"Things never went the way I wanted them too.
I just couldn't believe my misfortune. Yeah, I've been through a lot of shit in my life. Kidnapping, betrayal, flying a nuke through a portal. But I thought nothing couldn't go wrong with this. Just when I thought I had something going for me, someone who'd I'd stick with and be loyal to, doesn't return the favor. Who knew? Who fucking knew that the American golden boy scout, Captain America, would cheat on me? And on none other then one of our teammates, too."
Tony certainly didn't like Cap at first. No surprise there, he always held a grudge for the certain blonde ever since he was a kid. He basically took his dad's affections, he was more important to his father than he could ever be. He could feel the disappointment of Howard when he started to yell hurtful words to the captain that day on the quinjet. He knew it was then he'd never win his father's love to this man.
Then the nuke happened. He knew it was up to him to fly that nuke to the portal to save the lives of thousands. Would he survive? He didn't know. But he did know that somehow, hopefully, his dad might be proud of him. He blacked out, only to open his eyes to a blonde angel with deep blue eyes that held concern.
It was Steve. He stared with worried eyes at the brunette, eyeing for any head injuries or bruises. He noticed he awoke, and he smiled.
"We won."
It was then Tony knew he loved the captain. And it was a surprise to know the captain felt the same way. He still remembers the first kiss they shared, on a quick stroll through the park at night. It was Steve who made the first move, how could he not? Steve told him once that couldn't help but stare amazingly at Tony as the moon's light caught his eyes. He mentioned that he looked breathtaking, beautiful. He said couldnt help but kiss him suddenly on the lips. He felt even more happy when he felt Tony wrap his arms around his neck.
6 months into their relationship, they made love. It was memorable, Tony told Steve he wouldn't rush. He'd want his captain to feel comfortable, it was up to Steve to decide when they'd become one. So it was a shock when Tony came home one day to find a naked Steve on their bed, smirking suggestively at the brunette. Of course Steve was to top. He was more muscular, more bigger, and boy did that serum enhance EVERYTHING. Tony was skinny and lean, his muscles showed but just barely, and his legs were so deliciously sculpted he'd be competition to Pepper's. Steve honestly didn't get why Tony hated wearing shorts. It was an amazing night. Tony, honestly, felt it for weeks.
But 9 months into their relationship, Tony knew his boyfriend had changed. It started with the kisses. Before, they were long and loving, sometimes Steve would even lick his bottom lip and ask for entrance. Now it was just short and rushed, chaste as it seems. Tony didn't put much thought to it, though.
Then it came to them around people. Steve wouldn't hold Tony as close or snuggle him with as much affection as he used to. Steve would always hold him close on the waist, or simply link their hands together. He was always proud of showing Tony off. Now it was hardly that. Steve would be with his guy friends or at another part of the party while Tony mingled with other people. And it bothered Tony when he always caught Steve ogling at the other women. He felt a burn of jealously when he watched Steve gaze down a rather curvy women standing not too far away from him. He knew Steve liked girls, Peggy carter was an example. But he thought he didn't have any feelings for them anymore ever since he began dating Tony.
Even their sex life was getting old. It wasn't as passionate as it used to, more like Steve didn't really have the urge. So Tony stopped sex altogether, and Steve didn't even mind.
Then Steve started hanging out with Natasha more. Tony tried to shake off feelings of them having an affair because Natasha was with Clint, he knew Cap and Nat wouldn't do that to them. But what if? It was nice to know he wasn't the only one who had those thoughts, too. More often he and Clint would go out for a drink or hangout around the city instead of being with their partners, discussing their relationship and how it wasn't as it used to. Would Steve really cheat on him? No, don't be ridiculous.
Tony couldn't believe his eyes.
He was to go to an press conference earlier that day for Stark industries and their new prototype on Arc reactor energy. When he arrived at the company, Pepper informed him that it had been rescheduled due to malfunctions. So Tony thought it was a nice idea to surprise Steve early.
Once he got home he told Jarvis not to mention his presence at the tower, which the AI simply agreed to.
Tip toeing up the stairs, he heard moans and groans coming from their shared bedroom. Tony gulped, his eyes getting teary as he got closer to the room. Should he barge in? Should he confront? Tony prayed it somehow was just porn Steve was watching. Although his theory was 99% wrong, since he heard the familiar groans of his two team mates.
He peeked through the door, which was slightly opened, and held back a sob.
He watched as Natasha shamelessly rode Steve, titling her head back and moaning as Steve massaged both her breasts. He felt his heartbreak when Steve sat up and engulfed Natasha in a heated make out session, thrusting up harder and groaning everytime he felt himself going deeper.
"S-st-steve… oh so good.. You're so big…" Natasha gasped out, moaning louder as she felt him hit her sweet spot.
"Yeah.. You like that? You feel so good.. You're so wet.. god Nat, you're amazing…" Steve mumbled, squeezing her breasts while he sucked on the sensitive flesh on her neck.
Tony slowly walked out of the hallway and made his way to the elevator, seeing enough. He felt his vision blur and his breathing became uneven. He stopped at Clint and Natasha's floor and started to search for the arrowed assassin.
"Stark?" Clint called from behind him. His eyes widened, seeing Tony close to tears, his face showing pain. "What happened?"
Tony suddenly broke down and fell to the floor, burying his face in his hands. Clint quickly ran over to him and engulfed him in a hug, rubbing his back soothingly and whispering sweet words. "What's wrong? Who did this to you?"
Tony struggled to find the right words and ended up breaking up sentences. "Steve…sex…cheated… Natasha…" He mumbled, burying his face in the other man's shoulder. He felt Clint stiffen, and didn't dare look him in the eye as the man's body started to tremble.
"No..no…" Clint muttered, tears falling out of his eyes. Tony moved from his spot on the floor and sat on his lap, patting Clint on the back as Clint wrapped his arms around the smaller man. That night the two men cried their hearts out, both feeling the familiar feeling of hurt and betrayal.
"Tony.." Steve said, meeting the man in the kitchen the next morning. "You didn't come to our floor last night."
Tony stared emotionlessly at his boyfriend, then turned and gulped down his coffee. "I was busy." He answered as he slammed his cup to the counter.
Steve stared at him for a few minutes, his face hesitant. "Look Tony… I think, I think we should break up."
Tony didn't even flinch. He only stared at Steve one more time and nodded. Steve stared surprisingly at the man, expecting a different reaction. "And.. you're okay with that?"
Tony nodded again. "It's alright, Steve." The room filled with uneasy silence until Tony broke it. "But I'll just ask you one thing: why?" He asked, his voice slightly cracking at the end.
"I.." Steve stared at the floor for a few moments, before turning seriously at his ex. "I love someone else."
Tony looked at the counter, biting back a tear. He weakly nodded and slowly got up to put his cup in the sink. Steve continued. "She's… she's good for me. She's fierce, strong, beautiful. She's.. she could give me things a man couldn't."
Tony gave a shallow laugh. "Like? Kids? A family? That she has the vagina and breasts?"
Steve stared emotionlessly at Tony. "Yes."
Steve slowly walked towards the hallway. "I'll pack." Was all he said before walking towards their bedroom. Tony felt a tear roll down his cheek when he left. No.. don't do this Tony, you already cried your eyes out last night.
Steve came back a few minutes later, giving Tony a polite nod and headed towards the elevator.
"Oh, and steve?" Tony called out, not looking at the man. "Tell Nat I said congrats."
Tony didn't bother to look at Steve's shocked face.
Clint came to the floor a few hours later, giving Tony a sad smile as he held suitcases in both hands.
"Nat and Steve.. They live on our floor now. You don't happen to have an extra room here?" He asked.
Tony nodded and grabbed one of Clint's suitcases, leading him towards the guest room. "Sorry It's not as big as mines, I have the master bedroom. It was the room me and …Steve shared."
Clint nodded and started to unpack. "It's not a problem, it's still bigger then the room I used to room in before me and…Nat moved in together."
Tony leaned on the doorframe, sighing. "Was it hard for you as it was for me?" He asked.
Clint stopped unpacking and slowly turned to the man. "..Yes. She broke up with me, then said she loved someone else. When I came out of our room with my bags, I already saw Steve and Nat making out on the couch." He bitterly stated. Clint mentally cursed himself as he felt his vision blur. Clint abruptly sat on the bed and buried his face in his hands.
Tony looked at the crying man with concern, then walked over and sat beside him. He felt Clint flinch from the sudden contact as he wrapped his arms around his neck. "It's okay, Barton. It was hard for me too." Tony muttered, burying his face in shoulder. "You're not alone on this."
Clint turned and wrapped his arms around Tony's waist, pulling him closer. He slowly let his tears fall, and was thankful towards the other man as Tony comfortably rubbed his back and soothed him with nice words.
Later that night Clint and Tony laid comfortably on the couch in silence, only the lights of the city dimming through the windows. Clint ran his hand through Tony's soft hair with one hand while one arm was wrapped protectively on Tony's waist. Tony laid his hand on Clint's chest, feeling his heartbeat. His buried his face on the other man's shoulder, sighing at the warmth.
Tony was the first to break the silence. "Things never went the way I wanted them too," he muttered. "I just couldn't believe my misfortune. Yeah, I've been through a lot of shit in my life. Kidnapping, betrayal, flying a nuke through a portal. But I thought nothing couldn't go wrong with this. Just when I thought I had something going for me, someone who'd I'd stick with and be loyal to, doesn't return the favor. Who knew? Who fucking knew that the American golden boy scout, Captain America, would cheat on me? And on none other then one of our teammates, too."
Clint pulled Tony closer to him. "I know. I've been through shit, too. I ran away from home because I couldn't stand my dad's bullshit, and I ended up in a circus. It was nice performing, but I still got made fun of from other people who came to watch the show. It was a miracle when I met Fury. But then I had to kill? I felt as if my life didn't get any low. Then I met Nat. God was she beautiful, we became really good friends after Budapest. When we started dating it was… a blessing. Then I became an avenger and.. And I thought my life was getting better. But then it went downhill, because I only to get cheated on and betrayed by a close friend."
Tony held up his back and stared at Clint for the longest of time. Clint stared back, seeing every emotion read in the other man's eyes. Slowly Clint brushed a hair away from Tony's forehead and kissed his cheek gently.
Tony blushed and lowered his head, unable to look at him anymore. God, I didn't notice how handsome he really was.
"Tony…" Clint muttered, tilting his chin so he can properly look at him.
Tony gulped. "T-that's the first time you ever called me by my first name."
Clint smiled, rubbing Tony's back comfortably. "I guess we should call each other by first names now, since we'll be living together for now on."
Tony's eyes started to droop as he felt suddenly tired. Clint saw and gently pushed Tony's head to his chest. "Go to sleep." He murmured, moving a little to get comfortable. Tony didn't have a chance to talk as he slowly drifted to sleep.
So, umm... Hi :3 Firstly i wanted to say that this is my first time writing a rated M fanfic ._. please tell me if it's good. Secondly, i really hope you enjoy this story! You see, if you haven't read my other story(Which i suggest you should right now, just a thought) I updated saying i had writers block. With that story i meant, i got really caught up with this story line. My mind is like a motor, i'm always brainstorming new stories and all, and omg ironhawk came to my head. So i spent half an hour writing and drafting THIS xD People have told me to publish the story and all since i gave a brief summary about it on my other story. So here ya go! C: And if you have read my other story, i am so sorry D: I swear i won't give up on that one, and i will try my best on this one also. Wow, two stories and school is starting too. Busy lady. lmao xD I just want to feel busy yknow? Instead of doing nothing i'll be having lots of stuff to do! Yeah i hate being bored...well i hope you like this story(im such a sucker for tony whump, and the pairing ironhawk is cute) and feel free to review!