Author's Note: Quantum Leap is not mine. I do not make any money writing about it - this is purely for entertainment purposes, and not intended to infringe on anyone's copyrights. The plot, and Crystal, are mine however. This work was previously published in Quantum Mechanics 3.
Text in italics generally represents a character's thoughts.
"...Oooh...boy..." Of all the ways to Leap into a situation,
waking up and finding himself lying face down in the sand was definitely not Sam Beckett's favorite. He started to sit up, quickly realizing his
mistake as pain swept through his head. He eased himself back down, and very slowly opened his eyes. He was on a beach, that much he had gathered
from the nearby sound of the waves, and from the fact that his mouth had been
filled with sand when he had come to.
Gingerly, Sam sat up once more, trying not to make
the roaring headache he had any worse. He was in the shade, which was helpful, since wherever and whenever he
was, it was a clear, beautiful, bright day. There didn't seem to be any signs of civilization nearby.
Great, I'm
shipwrecked. Again. At least this time there's no bratty
debutante to straighten out...I hope. He was just starting to get a better look
around when he heard a faint sound nearby. He instinctively turned to discover the source of the noise, and was
rewarded with another wave of pain. What the hell happened to me? I've never had this reaction to Leaping
before.
To his surprise he saw that while this place might be uncivilized, it wasn't totally uninhabited. There was a young woman under a palm tree, watching him warily as she too tried to sit up. Whoever she was, she made no effort to talk to Sam, or to see how he was doing. If the cautious way she moved was any indication, she seemed to be in as much pain as Sam.
Maybe it
wasn't the leap after all. I wonder how
we got here, wherever here is. Sam smiled
at his companion, trying to put her at ease. It didn't seem to work, but Sam decided to go ahead and talk to
her. Until Al arrived, she was his only
hope of finding out who he was supposed to be, and what he had to do to leap,
hopefully for the last time.
"Pretty
rough landing, huh? Not my favorite way
of coming ashore, but at least we're safe." No response.
That worked well. Now she looks annoyed. Maybe ignoring me is just her way of dealing
with being here. Or maybe she's hurt
worse than she looks.
Sam
slowly moved so that he was more comfortable, and while no closer to the woman
than before, he now had a better view of her.
She
had long blonde hair, loosely braided, looked to be in her late twenties or maybe
even early thirties, and was fairly attractive, despite the look of distrust on
her face. She was wearing some kind of
long, cream-colored shirt, almost like a tunic, a belt, medium blue leggings,
and a pair of low boots, all of which looked too dry to be on what he had
assumed was a shipwreck victim. And not
just dry - they looked like they had just come back from the cleaners. A closer look (from where he sat) around the
beach showed no signs of debris, no life raft or boat of any kind, no clues as
to how they had arrived.
Maybe I was wrong about how we got
here. That might explain the looks I've
been getting. Maybe we are supposed to
be here. Or maybe we were attacked and left here for who-knows-what
reason. This would be a lot easier if
she would just calm down and talk to me! Or if Al were here.
Sam
thoughts went briefly to his best friend, wondering how long it would be this
time before Al would finally make an appearance, before settling once again on
the matter at hand. Maybe if he concentrated
on something besides how they arrived...If
concentration is even possible with this headache... Sam had already
ascertained that he had no broken bones or obvious injuries, just the constant
pounding in his head as it threatened to split apart whenever he moved too
quickly.
"Are
you okay?" Sam asked, as he remembered that her movements had indicated
possible injuries. "I don't know
about you, but my head feels like it could crack open any second." He smiled again as he spoke, hoping that
this time he'd get some sort of response.
At
his last comment, the woman turned to face him.
"It's
nothing more than you deserve." Her voice was filled with anger and contempt. "You're lucky there was no permanent damage done. Lucky that some people have a sense of
decency!"
She
turned away again, not waiting for Sam to answer. Not that he was going to - he was too shocked by her reaction to
say or do anything. What have I Leapt into this time? The only other person here hates me, and I
don't even know why! Sam leaned
back against a tree and looked out toward the ocean, wondering once again about
his absent friend.
"Where
are you, Al?", he whispered. I could really use some help on this
one. Or at least a friendly face.
The
woman watched Sam for several moments before sitting back and trying to calm
herself, knowing that any attempt to ease her pain would be useless in her
present frame of mind.
How could I have let my guard
down? You'd think that I would know
better by now! Stupid, Crystal, really
stupid! Not that lashing out was a
particularly brilliant move either. Still, at least he's stopped trying to talk to me. I suppose that's something.
She
leaned back, the pain she felt at moving only serving to worsen her mood. What she had said to Sam was true for both
of them. She had been taken totally off
guard by his sudden attack. If she
hadn't had better control, they could have both been seriously, permanently hurt.
Not that I'm totally to blame. What did he think my reaction would be? Did he really think that I would give in
without a fight, just meekly go wherever he wanted? She shuddered at the
thought of returning to the cold, stark room where she had almost been trapped.
Crystal
didn't know exactly who this Dr. Sam Beckett was, or how he had found her, but
she would be damned if she let herself get caught! The faint sound of Sam's voice brought Crystal back to the
present.
Al? So he's not alone! But no one
could find me now, I made certain of that. Unless this Al can somehow find me through Sam.
"Damn!" She swore under her breath. I'm
not strong enough to hide us both right now. If I could just rest for a few minutes, get rid of this awful
headache. And figure out what kind of
game Beckett's playing. Crystal
leaned back against the tree wearily, wishing that there were something she
could do.
Sam
turned slightly at the sound of her voice, just enough so that he could watch
her without (he hoped) being noticed. She's in as bad shape as I am. I guess maybe I'm not the only one who was
lucky. If only I could convince her
that I'm not a threat, that I won't do whatever it was the guy in the Waiting
Room did. Sam tried not to think
about what he would have had to have done to cause such a violent reaction.
What I don't understand is why, if
she hates this guy so much, is she still here? If he attacked her, why didn't she leave after I Leapt in? I'm not in any kind of shape to go anywhere,
even if I wanted to. Then
again, neither is she, and I have no idea why! Well I'm tired of waiting
for answers. Maybe Al's just waiting
for me to be alone. Even if he isn't,
exploring a little could help me figure out what to do.
Sam stood slowly, brushed the sand off of his clothes, which, he noticed, were very similar to what his companion was wearing, and started walking along the beach, in a direction that was obviously away from Crystal. After it was clear that Sam was gone, at least temporarily, Crystal let herself fall into the trance-like state that easing her pain would require.
After
about an hour of exploration and still no Al, Sam decided that enough was
enough, and started back toward the area where he had first
"arrived". All his
exploration had shown him was that his first impression had been correct - they
were alone, with no signs that anyone else had ever been there.
It looks like it's up to me to find
out what I'm here for. Hopefully the
time alone has put her in a better mood, and she'll be willing to give me some
answers. That is assuming, of course,
that she didn't run off somewhere. I'm
not really up for looking around any more. I wish I had a couple of aspirin.
When
he got back to the beach, Sam saw that his mysterious companion was still where
he had left her. He thought for a
moment that she was asleep, but just then she opened her eyes and turned to
watch him approach. Sam tried to be as
non-threatening as he could, and stopped at a distance that was close enough
for conversation, but still a good bit away from her. He noticed that while she didn't look as pained as before, she
did look exhausted. Not quite sure how
to begin, Sam decided to start with an apology.
"I'm
sorry about what happened before. I can
pretty much promise you that it won't happen again. Could we please just try to work together and figure out how to
get out of here?"
Crystal
looked at him coldly, blue eyes flashing with the anger she was trying to
control. "You're welcome to leave
the way you came. Do whatever you want,
just leave me out of it."
Leave the way I came. If you only knew... "Maybe
I would if you'd just be reasonable about this situation. You're acting like it's my fault that we're
in this mess."
Be reasonable? That was
the last straw! Crystal was on her feet
as she answered. "It certainly
isn't my fault that you're
here! All things considered, Dr.
Beckett, you're lucky to be alive - we both are! How unreasonable is it
to be unwilling to help a man who came out of nowhere and tried to take me
prisoner? A man who's just trying to
stall until help arrives. You got
yourself here, you can damn well get yourself back, and the sooner the
better!"
That should stop all this 'helping'
nonsense, Crystal thought smugly,
but then she noticed the look on her adversary's face. He was absolutely shocked, staring at her in
disbelief and, of all things, hope. When he finally spoke, he was barely audible.
"Beckett? You know who I am?" He watched her intently, the words a
desperate plea for her to confirm what he had heard.
This
was too confusing. Why was it so important
to him that she had known his name? Crystal hadn't meant to say it, but she had been too angry to watch what
she said and it had slipped out. And
now, instead of demanding to know how she had known him, he was looking at her
as if his life depended on what she knew of him. Not knowing what else to do, Crystal answered him warily, but
truthfully.
"You're
Sam Beckett, and you're a doctor, a scientist, I think. Don't you know who you are?" Now Crystal was worried that she actually had hurt Sam when she had defended
herself. What he had done was
inexcusable, but that didn't mean she had the right to hurt him.
He
answered, hesitantly at first, then with growing enthusiasm. "I know who I am, but you couldn't,
unless...unless I'm finally home, back in my own time! That would explain why Al hasn't shown
up." He looked troubled at that,
but continued. "But this isn't the
Complex, and I don't recognize you. This doesn't make sense. Should
I know you?"
Now
totally confused, Crystal replied, "I thought that you would, but now I
don't know. We've never met, if that's
what you're wondering. But if you don't
know me, then why did you try to kidnap me? And don't try to deny it. I was
here, alone, and then without warning I was in a white room, some kind of
medical facil-"
Sam
interrupted her, agitated. "You
were in the Waiting Room? And you were
alone before that? But that would mean
that you were the person I was
supposed to Leap into! But that's not
possible, because you're still here and so am I."
"I
don't know exactly what you mean by 'Leap into', but I am the person you tried
to...displace. And while it wasn't easy
by any stretch of the imagination, I did keep you from succeeding." His look of total disbelief prompted her to
add, "You said it yourself - we're
both here."
Sam
shook his head. "I know we're both
here, but what you're saying isn't possible. You can't just stop a Leap."
That
put Crystal on the defensive. "Maybe nobody you know can stop you from 'Leaping into' them, but I
can and did. As it was, you wouldn't
have gotten as far as you did if I hadn't had my shields relaxed."
Sam
stared at Crystal, trying to make sense of what he had just heard. What
kind of shield would stop a Leap? This woman really thinks that she stopped me
from Leaping into her, which is impossible, except that she knows about the
Waiting Room, and who I am. So either
she's telling the truth, or I'm stuck on a deserted island with a crazy woman. I don't know which idea scares me more.
Sam
decided to try again.
"Listen,
I don't mean to call you a liar, but what you're claiming just can't
happen. Leaping isn't something you can
block."
Crystal
was stunned by what she was hearing. I don't believe this. He doesn't know. He has no idea who I am, what I can do. And he really doesn't think I stopped him. Crystal sighed. The more I hear the less I
think kidnapping was what Dr. Beckett had in mind. What do I do now? Not
knowing what else to do, she decided to keep talking and see if Sam could give
her any answers.
"You
really don't know, do you? You're as
surprised at all of this as I am." Before Sam could respond, Crystal continued. "What exactly is this 'Leap' you keep talking about,
anyway? From what you've said, I think
that it involves you taking the place of someone else, but that makes no
sense. If you don't know me, then why
would you try to be me? Why take my place when I'm alone? And did you really think that anyone who
might have been here would believe that you're me? We're not exactly twins, you know, though you did a fair job with
the wardrobe." Crystal stopped, as
much to let what she had said sink in as to keep from saying too much.
Sam's
first reaction to what she had said was to look at himself more closely. Now that she mentioned it, he realized that
she was right - his clothing matched hers exactly.
Well, I guess I can rule out crazy,
at least for now. She is who I was supposed to be, which
raises more questions than it answers.
Sam
closed his eyes and rubbed his temples. This conversation was not making his headache any better.
Crystal
watched Sam, thinking about what she knew of the man from the brief time they
had been together, both physically and mentally. After a moment's consideration, she decided that she should do
something about his pain. No one should have to deal with a headache
like that for long.
Crystal
focused, then walked over, reached out and touched the back of Sam's neck. He started and opened his eyes, surprised at
the sudden contact. He was surprised
even more when rather than let go, she moved her hand up the side of his face
and lightly across his forehead. Sam
started to move away, then realized that somehow, what she was doing was making
his headache disappear. He stood there,
watching her, and let her make the next move.
"Is
that any better?" Crystal asked,
stepping back as she spoke. There was
real concern in her voice. "I
probably should have done something sooner, but I didn't know that you could be
trusted." She hesitated for a moment,
then continued. "It's hard to
believe that you can trust a person you thought was trying to kidnap you."
"And
now you don't think that I did? What
changed your mind?"
"You
did, your actions since you 'Leapt' here, and your reactions to what I've
said. You may be a good actor, but it's
hard to fool a - well, I'm not easily fooled." She tried to change the subject. "Your head does feel better, doesn't it?"
"Yes,
it does, thank you. What did you
do?" And why, he thought.
"Just
a technique I picked up. As for why,
you were right - it's not all your fault that you're here. If I hadn't been so surprised, you never
would have gotten here, and you wouldn't have had that headache. You should be fine now. Still, maybe we should get out of the sun. I wouldn't mind sitting down in the shade
for a bit."
Sam
nodded and the two of them walked over to a small cluster of trees near where
they had been and sat down.
Now
that he was free of the constant pounding, Sam was able to think more
clearly. There was more to this woman,
whoever she was, than she wanted him to know. Too bad, he thought. She was the only clue he had to find out how
all this had happened.
"So
now you trust me?"
"A
lot more than I did a few hours ago."
"Then
tell me something." He paused, and
she braced herself for a barrage of questions. "Who are you?"
"My
name is Crystal." He looked
expectant, so she added, "Just Crystal. At least, that's all I've gone by for years."
"Crystal. And I'm Sam, but you already knew that. How?"
"When
you tried to...switch places with me?" He nodded, and she continued. "Well, it was hard not to know. It kept hammering into my head, over and over, 'I am Sam', like it was
some sort of mantra you were chanting. That was how I had enough warning to try to stop you. I heard you coming."
He
looked surprised by that. "I was
saying my name when I Leapt in?"
"Not
aloud, and 'saying' is a bit mild, it was more like shouting. Anyhow, in that split second when, well,
when you were trying to be me, I suppose, I picked up a little more. It was pretty fragmented, but I did get the
rest of your name, and a sense of who you are."
At
his lack of response, she continued, a little exasperated. "You're acting as if you don't know any of this. Is this the first time you've tried this? Am I some sort of guinea pig?"
Sam
sighed. "No, I do this a lot,
actually. I just never got to talk to
the person on the receiving end before. Listen, I've got a lot of questions, and so do you. I'll answer your questions as best I can, if
you'll do the same. Deal?"
Crystal
took a moment before answering. "I've been as honest as I can so far." She sighed. "All right, but you're going to have trouble with some of it, so be
prepared."
"After
what we've been through so far, anything you tell me should be pretty easy to
deal with." It took Sam no time at
all to decide what his first question would be. "How did you really stop my Leap?"
"The
same way I stopped your headache, basically." At his look of doubt, she added," I'm serious - it was just
a different application of the same technique. Instead of blocking pain, I blocked you."
"This
is where you lost me before. What do
you mean by 'blocked'?"
"Just
what I said. I'm alone here, so I had
no reason to think that I would need to keep up any kind of barriers. That was the whole point of coming here in
the first place. When I 'heard' you
coming, I didn't have time to completely bring them back up. You started to take my place, I saw your
Waiting Room, panicked, and clamped down as hard as I could. The aftershock from that is what caused our
headaches."
A
puzzled look crossed her face. "What I don't understand is why you didn't end up in the Waiting
Room when I came back here. You should
have whiplashed back."
"I
didn't go to the Waiting Room because that's not where I started." He answered distractedly. Barriers,
shields, hearing things I didn't say aloud, waving her hand and making my
headache disappear, answering questions I haven't asked yet... oh boy. Crystal was right - I'm not sure I'm ready
for the truth.
"Okay,
okay, wait a minute. Are you trying to
say that you stopped me just by thinking
about it?"
"You're
oversimplifying it, but yes, that's what I did." This is strange. How could he not know this...unless that's
not how he 'travels'. This is more
complicated than either of us thought.
Crystal
tried to focus back in on the conversation as Sam continued.
"So,
you're a psychic - is that what you're trying to tell me?" Psychics, Sam could handle. He had a vague recollection of meeting
someone like that, probably during a Leap, but he couldn't remember any of the
circumstances.
Crystal
tried not to look offended. "Not
exactly. I don't profess to tell the
future, or anything like that. I'm more
of what you'd call a telepath, or an esper, than a psychic. I can do a lot more than tell your future
for $3.99 a minute, or whatever the going rate is now." That
sounds awfully arrogant. I should ease
up a little. "You're not that
far off, I guess. I mean, it's
understandable. When I was younger, I
thought that I was psychic."
"And
now you don't think that." It was
a statement, but Crystal answered him anyway.
"Now
I know better. It's kind of hard to
explain. When I was little, everyone,
myself included, thought I was just lucky. I almost never fell, or had any of the usual childhood accidents. I knew when someone was looking for me, and
could find just about anyone or anything that was lost. As I got older, the ability got stronger, until
one day, totally by accident, I was answering a question that hadn't been asked
aloud. I joked my way out of it, but it
scared me. Adolescence is not the best
time to find out just how different
you are from everyone else. That's also
when I realized why I was so 'lucky' - whenever I would start to trip, or drop
something, I was unconsciously stopping myself. By the time I was fourteen I could actually see things stop in
midfall and return to my hand, or wherever they had fallen from. I realized that I was going to have to learn
some kind of control if I didn't want to be found out. Sounds crazy, I know, but it's true. I started reading everything I could about
ESP, telepathy, telekinesis, you name it. And not just books - TV, movies...if it had to do with paranormal
abilities, I wanted to see it. I
must've watched Carrie 20 times." Crystal paused, lost in memory.
"And
your family? How did they react? Did anyone else show any signs of
being...like you?" Sam wasn't sure
whether or not he believed her, but it was an interesting story either way.
"As
far as I know, I'm the only one . I
hinted about it a little, but they just thought that I was going through some
kind of phase. After a while, I stopped
trying to explain any of it to them. They
were starting to worry, thought I was getting obsessed, so I let it drop. Well, to them, anyway. I stayed to myself more and more, and again
they thought it was a phase, but since it's one most teenagers go through, they
left me alone. It took a lot of
self-discipline, but I learned what I could do and how to control it. It's a good thing, too. By the time I graduated from high school,
just keeping everyone around me out of my head was an effort."
"You
mean you really can read minds - true telepathy?"
"Yes,
among other things, but before you get the wrong idea - I don't eavesdrop. Like I said, I learned control to keep
people out, not to tune them in."
"But
that is how you knew my name, and
that I'm a scientist."
"That's
different. For a brief moment, we were
the same person, or at least we were occupying the same space. Believe me, I was doing my best to block you
at that point, not read you."
"Even
so, do you mean that you haven't tried to read my mind once since I got
here?"
"Not
deliberately, no. I will admit that
keeping you from sending me to your Waiting Room took a lot out of me, and that
I'm still not fully recovered from it." She shrugged noncommittally. "It's entirely possible that I've picked up a stray thought here
and there, but only surface stuff - no deep dark secrets, nothing hidden - that
takes work. I'll also admit that I've
been keeping a kind of empathic eye on you - that's how I know you've been
straight with me so far. Do you believe
me?"
Sam
let the question run through his mind a moment before answering. "About your trying to figure me out,
definitely. About your intentions,
probably. But about the whole telepathy
thing, well, come on. You said yourself
that this wasn't the easiest thing to explain. I've just never met anyone who could do the things that you claim."
Crystal
sighed. "I could prove it, I
suppose. Nothing major, just a brief
sending." :Just enough to show you
that I'm for real: Crystal sent the
last sentence, making sure that Sam could see that she hadn't spoken aloud.
The
look of absolute shock on Sam's face showed Crystal that she had gotten her
point across.
"I
heard that. You didn't say anything,
but I heard you, which means...oh boy." Sam took a moment to calm down, then continued.
"So
you are telepathic. What else can you do? I mean, you said something about moving
things - telekinesis. How much can you
lift? How small an object can you
affect? Is there anything else you can
do? How -"
Sam
got caught up in his questions, fully into his "scientist mode", and
didn't notice how Crystal had started to tense up and draw away. When he did finally see the worried, almost
frightened look on her face, he stopped.
"I'm
sorry, Crystal. I shouldn't have
reacted like that. It's just that what
you can do is so completely new to me - I guess I just got excited."
As
he spoke, something he had been wondering about clicked into place. That's
why my arrival seemed like a kidnapping. The Waiting Room is just the kind of
place she would try to avoid. Her first
response to me makes a lot more sense.
"That's
why you're here, and alone, isn't it. You're afraid that someone is going to find out about your abilities and
want to study you. No wonder you were
so angry with me. Here I was, trying to
be friendly, pretending I knew what was going on, and you thought I was trying
to abduct you and take you back for testing."
Crystal
nodded as she tried to relax. He had
really worried her for a minute. She
decided to change the subject, at least for a while.
"For
a scientist, you're pretty good at figuring out people, Sam. I couldn't have done better myself, and I
have an advantage most people don't. Listen, I know you have a lot more questions, but I also know that it's
your turn to start answering some, if you don't mind."
Sam
was incredibly curious, but wanted to be fair. He had promised to tell her what she wanted to know if she would do the
same. It was time for him to start
living up to his part of the bargain.
"Ask
away. I'll do my best, but I have to
warn you, Leaping is not good for the memory."
Crystal
sensed that Sam was being honest with her, and not just trying to keep from
having to answer her questions.
"Fair
enough. When you showed up like you
did, I assumed that this ability to Leap was inborn, but it's not, is it? I mean, you can't just come over here and
try to take me over again, right?"
Sam
nodded. "Not only can't I try it
on my own, but I don't even have any control over when, where or who when I
Leap."
"So
who's in charge, if not you? I got the
feeling that you were the one running the show."
"Well,
the Project is mine, that's true." At her quizzical look he clarified. "Quantum Leap. That's the
name of the Project that brought me here, only things have gotten slightly out
of hand since I started." Sam
sighed at that understatement, then continued.
"I'll
try to explain. Quantum Leap was
designed to be a time travel project, one where a person from the present, er my present, that is, could travel back
within their own lifetime and observe the past. Not switch places with someone, no interference of any kind. In fact, the Observer wasn't even supposed
to be really there, just a hologram that no one could see or hear,
only..."
"Only
that's not what it turned out to be, obviously. What went wrong?"
"Me,
for one thing. The funding was about to
be cut, I think, so I decided to test the Accelerator - that's the machine used
to send me back in time - before it was ready. I wanted to prove that it worked, so that we could continue working on
the Project. The next thing I knew, I
was Leaping around in my own lifetime - I did get that part of it right -
trading places with total strangers and having to change their lives for the
better before I could Leap again. Al thinks
that God, or Fate, or Time or Whatever has taken over, keeping me Leaping
everywhere but home."
"And
ever since then that's what you've done - put right what once went wrong,
hoping that someday you'll have done enough to be allowed to Leap home?" And
I thought I had a lonely life. "How do you know what you need to do? I mean, you said that the people you help don't know you,
right?"
"That's
where Al comes in. The Project was
designed so that whoever was Leaping would still be linked to their present
while watching the past. Even though
the Leaper was never supposed to become a physical part of the past, it seemed
like a good safeguard to have. As
Project Observer, Al shows up as a hologram only I can see and hear, and tells
me who I'm supposed to be and what Ziggy - that's a computer - says is most
likely needed to be done to help. Since
to them I'm in the past, Ziggy can scan through newspapers, TV reports,
hospital records, that kind of thing, to find out what I need to change."
Well, that' explains who Al is, and
why Sam wants him here so badly. "And how does Al know how to find you,
if you aren't in control of where or when you end up?"
"It's
pretty easy, actually. He just finds
out who's in the Waiting Room and..." Sam's voice trailed off and his gaze became unfocused as he came to a
horrible realization. If she's here, then there's no one in the
Waiting Room. Al isn't here because he
has no way to find me. I'm stranded.
When
Sam looked back at Crystal, she was shocked at his reaction. He had gone from hope to a look of such loss
that she didn't know what to say.
"You're
here." His voice was filled with
despair. "You're here, the Waiting
Room is empty, and now I really am trapped. I'll never get home."
Sam
turned away, not able to look at the woman who had taken away his world.
Crystal
didn't know what to say. If Sam was
right, and their only way of finding him was through her, she had accidentally
done a horrible thing. At least her
exile had been self-imposed - she had no illusions about being able to return
home or lead a normal life. Sam was a
different story. He was an ordinary
human being, albeit one in an extraordinary situation. If he could go home, he would, and he
desperately wanted to do so, but her act of self-defense had fixed it so that
he couldn't. At least, not without
help. But to face that Room again, even
knowing what it was really for, unless...the beginnings of an idea started to
form.
"Sam",
she started, trying to convey the regret she felt at being the cause of his
grief. "Sam, I am sorry to have
gotten you into this situation, believe me. Are you sure that there's no other way they can find you?"
At
her words, Sam began going through all the ways he could think of, within his
limited memory, that could be used to find him if the Waiting Room was
empty. He quickly gave up the attempt
in frustration, then got up angrily and started pacing.
"It's
no use. My brain is too swiss-cheesed
to remember enough to know, and even if I did know a way, they must not. If they did, Al would be here by now. I'm stuck!"
Something
Sam had said earlier gave Crystal hope. If I'm right, I may be able to
help after all.
"Sam,
you said that when Al was with you only you could see and hear him. How is that possible?"
Still
pacing, Sam answered distractedly, not really thinking about the question.
"We're
both connected to Ziggy - we used a little bit of brain tissue from each of us
to make sure that we would be linked, and that Al would be visible only to
me. If anyone else were to try and
Leap, they would have no way to communicate with the Project. It solved two problems at once - I got an
Observer, and no one else was tempted to try Leaping without any backup. Plus, sharing our mesons and neurons helped
Ziggy understand humanity better - helped in forming her ego."
Crystal
concentrated on Sam, looking at him not with her eyes, but with her mind. Once she was looking for it, the line
connecting Sam to his friend was clear as a bell, as was the problem - the energy
around Sam was frazzled, almost like it was trying to change, like Like
it was trying to adapt to fit my pattern. He really was going to be me. It looked like that disjointedness was the problem - the link couldn't
quite reach Sam through all of the confusion.
What
she saw confirmed her hopes, and Crystal couldn't help but smile in
relief. Sam, seeing her happiness but
not knowing the reason, was annoyed.
"What
is there to smile about? Are you happy
that I'm trapped here with you - glad for the company?"
Ignoring
his comments, Crystal explained.
"Sam,
don't you see? That's it - you've
solved the problem. Your link is a
mental one, and that's my specialty - I can follow the link from you back to
Al. Once done, I don't see why I
couldn't reestablish contact between the two of you. The people at your Project might not be able to find you, but for
someone like me, it shouldn't be too difficult."
Sam
was still doubtful.
"Are
you sure you can do it? I mean, knowing
what I'm thinking is one thing." I can't believe I said that. "I'm right here, right now. What you're talking about would cover not
only a physical distance, but probably a temporal one as well. Do you really think you can bridge
that?"
"Well,
not right now - like I said before, stopping you was a strain. But fully rested, I'm sure I could do
it. Especially since we've only got
your lifetime to worry about - unless you've lived an abnormally long time?"
"Not
that I'm aware of. I mean, time
obviously doesn't flow the same for me as it does for everyone else, but I'm
pretty sure that I'm aging normally within my own time frame. I was before all of this started."
Sam
wasn't sure if he should believe what he was hearing, but Crystal seemed
sincere. Of course it could be a bluff, a stall for time...but what have I got
to lose. It's not like I have anywhere
to go, at least not without some help.
"Sam,
relax. I may not have done this before,
but it shouldn't be too much of a problem. As it is, I can see the link you were talking about right now. I can even see why you can't be found, I
think. I just don't have the energy to
do anything about it." That seemed to help. He looks a little less depressed.
"So
how do you think you can help?"
"You
feel disoriented when you first Leap, right?" He nodded in confirmation, and she continued.
"Well,
I think that part of the reason for that is that your mental signature, your
aura if you will, is trying to conform to that of the person you have Leapt
into, and it doesn't have much time to do so. When I stopped you in mid-Leap, your aura got stuck in the middle of its
assimilation, and it hasn't recovered from the shock, even though you
have. Energy like that should take time
to change - it's nothing to tamper with lightly. I think that eventually it will realign on its own, but I'll help
it along if necessary. And once it's
back to normal - "
"Once
it's back to normal, contact with Al and the Project should be restored. Even without you there, Ziggy should be able
to trace the link and re-establish communications. It makes sense, I guess. I hadn't really thought about it all that much before."
Having Al back would help, Sam
thought. But it doesn't solve the biggest problem. What will I have to do to Leap? If Leaping is even possible. I
mean, the first time I didn't have anyone to Leap out of, but that was
different - I had Ziggy, the Accelerator, and all of the technology of the
Project behind me. Now it's just me,
and I can't Leap on my own.
"You
never had any reason to before. As I
said, it's my specialty, though I have to admit that most of it is
self-taught." Sam still looked
pretty upset, but Crystal couldn't figure out why. "So, why are you still so down?"
"I
don't mean to be, but even if what you're suggesting does work, it will only
solve part of the problem. I mean,
don't get me wrong, I really do appreciate everything you're trying to do,
especially since it's my fault either of us is in this mess at all. But even with contact re-established, I'll
still be here, with no one to Leap out of, and nothing to fix. This is beyond what the Project was designed
to do, has been since the first Leap. Unless Whoever is running the show meant for this to happen, I'm
stuck."
"I
see what you mean. But like you said,
maybe this was meant to happen. If some
higher force is causing your Leaps, then my abilities can't have been a
surprise. Either way, we're just
playing guessing games until we have a way to get more information which, given
a good night's rest, should be tomorrow. So for now, how about just trying to relax? I may not have to fool people into thinking I'm someone else, but
I do have to keep a lot about myself secret - I know how hard it can be. How often have you had the chance to just be
yourself?"
Be myself. The
thought made Sam smile despite his worries. To just be Sam Beckett, the Sam Beckett who had proven that time travel
was possible...being himself at age sixteen had still been a strain, but this
was different.
"I
guess you have a point. I might as well
enjoy the break while I can. And if I
am going to be stranded, this isn't such a bad place. A little primitive, maybe, but considering some of the places
I've ended up, this isn't bad at all. Should we stay here, or do you have a place already set up?"
"Actually,
I do have a small campsite set up a little way down the beach." Crystal pointed in the direction opposite of
the way Sam had chosen to explore.
"If
you had gone the other way, you would have seen it. It's nothing grand, but I do have some blankets and supplies
there."
She
stood and brushed sand off of her clothes and hands, then smiled and
continued. "Come on, I'll show
you."
Sam
and Crystal talked as they walked to the small camp she had set up, and
continued talking well into the night. He told her about some of his Leaps, and what little history he could
remember about his own life. She
offered up tales of her own adventures, the places she had been since honing
her abilities. Finally, they decided to
call it a night.
"I'm
sorry, Sam, but I really do have to try and get some sleep if I'm going to be
any help to you tomorrow."
"Don't
apologize. I know you need to
rest. It's just that it's been so long
since I could talk to someone like this, just be myself. I talk to Al when I
can, but I always have to be on my guard, so no one sees the person I'm
supposed to be having a conversation with thin air."
"I
understand. I feel the same way,
believe me." Crystal paused for a
moment, trying to figure out what to say next. It was going to be hard for her to sleep, she knew, despite being able
to trance herself into it at will. There was so much racing through her mind.
"Listen,
I know sleeping isn't the easiest thing to do right now, but we really
should. If you want, I could help you
get to sleep. It's the same basic
principle I used to get rid of that headache."
"Thanks,
but I think I'll be okay. Good night,
Crystal."
"Pleasant
dreams, Sam Beckett."
It
took some effort, but Crystal finally got to sleep. Sam found himself unable to sleep, but he didn't mind. He got up quietly and walked to the edge of
the beach, enjoying the view of the moon over the water. The worry he felt over being out of contact
with the Project, and Al, and all of the unanswered questions about this Leap
faded as he lost himself in the moment, in the knowledge that whatever
happened, he was himself again, at least briefly. It wasn't the same as Leaping home, but it was close enough for
now.
Morning
came all too quickly for both Crystal and Sam, who had finally managed to get a
little sleep. After a quick version of
her morning meditation, the two ate breakfast, and cleaned up the campsite from
the night before. Neither one said much
of anything, just a few minor pleasantries. After a while, Crystal decided to break the silence.
"Sam,
is there something wrong? You've barely
said two words this morning."
Sam
shook his head and the hint of smile appeared, though he still looked
preoccupied.
"I'm
sorry. I didn't realize I was being so
antisocial." He paused a moment,
then corrected himself.
"Actually,
I guess I did know how quiet I was being, but I thought that you would prefer
it to the constant chatter we had going last night. I mean, don't get me wrong, I do appreciate the chance to talk with
you, but I guess I thought that since you were going to try and fix the link
today that you'd need quiet to concentrate. I didn't want to be a distraction by talking too much, but I guess
instead I was one by not saying enough."
"Thank
you for the thought, Sam, really. It's
very sweet of you, and you're right, I will need the quiet to focus. I just wanted to make sure that there wasn't
anything else that was bothering you, anything I could help with."
"Getting
Al back will be a big help. I spent most
of the night thinking about everything that's happened here, all of it going
around in circles in my head." He
yawned, and grinned a little sheepishly.
"I
probably should have taken you up on that offer to help me sleep last night,
but I didn't want to miss any of the time that I have here. I literally can't remember the last time I
was totally myself." He
sighed. "As nice as it's been,
though, I'll be glad to have Al here and know what's going on."
"Well,
then, let's go ahead and get started. After
the stories you told me last night, I can't wait to meet him." She walked to a shady area of the campsite
and sat down, gesturing for Sam to do the same.
"Why
don't you try and get comfortable while I prepare myself. Just to let you know, here's what I hope
will happen. I am going to have to do some repair work to your aura - I've taken a
quick look, and from what I can tell, it has healed some, but not enough to
help your Project find you. After I've
taken care of that, I'm planning on tracing your link back to the Project, just
to make sure that it hasn't weakened. Hopefully that will be all I'll have to do. It may take a little while, but Al should be able to find you
once I've restored your link and mental signature."
She
took a deep breath. "I'm really
not sure how long all of this will take, and I'd appreciate as few distractions
as possible, so if you have any questions, please ask now."
"Well,
I am curious - will you have to read my mind to do any of this?"
"I
shouldn't have to. I'm not really going
to be working with your thoughts at all, just the energy created by them. She looked at him sympathetically. "Don't worry Sam, any deep, dark
secrets you have will remain just that - secrets."
"I
trust you, Crystal. It's all just a
little weird, if you know what I mean. I guess I'm ready when you are."
Crystal
smiled at Sam, and then closed her eyes to concentrate.
Sam
had found a fairly good place to sit, and after making sure he was settled, he
watched Crystal. She was sitting cross-legged,
with her back against a tree for support. Her eyes were closed, but he got the feeling that she knew everything
that was going on around her, especially where he was concerned.
Sam
didn't notice any real difference at first, but gradually he realized that some
of the fuzziness he had attributed to lack of sleep was clearing up. He was still Swiss-cheesed, but was able to
think more clearly than he had since this Leap began.
There
weren't any other changes that he noticed, and after what seemed like a fairly
long time, Crystal relaxed against the tree and opened her eyes.
"That
should do it, Sam." She said with
a tired smile. "Your aura looks to
be back to normal, and I didn't find any weak spots in the link. Now it's just a matter of waiting for the
people at your Project to realize that they can locate..." Crystal's voice trailed off, her gaze shifting past Sam.
Sam
turned to see what had caught her attention and, not finding anything, started
to turn back to ask if she was okay when he heard the familiar sound of the
Imaging Chamber door being opened. At
the same time, Sam could hear Al's voice. When he could make out what was being said, Sam almost laughed - it was
typical Al.
"You'd
better be right about this Gushie, or I'll take both you and that overpriced
piece of junk you call a computer and - Sam!" The threatening growl became friendly and relieved. Al stood there for a moment without saying
anything, the light behind him fading as the door closed. The subsequent sound that accompanied it was
joined by a high-pitched squeal, prompting him to respond.
"Okay,
Ziggy, okay, so I'm sorry, you were right, he's here. But can you blame my being upset after what's happened - Sam, you
would not believe what's going on back at the Project. Do you have any idea what a time we've had
finding you? I mean, I know that this
whole thing has been kind of ca-ca from the get-go, but this is something
else!" He paused for a moment to
catch his breath, and noticed the huge grin on Sam's face as he got up and
walked toward his holographic friend.
Al's
voice softened. "Hey, kid, I'm
glad to see you too. We really thought
we'd lost you there for a while."
Crystal
watched the scene with interest. Being
telepathic, she had no trouble either seeing or hearing Al, though he hadn't
seemed to have noticed her yet. I wouldn't have believed this if I didn't
see it myself. Sam wasn't exaggerating,
about either the Project or his partner. This should be interesting.
Sam
and Al stood there for a moment, enjoying the fact that they were together
again, at least as much as they could be. After a long minute, Al looked over and saw Crystal watching Sam. His look became more of a leer as he spoke.
"Hey,
now, maybe I picked a bad time after all. Not a bad lookin' girl to get stranded with, huh Sam?" Then he looked closer, and his look went
from leering to incredulous as he pointed excitedly at Crystal.
"Wait
a minute Sam, do you know who that is? She's the person you were supposed to Leap into - the one who
disappeared from the Waiting Room! That's what took us so long to find you! One minute everything's going as usual, you had Leapt, she showed
up, and then Blammo! The Waiting Room's
empty and we can't find any trace of her or you. Ziggy had time to get a picture of her into memory, but we
couldn't find a match. Everyone at the
Project was going crazy trying to reconnect our link and then out of nowhere,
it's back - and now I find you with the woman that may have started the whole
mess. What is going on here?"
Crystal
hadn't said anything up to this point, and other than watching the scene, had
given no indication that she knew what was going on. When Sam glanced in her direction, she smiled and gave him a
slight shrug.
She must be letting me take the lead
on this. Well, here goes nothing. I just hope she really can see Al.
"Al,
there's someone I'd like you to meet." He gestured to Crystal, who then stood and walked toward the pair. "Al, this is Crystal. Crystal, this, as I'm sure you've figured
out, is Al."
Al
stared at his friend in shock.
"Do
you mean that she can see me? Do you
know what you're saying? I mean, the
only ones who can see me are animals, little kids and loonies, and she doesn't
fit the first two categories."
Crystal
decided it was time to speak up. "Actually, I don't fit any of them, but yes, I can see and hear you
quite clearly. Though considering the
way you're dressed, I'm surprised that even the mind-blind can't see you."
Sam
chuckled as Al forgot all other problems at the mention of his wardrobe. And flashy it was, from the long-sleeved
white shirt, thin black tie and bright red pants to the silver suspenders and
matching shoes.
Sam
couldn't resist adding, "Actually, that's pretty toned down for Al. Almost reserved." He smiled at his friend's pretense of
wounded pride.
"I'm
hurt, Sam. Can I help it if I've got an
overdeveloped sense of style?" Then he thought about the rest of what Crystal had said. "What does she mean by
'mind-blind'?"
It
was Crystal who answered. "What I
mean is that the reason I can see and hear you is mental, but it doesn't have
to do with any kind of imbalance." She looked over at Sam, who nodded - Al could be trusted with the truth.
"I'm
a telepath, Al. And you were right - I am the reason that this Leap has been
so unusual. I stopped Sam from Leaping
into me, and that's how we both ended up here."
The
look Al gave her led her to believe that what she was saying was doing more to
convince Al that she was, as he put it, a loony. She sighed and glanced over at Sam, saying, "You talk to
him, Sam. He's more likely to believe
you than me."
"You
could always give him the same kind of demonstration you gave me," he
suggested.
"Not
until he's ready to believe. In this
frame of mind, he'll find an excuse for anything I do now being anything but
what it is. He's already come up with
an explanation for my being able to communicate with him."
:Besides:, she added telepathically, :just between us, I'm not really sure how well it would work. What I'm experiencing right now is being
focused through you and the link you and Al have. Contacting just Al would require a lot more concentration, since
there are several kinds of distance involved.:
"I
am willing to try, when it will do some good," she added aloud.
Tired
of being talked about as if he weren't there, Al stepped between the two.
"C'mon
Sam, you're not buying into this, are you? I mean, there's gotta be some kind of scientific explanation for what
happened."
Sam's
look of doubt forced him to add, "I didn't say that we had one - just that
there had to be one."
It
was Crystal who responded. "Telepathy may not be a proven science, but that doesn't make it
any less real. Your argument could just
as easily be used for what you and Sam are doing - I mean, really, how
realistic is the idea of time travel?"
"You
have to admit that she's got a point, Al. And I do believe her. Her
explanation for what happened, and everything that has happened since this Leap
started, all of it makes sense. I may
be Swiss-cheesed, but that doesn't mean I can be fooled that easily. And before you ask, yes, she did prove that
what she claims she can do is more than just talk. She's spoken to me telepathically, and she's the one who fixed
our link."
"Fixed
it? It sounds like she's the one who
broke it in the first place!" He
glared at the two of them for a moment, then threw his hands up in mock
surrender.
"Okay,
okay, I give. It may be possible that
telepathy exists. It may even be that
she is able to read thoughts, just like you both say. That still doesn't solve our biggest problem - how are we gonna
get you out of here without something to fix and someone to Leap out of?!"
"That's
what's been worrying me since this whole thing started. We were hoping you could help shed some
light on that part. Does Ziggy know
where and when I am?"
"She
should now that you and I are linked again. But how is that gonna help?"
"Crystal
and I have been talking, and we've theorized that Whatever has been Leaping me
around had to have known what would happen if I tried to Leap into her. I think that maybe I am here to help
Crystal, just not the way I usually would. I'm hoping that Ziggy will be able to figure out whether or not I'm
right."
Al
pushed some buttons on the handlink and waited for a response. After a moment he glared at the machine, and
then called out, "Aw, come on, Ziggy, I said I was sorry. Now are you gonna sulk, or are you gonna
help me help Sam?" The handlink
made a few dejected sounds, and then Al's expression brightened.
"Here
we go. Let's see, it's October 1, 1995,
and you are on an atoll in the Tuamotu Archipelago." The name didn't seem to mean anything to
Sam, so Al elaborated.
"It's
part of an island chain in the South Pacific, owned by France and Britain. It's a pretty remote area, Sam. No island resorts, no civilized areas nearby
- this is not the kind of place people usually go on purpose. In fact, this place wasn't really even on
the maps until -" The handlink
squealed as he hit its side.
"This
can't be right," he muttered, and tried shaking the machine as if to
change the data on the screen.
"What
is it, Al?" Sam was worried by the
desperate look on his friend's face.
"Sam,
this island was one France used in the mid-1990's for nuclear testing. But it hasn't been used yet," he added
hastily, "so you're not in danger of radioactive poisoning or anything
right now."
"Then
why are you so worried?"
"Do
you remember your first Leap, Sam? And
the ways we worked out to get you back?"
"Vaguely,
but what has that got to do with this?"
"Nothing
much, except that we may get to test one of those theories. The most probable way we could figure out to
retrieve you at the time was by having you at ground zero during a nuclear explosion. If what Ziggy says is true, this place will
be ground zero in approximately 6 hours. Do you two have a way off of this floating target?"
They
both turned to Crystal, who shook her head.
"I
got here under my own power, I'm afraid. And with everything that's happened in the past 24 hours, I don't think
I have the strength to get us both to safety. I'm not even sure I could do it at full strength - I've never tried to
teleport anyone besides myself. I'm
sorry."
"Then
the only way out of here for me is to Leap, or to test Ziggy's theory. Personally, with all that's happened so far,
I think that Leaping is the safer option. So what does Ziggy say I need to do?"
"She
doesn't want to tell me much, Sam. There are too many unknowns. The
main thing I can figure is that you and Crystal need to get off of this island,
and soon. I know that's not any help,
but I can't figure out any other reason for your being here."
Crystal
was having trouble seeing the problem. "May I interrupt for a minute? Sam, according to what you've told me, if this were a normal Leap, you
would Leap out of here as soon as you'd put history right. So, by that way of thinking, all we really
need to do is find a way for me to leave, and you'd be taken care of,
correct?"
Sam
thought for a moment. "That's the
way things normally work, but nothing about this Leap has been normal so
far."
"Besides,"
Al added, "if that were true, Sam should have Leapt as soon as we told you
about the testing."
Sam
corrected his friend. "Not necessarily,
Al. All we've told her is that she's in
danger. We haven't told her how to
avoid it."
"Sure
we have - she has to leave! It's as
simple as that."
"But
where should she go? It doesn't help if
all we tell her is that she has to leave. What if other islands nearby will be tested? And how far does she have to go to be out of the danger zone of
the radioactivity? Those are the kind
of things that Ziggy can find out,
and maybe that's all we need to do for me to Leap."
"It's
worth a try, Sam Let's see what Ziggy
can find out for us."
As
he consulted the handlink once again, Sam moved closer to Crystal, a concerned
look on his face.
"If
we can find out about how far you'd have to go, will you be able to teleport
yourself to safety? I know you said
you're pretty drained."
"Thanks
for your concern, Sam, but considering the alternative, I'll find the extra
energy. But I would feel a lot better
if I knew that this will help you. I
don't want to leave you here."
"If
this works, you shouldn't have to. I
usually Leap right after I do whatever was needed to make things right. As long as you can leave under your own
power, then getting you the information on where to go should be the trigger I
need to Leap to safety."
The
relief Crystal felt was evident. "I'm very glad to hear that, Sam. We may not have had the best start, but I think of you as a friend,
despite the relatively short time we've known each other. I wouldn't want anything to happen to you,
especially not because of me."
"Thanks,
Crystal." Sam's voice was
warm. "I appreciate the thought,
and the friendship. You don't know how
long it's been since I've found someone who actually could be my friend. I love Al like a brother, but it's still
nice to have had the chance to talk to someone new. I'm just sorry it's under these circumstances. You'd be an interesting person to get to
know better, and I mean you personally, not just what you can do. I have the feeling that the stories you told
last night were just the tip of the iceberg"
"You're
no slouch on stories yourself, Sam. And
who knows, maybe once you get home for good I'll look you up. Even without my abilities, you should be a
fairly easy person to track down."
"Assuming
I do get back, I'd like that."
Al
had walked over to the pair as they were talking, and was waiting for the
chance to let them know what he had found out. As it looked like the two were winding down their conversation, he
decided to speak up.
"It
looks like you may be right, Sam. Ziggy
has been behaving much better since I asked her to look up that
information. She's even given odds on
whether or not this should do the trick. According to her, saving Crystal has an 84% chance of being why you're
here."
"Then
why do you look so worried?" Sam
couldn't understand his friend's strange mood. "The odds sound great to me."
"They
are, as far as why you Leapt here is concerned. It's just that with the both of you here, we're still not sure if
fixing things will be enough to Leap you out. We're not even sure if you can
Leap out. There are just too many
unknowns, and I don't like it."
Crystal
quickly jumped into the conversation. "If it comes to down to it, I'll do my best to get you out of here
myself, Sam." She shook her head
as Sam started to protest. "I know
what you're going to say, but I meant what I told you earlier. I will not leave you here. I couldn't live with myself if I did."
Al
looked at Crystal suspiciously. "I
thought you said you couldn't get anyone off of this island but you."
"Actually,
what I said was that I had never done it before, and that I wasn't sure I had
the energy reserves to pull it off. That doesn't mean I'd just abandon Sam and save myself. I may not have known him for as long as you
have, but that doesn't mean I don't care."
She
had turned to face Al directly, the look in her eyes daring him to dispute her.
Al
immediately backed off. "Hey, I'm
sorry, I didn't mean to imply that you'd just blow out of here. I was just trying to get all of this
straight. It's not every day that I
meet a - well, a person who can do the stuff you can."
Crystal
smiled, shaking her head slightly. "I should be the one apologizing. I shouldn't have been so defensive. It's just that my abilities are kind of a touchy subject. I'm not used to talking about them,
especially not with a hologram. I'll
try to be more understanding." She
offered her hand to Al. "Friends?"
"Friends." Al nodded and held his hand out as well,
intending to mock-return the handshake. He missed seeing the mischievous look Crystal had, and so was entirely
stunned when he felt her grip his hand firmly. He looked down, shocked at feeling anything, and then at Sam, who wore a
similar look of surprise. The two
turned in tandem to look at Crystal, who was trying not to laugh.
"I'm
sorry, Al, Sam, I probably should have warned you, but I have to admit that the
look on your faces was priceless!" She loosened her grip and Al quickly pulled his hand away, looking at it
as if seeing it for the first time. Sam
was a little quicker at regaining his composure.
"How
did you do that - I mean, you really shook his hand, didn't you? That was incredible!"
"Not
really. I didn't physically shake Al's
hand. I just went through your link to
connect with him, and made it feel like we were actually touching."
:So, Al, do you believe me now -
believe that I'm an esper?:
"You're
definitely something, lady." He
felt much safer answering aloud. "Okay, I guess I was still kind of doubtful, but not anymore, so
you don't have to try anything else to convince me."
"No
more tricks, I promise." That, and
the good-natured smile that accompanied it, seemed to put Al at ease.
Sam
smiled, enjoying the interchange. It
was an extremely rare sight, one he hoped to retain past this Leap. Assuming
I do Leap, he reminded himself. Better get back to business.
"So,
what does Ziggy have that will help? How far will Crystal have to go to be safe?"
Crystal
interrupted before Al could answer. "Please, don't tell me just yet. We still have some time, right?" Al re-checked the time, and at his nod, she continued.
"Well,
then, I should try and gather up what energy I can, and get the camp broken
down. Both will be a lot easier for me
if I can operate under the assumption that this will work - that Sam will Leap
once you've helped me. I'll still be
working toward being able to get both of us out of here, mind you. It just won't seem as pressured, and I think
it will help me concentrate."
"I
have a better idea," Sam
replied. "Why don't you go and
rest or whatever it is you need to do to prepare yourself. I'll take care of packing things up."
"Are
you sure, Sam?" Crystal
half-heartedly tried to protest. "I should be able to do both."
Sam
shook his head emphatically. "No
way. I have no problem with taking care
of the campsite - compared to some of the chores I had to do back on the farm,
this is a cakewalk. Besides, the more
you can do to be ready in case I don't Leap, the better I'll feel."
He
grinned and added, "Consider it a tradeoff for Al not telling you anything
until we really need to know."
"All
right Sam, you win. Thank you. I'll try to be ready about an hour from when
the test is supposed to be done. Let me
know if anything changes."
With
that, Crystal went and sat under a tree and leaned back, looking just as she
had while working on restoring Sam's aura. After a moment, she seemed to be oblivious to everything around her.
Sam
motioned for Al to follow him as he walked over to begin breaking down the
camp.
"Are
you sure that this is the right way to handle this, Sam?" his friend asked worriedly. "If this doesn't work and she can't get
both of you to safety, an hour isn't much time to come up with an alternate
plan."
"I
know what you mean, Al, but if this is what Crystal needs to be ready, then
it's for the best. Besides," he
added, "I don't see where we have much of a choice. Unless Ziggy has been able to think up any
other ways out of here, there are no other plans."
"I
know you're right, Sam. I just don't like
feeling that there's nothing I can do to help."
Sam
thought about that for a moment as he worked. He understood his friend's frustration - the same feeling of
helplessness was part of what had prompted his volunteering to pack up the
camp.
"Al,
when you got the information for Crystal about safe areas, what factors did you
use to decide what constituted safe?"
"You
mean besides being out of the range of the explosion and radiation? Just where other islands out of range would
be. I'm assuming that she'll want to be
somewhere dry."
"What
about habitation?" At Al's puzzled
look, he explained.
"Part
of the reason Crystal is here is to get away from people. From what she's said, I guess trying not to hear people's thoughts is a lot
harder than trying to hear them. If
this trip is as much of a strain on her as I think it might be, then she'll be
in no shape to handle blocking out a lot of people. Also, I don't think her just appearing out of thin air would be
very good for keeping what she can do a secret."
"You've
got a point there, Sam. I'll have Ziggy
start looking for nearby areas that are safe and have as few people as
possible. Considering how poorly this
area has been mapped, that should keep us busy for a while." Al started to push some buttons on the
handlink, then paused.
"Are
you sure you don't mind me going back to the Project? I could stay and try to work from here if -"
"Go
on, Al." Sam waved his friend
on "I have plenty to do to keep me
busy while you're gone. But thanks for
the offer."
"Anytime,
kid." Al replied as the door to
the Imaging Chamber opened. He looked
back once at Sam and smiled encouragingly before stepping through.
"I'll
be back before she's supposed to wake up," he promised, and was gone.
It
didn't take long for Sam to complete his work - there really wasn't that much
to the camp after all, and Crystal had been very efficient about unpacking just
what was needed. Left again with time
to himself, Sam decided to take a walk on the beach. Only this time, he thought,
I'll take the time to enjoy the view.
He
had been wandering up and down the beach for several hours when he heard the
Imaging Chamber door open.
"I
guess it's time," he said while turning to face his longtime companion.
Al
nodded. His lack of response didn't
really bother Sam - they were both nervous about whether or not this was going
to work.
The
two walked back to where Crystal was in silence, each lost in his own
thoughts. Once there, they saw that she
was just beginning to become aware of her surroundings. She opened her eyes and smiled at the two
men watching her, their tension palpable.
"Well,
it must be that time," she said as she stood, trying with limited success
to lighten the mood. "You did a
fine job with the camp, Sam." she added after a quick glance around. "Couldn't have done better myself, and
the extra time to prepare myself is very much appreciated."
The
three of them stood for a moment without speaking, the quiet an awkward
reminder of the serious nature of the job ahead. Finally, Crystal walked over to where her things were packed.
"I
guess now is as good a time as any. I'm
ready when you are."
Al
hit a button, and the information they needed appeared. "According to Ziggy, there are several
nearby islands which are out of the danger zone. Sam told us that the less inhabited the island the better, so
that limited the number even more. By
our calculations, your best bet will be about 4 degrees north and 5 degrees
west of here." He held the
handlink out so that she could see the map, and used his ever-present cigar to
point out where he meant.
"It's
smaller than where you are now, but safe, people-free, and close enough to an
inhabited island that you should be able to teleport there whenever you're
ready. Just to warn you, this won't be
the last test. You might want to
rethink your vacation plans."
As
Al spoke, Sam felt something change. It
was one of the few familiar feelings he had since his Leaps had started - the
feeling that he and Al had put things right. He looked over at his two friends and smiled in relief.
"We
did it, Al. This is why I'm here. It's going to be okay."
"Are
you sure, Sam? You're all we've got to
go on - there is no information about Crystal in any of the files we've found
so far."
"I'm
sure, Al. I don't know where I'll end
up, but I am going to Leap. I can feel
it."
"Well
then, Sam, Al, I guess this is good-bye. I don't know how to thank you both. If you hadn't come here, I would have died. I just wish that there was something I could do for you."
Al
bowed slightly, tipping an imaginary hat. "Shucks, ma'am, just doin' our job," he drawled.
A
blue haze started to form around Sam. Crystal quickly went over to him and hugged him. "Take care of yourself, Sam
Beckett. I'll miss you."
"Take
care yourself, Crystal..." he began, and then Sam Leaped.
As
the Leap began to overtake his consciousness, Sam 'heard' Crystal in his mind.
:See you when you Leap home:
