Kira the Knight

Chapter1- Love and Hate

Kira awoke and looked at the ceiling for awhile thoughts of the past few days repeated over and over in his head how'd he get to this point? Why was it he only seemed to keep making enemies? And why was it that everyone kept making such a big deal of the fact he was a coordinator? He thought's skipped back to when he'd come to earth in The Strike he remembered hearing the doctor telling everyone who amazing his body was and how far beyond the others he was. And then back farther to when Flay had accused him of not trying to save her father because he was a coordinator. Then his thoughts turned to Flay's sudden change of heart towards him and then the day everyone had the chance to leave but He stayed and when she saw him she seemed relieved and happy and most importantly he remembered that kiss the kiss that set in motion the current chain of events.

Two days ago

Kira sat in his room when Flay came in holding the origami flower that little girl had given him He remembered the girl and the fact that she was now dead along with all the other refuges because of whoever that bastard was piloting the Duel and he broke down Flay consoled him and he remembered kissing her again after that one thing led to another and they wound up sleeping together.

Yesterday

Kira was awaked by the battle stations alert he got up got dressed and headed out to battle Flay who'd been with him at the time Just laid there knowing everything would be fine because Kira would fight harder than ever now because he'd want to protect her. Her plan had worked perfectly. Meanwhile unknown to either of them Sai had been trying to Speak with Flay about her breaking up with him but she'd been with Kira that night as he'd soon find out.

Present

Sai woke up early to go see Flay he went to her room and found she wasn't there and her bed hadn't been slept in. So he decided to look for her it was as he Passes Kira's room he heard her Voice he stopped dead. It seemed odd to him that she'd be there this early then he started to add it up. "No they couldn't have...Kira wouldn't do that to me would he?...Is that why she.....?" Sai leaned against a nearby wall broken then another thought came to him"What if there is some explaination for all of this? Only one way to find out...but then I could find out I'm right...I'm not sure I want to know if I'm right.." He got upand turned to face the door he was about to leave when Flay started on her way out with a tray in hand. "Oh hello Sai..."She said "Flay....can I talk to you for a minute?" He asked. "Sure...Just let me put this back in the cafeteria and we can talk."She said sweetly She didn't want any part of her hateful and Vengeful self to come out in front of Kira. So she made sure it didn't. She headed off and Sai Followed Kira just laid back down having some idea what Sai wanted to talk to her about "Man this could get ugly." He thought to himself. As the door shut.

Sai stood waiting as Flay came back. "Let's talk in your room." He said to her and they headed to her room. "What is it Sai?" She asked. "Flay...why the sudden break up? Why spend all this time with Kira all of the sudden? Just what's going on? I'd like to know." Sai said. "Sai...." Flay started unsure how to tell him after all he wasn't the one she was mad at she had no intention of hurting him But she had to in order to accomplish what she wanted. "Sai...Your intelligent put it together." She said to him. "So that's it? That's all your giving me? After all this time? And all of our talks about getting married?" Sai asked. "Sai...I..I'm sorry Really But I just can't be with you anymore maybe one day we can be together again but not now."She said trying to be nice about it. "So your with Kira now then?" Sai asked. All she did was give a nod. "but...Why Kira? I thought you hated him up till recently." Sai asked. "I did....but he proved to me he is trying when he fights out there...do you remember that little girl with the pigtails who always had that flower?" Flay asked. "Yea what about her?" Sai asked "She gave kira that flower as a thanks for protecting us but she's dead now Kira couldn't save her either the Duel Destroyed the refugee's ship when it passed between Kira and It. It saved Kira but as a price the Duel targeted them and shot them down When they found the flower in the Strike I took it to Kira and gave it to him...he broke down in tears. And then I knew he could be trusted and I understood him a little better. It was after that we got together." Flay explained to him. "....I see...so he finnaly got through to you that he's a good guy...and once you figured that out it was easy to get to know him...and like him." Sai said. Flay just nodded not wanting to have to lie to him. Sai seemed to take it well but in his head he was cursing Kira for taking her from him. "I see....so that's the way it is...well at least now I have my answers..." Sai said and left. As he did Flay wanted to stop him to say something to him to tell him everything and it took a great resolve not to. She almost cried Sai had to hate her now even more reason to continue and make Kira fight Untill he killed them all or died trying she was more determined now than ever she hated kira even more for costing her Sai.

Kira's thoughts and flashbacks were interrupted by the sudden intrusion of Sai "Kira Yamto! How could you?!" Sai yelled. "Oh boy...I knew this would turn bad." Kira thought. "Ask her that she's the one who decided to suddenly start spending time with me and she's the one who kissed me first. I mean yea I liked her but I wouldn't have done anything as long as she was with you Sai..then she told me that she broke up with you." Kira said. "So you just took it upon yourself to move right on in I bet I wasn't separated from her 5 minutes before you two were together!" Sai said angrily. ""I'm sorry Sai...I dunno what else to say." Kira said. "You're sorry? You're sorry?! That's all you can say?! I don't believe this oh you'll be sorry Kira Yamato and your no friend of mine! No real friend would have done this." Sai said. "Sai...how can you say that?" Kira asked. "Easy I just did.." Sai said. "...Fine If that's the way you want it then we aren't friends anymore." Kira said "I'm tired of everyone blaming me for everything I couldn't control." Kira said. "Oh so now you show your real self...Traitor!" Sai said taking a swing at Kira who ducked it. "Sai chill out." Kira said. "No we're gonna fight either here and now or as soon as I can get a mobile suit!" Sai said swinging again. Kira was tired of dealing with stuff like this he dodged it again and Hit Sai Squarely in the stomache Knocking the wind out of him. Sai kneeled. "Ah....i knew you'd fight me.......this ain't over........ Kira..... I will get Flay........ one way...or another....." Sai said getting up and leaving. "Oh man...." Kira said to himself flopping back on the bed. "When do things get better around here?" He asked himself. As the door opened again Flay came in this time "How about right now?" She asked as the door shut behind her she locked it and walked over to him. "Flay...." Kira said sitting up. "Did Sai give you any trouble? He looked really angry when I saw him just now....and he as holding his stomache." She said "Yea...he came in here calling me a traitor...and said I was no friend of his etc. etc...long story short He took a couple of swings at me and I had to do something so I hit him in the gut stopped him cold." Kira said. "He tried to fight you?! Are you okay?" Flay asked "Yea I'm fine he never actually hit me I was able to dodge him but...he hates me now....Slowly Flay I'm losing everything important to me." He said. "Good" She thought to herself. Then the tought occurred to her that if Kira was on bad terms with everyone on the ship that he might not fight as hard...but that was put to rest. Figuring he'd still fight just as hard if only to protect her.

Kira put his arms around her and pulled her to him so she was sitting on his lap taking her somewhat by surprise. As he kissed her. It only took a second before she kissed back. When they parted kira spoke "Flay...You're the most important thing in the world to me." "Kira....."Flay didn't know what to say she hadn't expected that to come from him. So she just put her arms around him waiting for the rest of what he had to say. "but...I'm thinking about leaving the ship." Kira said. Flay froze. "What? You can't what about the Strike?" Flay asked. "I dunno maybe I'll take it with me but... No one wants me to be on this ship anymore except for you and captain la flaga. Besides that everybody either hates me or Doesn't trust me."Kira said. "but why tell me all this Kira?" Flay asked. "Because I want you to come with me." Kira said.

In her mind Flay was screaming at the top of her lungs "Nooo! How could this happen?! He's not suppose to do this...." She thought "Kira I can't do that..."She said. "Why not? It's not like you have any special duties and there's no one keeping you here either. So what's the problem?" Kira asked. He was right and Flay found it difficult to come up with an argument but she found one. "Kira...we're both member of the earth forces if we leave we'll be going AWOL do you realize the consequences for that? They'd hunt us down Especially with the gundam...and we can't walk because we're in the middle of the Desert right now. " Flay said. Kira thought for a moment. "Then we'll take Strike until we get to north America and we can Ditch it and live out normal lives they'll find the Strike and reclaim it and probably be satisfied with that and not bother to look for us." Kira said. "This is insane...I must be insane...this has all gone too far..." Flay said quietly. "What?" Kira asked. "Kira....for once I'm going to tell you the truth." She said getting off him. "Kira....I hate you I never forgave you for letting my father die...and the only reason I was with you was so you'd fight harder so you'd destroy zaft or die trying but now that your leaving I have no use for you anymore." Flay said coldly. "what?...Flay you can't be serious...." Kira started but the look on her face told him she was. "then if you hate me so much here..." Kira said taking a small knife from under his bunk. And tossing it next to her "If you hate me then you probably would rather see me dead so go ahead and kill me." Kira said looking at her.

Flay hesitated before picking up the knife. "Why? Why do you want me to do it?" Flay asked confused at his reaction to what she'd told him. "Because I'd rather die by your hand than anyone else's I loved...no I Still love you Flay...you're all I have or rather had without you I've got nothing nowhere to go nothing to do no one to protect no reason to exist. So Hurry it up and kill me already."Kira said. Flay stood over him with the knife in her hand. "Kira...you costed me so much I lost Sai's trust I lost my father I lost any reason to go back home I lost my purpose...you took everything from me!" She yelled and stabbed at him but found she stabbed the bed and not him. "Why?...why can't I do it?" She asked herself. "Because...you love me too." Kira said putting his arms around her. "I knew we couldn't have been through all that and you have felt nothing. We slept together Flay I know you wouldn't have done that if you didn't care about me." Kira said

"but..but I Shouldn't...why do i?...but I hate you too...don't I? I can't do both..." Flay said starting to cry she let it all out on Kira's shoulder."It's Okay Flay..." Kira said. "Kira...you are a fool to love me..." Flay said. "I know and I don't care." Kira said. "And Kira...you're wrong you do have somewhere you can go." Flay said. "huh?" Kira said. "You can go to Zaft. I'm sure they'd take you you are a coordinator after all." Flay said. She was right Athren had extended that invitation numerous times. But there was no way he could do that now in order to do it properly he'd need Athren he could Vouch for him. "Flay" Kira said and she looked up at him. "When I leave will you come with me? All either of us have is each other now and it's for that reason I knew you couldn't kill me if you had where would your hate have gone? And what would you have done then? " Kira asked. "Kira....I still hate you...but I love you too...it's the oddest feeling I've ever had towards a person......but the more we talk like this the more I want to be with you...so yes I'll go with you...wherever you go I will follow because your right you are all I have..."Flay said ad kissed him.her kiss was different this time instead of being somewhat lustful and sensuous it was filled with emotion and was soft like a whisper. "Flay...when Zaft makes it to earth and the Aegis shows up that's when we'll go." Kira said. "Why then?" Flay asked. "because the Aegis pilot is Athren Zala I knew him when I was little...Hadn't seen him in years until he reappeared that day in heliopolis when they attacked to get the gundams. Ever since then he's been trying to convince me to join Zaft. I'm sure he'll be Elated to hear me finnaly accept." Kira said. "I see...so we're going to zaft then...okay...but if I snap again after we get there I'm counting on you to bring me back to normal again." Flay said. "I understand...you probably hate Zaft more than you ever hated me." Kira said. "It's going to be hard to be among them like that...Maybe I shouldn't go..." Flay said.

"Flay if you don't go then I don't go. I want you with me always." Kira said stroking her hair. "Kira...that's so sweet...I...I won't make you fight your friend anymore...we'll go meet him when he comes the archangel will just have to fend for itself from now on." Flay said.

"You know Flay...you could become a coordinator." Kira said. "Huh?" Flay said "Remember there's that treatment that allows normal people to be Coordinators you can get it and then you'd fit in perfectly you could even get a mobile suit then and fight right beside me." Kira said. "Kira.. I don't know about that..let's just take one step at a time...I'm still adjusting to figuring out I really love you and have for some time now that I think about it. My hatred isn't completely gone yet so..i wouldn't put so much trust in me if I were you." She told him. "Yea..but your not me." He said just then The alert went off "ALL HANDS BATTLESTATIONS!" "Well looks like I have to go protect the ship one more time..." Kira said. "Kira...let me come with you" Flay said "Huh?" Kira said "Let me ride in the Strike with you I want to see a battle up close I want to know what it is you go through every time you go out there." Flay said. "alright...there might be a few complaints but they'll just have to deal with it." Kira said.

End Chapter 1

Okay so I know people probably hate me now for doing a Kira flay fic and putting Sai out in the cold like that But it'll get better I swear! Since I've recently come back from a bit of a writing hiatus I'm now full of creative juices and this is one of the first stories since then soo if ya don't like it give it a little time if ya do it'll only get better