Disclaimer: I do not own Rookie Blue or related characters. Writing as a old fan of the show, particularly the McSwarek dynamic, which, I believe is the backbone of the show. No copyright infringement intended.
Author's Note: First fanfiction ever. I have read many awesome works in the fandoms of Rookie Blue, In Plain Sight and Covert Affairs, three of my favourite shows on Television besides all time favourite The X Files, and Criminal Minds. Taking the plunge, after the S4 finale ending restored my faith in McSwarek and Rookie Blue.
Utter Clarity
There are moments in life when some things become so much clearer. The fights, the petty jealousies, the lack-of-fights, the easy smiles, the not-so-easy distances, the sheer need to ensure another's happiness even above one's own, and the certain, absolute certain knowledge that another's being in the world one lives in trumps it all.
Andy did not consider herself the smartest person in the world. But at this moment, seeing the medical personnel work hard trying to save Sam's life, she knew beyond all doubts that her story had been absolutely true. No one, no one has ever and never will love her and know her as Sam did. And she owed it to herself to return the favour, no matter how uphill a task that proved to be in the days to come.
She could only hope and pray that the Universe would give her the chance.