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Jekyll and Hyde
Chapter one
Arthur to Francis
I sigh.
I take a long drag from my cigarette. I sit on the ledge of the window as I write, I stare out to the past the fields to the forest, I listen to the crickets and the rain drops hitting the ground, and the rustle of the leaves, the wind blows, chilling. I glance at you, sleeping soundly.
You remind me of a cigarette
You burn up slowly and then go out like that
You mood swings are really confusing. One second you are telling me you love me and kissing me. Then next you're screaming I hate you! And pushing me around and hitting me. You tease me and laugh at me, you cheat on me, and break me.
I take it all in stride since I love you. Oh what I'd do for, what I do for you.
You make it harder for me to breathe
You make my head hurt you make my skin stink
Just thinking about you makes my heart skip a beat, no longer can I breath, is it because I love you or because I hate you... It's hard to tell. It hurts so much. It makes me so frustrated! I try to figure us out but it just leads in circles, my head hurts, my wrists bleed, they sting, I can't breathe!
So why don't you leave me alone
or say you were wrong
'Cause I don't wanna hide
I need the tears inside to dry
I want more than just to try and love you
Jekyll and Hyde
I keep pushing you away but you are persistent in this cat and mouse game that we always seem to play. I won't you to leave me alone, because you hurt me so. But I can't stand my ground and get away. You know what you do is wrong, why can't you admit it? Is your pride to strong? I don't want to hide. But I can't take this anymore, I can't keep crying. I try and try, I love you true, but I can't stand you. You love me but you can't stand me which leaves me black and blue.
Well it's not easy for me to be
Somebody different somebody else but me
Do you think it is easy for me to be someone somebody different? I try to change myself for you, I gave everything for you. I do all the things you like even though I rather not. We are not the same! I can't be around people like you can, I'm not social, and I'm not likeable. You can go out drinking and have fun, but my anxiety keeps me from that. I can't dress up and well in fashion. I can't be romantic like you. My actions are blunt and awkward, I fumble with my words and I can't speak my mind. It's just not me, can't you see, that?
But you're the actor the extraordinaire
You make it look like I am the crazy one here
You act like our relation is perfect, yet you hide it from the world. You make me look crazy when I mention anything about us. You laugh and say as if. I could never be good enough for you. I'm starting to see that now.
So why don't you leave me alone
or say you were wrong
'Cause I don't wanna hide
I need the tears inside to dry
I want more than just to try and love you
Jekyll and Hyde
I keep pushing you away but you are persistent in this cat and mouse game that we always seem to play. I won't you to leave me alone, because you hurt me so. But I can't stand my ground and get away. You know what you do is wrong, why can't you admit it? Is your pride to strong? I don't want to hide. But I can't take this anymore, I can't keep crying. I try and try, I love you true, but I can't stand you. You love me but you can't stand me which leaves me black and blue.
I am willing to forgive
Are you willing to take ownership
I can forgive you for all you've done, if you forgive me for not being what you want, for not trying hard enough.
But will you take ownership, of everything you have done? Take ownership of us?
Cause I am so willing to forgive
We're only given one chance to live
I want to forgive you, and I want to forgive myself. I want to push this all to the pass and forget it. I know I can forgive you, I love you still, so true. We have one chance in this world, only one chance to live. Why suffer through it when we can live it great? I can't be treated like trash, I can't be hated. Can't you understand this?
'Cause I don't wanna hide
I need the tears inside to dry
I want more than just to try and love you
Jekyll and Hyde
I don't want to hide, but I can't keep crying, I can't feel like I'm dying. I try and try to love you true, but I can't stand you. You love me but you can't stand me which leaves me black and blue. Until you make up your mind I need go, I need to live my life. I can't be on self destruct. For once I am going to voice my thoughts, so now you know. But can you understand it all? I doubt it, we have went through this before, but this time, I can't let it repeat itself, I can't let it happen again.
I love you and I forgive you. I'm sorry. I just can't be with you.
Good bye, Francis/3
~Love, a shard of me, Arthur 3
I fold up the letter and get off the window sill I walk over to you and stick it in your hand, I watch you for a moment, how lucky you are to sleep so sound. I bend down and kiss you on the lips. I turn and step onto the ledge of window, I step out into the night holding on to the window sill and leaving the windows open behind me, curtains fluttering in the breeze. A smile on my face I let go. Though I land on my feet, and rise to run, I run through the fields and into the woods, fading into the rainy night.