.'

It was a total misunderstanding. My expectations of you failed completely. You surprised me right there. Every thing that made me think like that about myself was mercilessly taken down. I am myself? So am I mistaken? Almost everything I had assumed about my reasons to hate you; for your reasons to hate me; my expectations failed me. All of those were turned over simply because I was not Rau in your eyes. What more could it be in my own way of thinking. Is that all?

'Still, the one who I am fighting for... We came so far... for the thing we were fighting for. Gil.'

Again you surprised me, saying people can understand and they are able to change future. Yet the choices people made for my future, they made me have none of it.

'I'm just another person.'

What have I been thinking? I had supposed you soared proudly high above all the people. You weren't any different from any other in this war of genes. I realized neither of us had a choice. Neither I did choose to be like this nor did you. Whether the results were for better or worse… Failed or not, then why? Why have I been I fighting for a world without choices! Didn't my future get destroyed, because I've never been given a choice? Now... even if I cannot defend the tomorrow I had been fighting for at first; what comes next? Now that I understand; do I want this? Now that we are both unique and similar at the same time… Can I do this for my opinion, the changing future I'll give for all... and then the tomorrow you'll be living?

'Why will you not understand? I'm so sorry. This is what I want, what I'll do is my choice.'

At this moment I have chosen for this cause, so I shall fire the bullet. I am prepared.

'This is for the tomorrow that I would never have gotten in any other way.'

Now I understand, Kira.

End.