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Summary: Bella met Edward in 1905, he was born in 1801, (the other's are born and join at the normal times however) but in 1905, Edward left Bella, and when she ran after him, Victoria ran into her. 104 years later, it's 2009, everything is about the same. Bella's shield protected her from some of the poison, making her half a vampire, and along in her journey, she makes a friend or two, will she be whole again, or has the hollow space in her chest where her heart should be still empty?

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"Bella, I don't want you to come with me" Those words I could never forget. He said them, and it hurt, every time I dreamt about them, the hole in my chest caused me more pain. Now came time for my lines, the dreadful, fear inspiring lines that made it all snap in.

"You… don't… want me? The hole in my chest pulsed in fiery pain.

"No" his cold words echoed, over and over again. The hole in my chest continued to pulse in pain, over and over again. My world faded into black.

I opened my eyes to the soft lavender paint, the ward green covers, the blurs of books on the tall bookcase that made up a good deal of the wall to my left. I focused in on a post-it note taped to my face. Annoyed, I ripped it off and examined it.

Bella, when to store for food. Will make sure to bring home chocolate and bananas. Sorry you're still hurting. Mika :)

I sighed and got out of my bed. I walked down the small hall into the bathroom. After a shower, drying my hair straight, and sighing forty times at my appearance, I went and got dressed. I looked at what I had, a pair of light and faded blue jeans and a green sweater. It would do today, Mika would be happy to see me in green, and it would keep me warm. Who was Mika you ask, my best friend, and the only family I had now. When Victoria had attacked me, Mika had seen her in her search for food, and- though her memories- saw Victoria had recently turned me to keep me miserable. She came to my side and stayed with me till I was finished. I later found out she was a half vampire, Aro's daughter no less, but Aro had sent her to the Cullens, his trustful and loyal friend Carlisle was uninformed, and so was she, she didn't know they had moved. I asked why Aro had sent her here; she said it was so Aro could keep her safe; so many vampires liking her blood, Aro wanted her safe. We moved from place to place, taking each other's company because of our hard past, because of who we were, and we became friends. Mika looked after me in my hard years; she was my shoulder to cry on.

I walked into the kitchen and searched for something to eat, I finally settled on some peanut butter and celery. I sat at the table and ate my odd breakfast when Mika walked in through the door. She looked at me for a moment- probably debating whether or not to take back her beloved peanut butter back. She decided against it since I seemed to be in a better mood and put away our stock of food.

"So, how was your trip?" I asked.

"Fine, but they ran out of ice-cream with peanut butter in it, so my mood for the next week may be all irritable." She commented.

"I never thought peanut butter would be an addiction for anyone until I met you" I muttered.

She laughed and walked into the living room. I heard a bit of rustling then she came back, holding something behind her back. I cocked my brow at her and she smiled. She held out a small box with shiny ocean blue wrapping paper on it and a black bow. She handed it to me and sat down beside me. I cocked my brow higher at her and opened it. In there was a pair of sapphire earrings she had been wanting to get me, held in place by white gold, they were beautiful studs, modest and perfect, and she said she loved blue on me once, but never brought it up after she found out why I hated her saying that. I smiled and hugged her.

"You're amazing" I told her.

"Yeah, now put them on, you need them for registration today" she told me. It occurred to me why she was in her favorite top today. A red blouse with spaghetti straps, long layered ruffles in simple red flower patterns and black lace on the neck line. Under that she had on a black top that exposed the tops of her shoulders and came past her wrist. She was wearing dark blue boot-cut jeans and her flat furry black boots.

"Crud, no wonder your dressed in your favorite everything" I muttered.

She smiled and went to her room; she came out with a Coldplay CD, her favorite band with her favorite song, Viva La Vida. It was a little tradition of ours, on registration, we would bring as many of our favorites as we could. I sighed and pulled out my Iphone to check the time- 11:09.

"Ready?" I asked.

"Yep" she said, popping the P ever so slightly.

"Let's go then" I said, walking out the front door, Mika just behind me. We walked down the five blocks to the school and headed to the office where the line began. We got class schedules, locker slips, P.E. clothes- oh joy oh bliss, note heavy sarcasm- and it finally came down to I.D. pictures. I had taken mine, and for once, it wasn't utter crud. Mika was currently getting hers taken when I set eyes on the disheveled bronze hair that was set on the most gorgeous inhuman face I have ever seen in all my existence. I watched him joke with this blonde girl for a few moments and turned to Mika, trying to keep my mind off his handsome face. Why me? Why now! He doesn't love me anymore, he's got some new girlfriend, someone to make him happy when I couldn't, why do I have to be punished further? My thoughts consisted of questions like this until I felt a tap on my shoulder. I was so afraid it was Edward I didn't say anything.

"Bella? Bella" her voice trailed off to catch my attention as much as possible.

I turned to see Mika, she was watching me concerned, I'm sure she knew. "Time to leave?" she asked, she knew fully what was happening. I nodded and we left.

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