This was inspired by a story I read a loooong time ago (like 2004-05) on fan fiction. It was called "Never mix Sake with love" and it was one of my favorites at the time. I wonder if it was ever finished….

Was it better to have loved?

Chapter 1- Bear my children

Sango

"Booooring!" I yawned. I turned off the T.V. I didn't really feel like watching anything. I was too excited. "He asked me…" I said to myself, "He finally asked me! ME!" I happily hugged myself as I thought of yesterday:

"Sango," he called. I looked over at him expectantly. "Can I see you for a minute?" I stopped talking to Kagome and followed him to his room. I wondered what he was going to say…

We sat down on his bed. I nervously played with my hands as I waited for him to say something. "Sango." He said finally. I looked at him with confusion in my eyes. He smiled that wonderful smile of his. I felt my face burn. "Sango…will you…" he picked up my hands. I was on fire now, "Will you bear my children?" I sat stunned. Miroku…the same Miroku who goes around hitting on girls he's just going to dump later…asked ME, his roommate, to bear his children?

"I…" I began, not really sure how to react, "I…will. I will!" I said with all the joy in my heart. Miroku smiled and kissed me softly. I wished it never ended.

I quickly stood up and jumped up and down. I didn't really know why, but it helped me get rid of some energy. "I have to tell the others!" I cried, referring to my roommates. Miroku, Kagome, Inuyasha, and I have been living together for about three years now. At first, we were against the idea, but then we got used to each other. We moved out of a tiny apartment just last month and now we were settling in a much bigger condo! It was a lot less of a hassle to go to the bathroom, that's for sure!

I walked into the living room. No one was in there. "I guess everyone is still asleep…" I said quietly. I looked at the cable box. It was 7:36 on a Saturday. Of course no one was up!

I decided to get something to eat instead. I turned into the kitchen and opened the fridge. Everything was labeled. Inuyasha's Ramen, Kagome's yogurt, Miroku's Takoyaki, plus much more. I moved some of their junk aside. I saw nothing with my name on it. "Dammit!" I said standing up. I forgot I ate the last of my food yesterday. All it was was a watermelon wedge. I closed the fridge and looked on top of it. All the cereal on it was labeled too. Inuyasha's Trix, Kagome's coco puffs, and Miroku's corn flakes. "Wait!" I said excitedly. I pulled down a box with my name on it. It was my last box of Cinnamon Toast Crunch! Eagerly, I opened the box…and was severely disappointed. It was empty. "Oh, man!" I sighed, tossing it in the garbage. "I've got to lay off the midnight snacks."

To keep my mind off of eating, I decided to finish unpacking my things. I still haven't gotten all of my clothes out of the box. I was just too busy. I walked back into my room and pulled the box from under my bed. It was almost full. "I really should've started this earlier…" I mumbled, pulling out a shirt. One things for sure, my hunger was forgotten as boredom took over.

Kagome

"YAWWWWWN!" I forced my eyes open. I still felt half asleep as I took a glance at my clock. It was almost 9 o' clock. I figured it was best to get up now.

I lazily got out of bed and headed for the bathroom. Much to my relief, no one was in there this time. I eagerly entered and locked the door behind me.

Inuyasha

I woke up to the sound of my stomach rumbling. I wasn't sure if it was hunger or bladder issues, but I intended to find out. I threw myself out of bed and walked into the living room. I heard noises not too far away form me. I headed in that direction.

"Good Morning, Inuyasha!" It was Sango. She was hanging up the last of her clothes into her closet. "Yeah…morning" I yawned. She smiled at me and picked up the empty box. "Excuse me, Inuyasha!" she said cheerily. I moved out of the way so she could take the box out. "You're really happy today, Sango." I said. She smiled again, "You have no idea!" I just shrugged and headed to the bathroom.

"Occupied!" it was Kagome. She always took FOREVER in the bathroom. "Dammit!" I swore. I figured I might as well just wait for her to come out. Not even an earthquake would get her out of there any earlier.

I headed for the kitchen instead and pulled out some Ramen. Then I grabbed a pot and filled it with water. "You can go in now!" Kagome said, walking out. I put the water on the stove to boil. "Thanks." I said, rushing into the bathroom.

Kagome

I went back into my room and threw on a shirt and skirt. Then I brushed my hair until it was soft. "Perfect!" I giggled. I headed out into the kitchen to grab something to eat.

"Ugh…" I groaned as I looked at my entire yogurts collection. I was trying to stick on a diet, but it wasn't as tasty as I wished it would be. I picked up one of the yogurts. "I'd rather not." I concluded. I put it back and closed the door. I felt on top of the fridge for my Coco Puffs. "That's better!" I reached my hand in and ate straight out of the box. Who needs milk?

I heard the front door open. I turned to see Sango walking in with a huge smile on her face. "Where'd you go?" I asked, stuffing my face. "I put some trash out." She said, reaching into my box. "Hey!" Sango chewed despite my protest, "I haven't eaten all day!" I grumbled and let her go for another handful.

"What's with the smile, Sango?" I asked, finally full of coco puffs. Sango swallowed her last handful. "I'm going to tell you when everyone is in the living room!" she said happily. She was in extremely high spirits. I wondered what it was….

Sango

I patted my stomach gratefully. "Thanks Kagome! I thought I was going to starve!" she nodded and put the box back on the fridge. Suddenly, I heard a door open. Inuyasha was coming out of the bathroom. He walked into the kitchen, took off the boiling water and poured it into his ramen without saying a word.

"No 'Good morning Kagome'?" Kagome asked expectantly. Inuyasha just grunted and left with his ramen. Kagome pouted, "Well, fine! I didn't want to hear it anyway!" I suppressed my laughter. These two knew they had feelings for each other, but just refused to admit it. It was sort of cute, really.

I noticed something was odd. We were one person short. "Has anyone seen Miroku?" I asked. "No!" inuyasha called from his room. Kagome shook her head.

I decided to see if he was still sleeping. "Miroku…" I said, peeping into his room. "Are you awake?" no one answered. My mind told me to just leave it at that, but my heart told me to open the door. I opened the door. "Miroku?" I said quietly. The room was dark so I couldn't see anything. I flicked on the light. No one was in the room.

"Where'd he run off to?" Inuyasha asked, suddenly behind me. I looked solemnly about the room. "I don't know…" I said quietly. Inuyasha shrugged and began to leave. I followed him out slowly. "Sango," Kagome called, "what was it you wanted to tell us? We're in the living room!" I saw that they were…but I wanted Miroku to be there too.

"Um…does anyone have any idea when Miroku will be back?" I asked hopefully. Inuyasha rolled his eyes, "If we didn't even know he was gone, how would we know when he'd be back?" Kagome elbowed him, "Inuyasha!" I sighed. I guess telling them now would better than later.

I walked into the living room and sat across from them. As I looked at them, I saw how much they looked like a couple. Kagome was leaning her head on Inuyasha's shoulder. Inuyasha was stroking her hair tenderly. None of them seemed to notice. I looked at my empty side of the chair. I wished Miroku was here…"Come on, Sango!" Inuyasha demanded. I snapped out of my thoughts and looked back at them. "I'm sorry. I just wanted to say…" I took a glance back at the empty spot, "That Miroku and I are now an item."

Kagome sat up straight, "Oh my god! He finally asked you!" she squealed. I smiled slightly and nodded. Inuyasha seemed a little shocked too, "So he finally took my advice…"

Kagome looked at him, "What advice?"

Inuyasha shrugged and looked away from her, "I just said that if he really liked Sango, he should tell her."

I smirked, "Maybe you should take your own advice."

"Hey! What's that supposed to mean?"

I giggled, "I'm just saying…"

Inuyasha rolled his eyes, "I don't like anybody! I don't need to take my advice."

That got Kagome upset.

"Oh, really?" she stood up and crossed her arms, "I suppose no one you know catches your eye?"

Inuyasha thought, "Hm…no. Not really."

"God! You're just so blind!" Kagome screamed, storming out of the living room.

Inuyasha sat there confused, "What did I do?"

I shook my head, "You guys are ridiculous."

I watched Inuyasha run after Kagome. The room quickly filled with silence as I sat there…alone.

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I woke up to a noise in the kitchen. I looked at my surroundings and realized I was still in the living room. "What time is it?" I groaned. I looked at the cable box. It was 9:46 p.m.

Remembering the noise in the kitchen, I got up to see what it was. "Miroku!" I said happily as he opened the fridge. I got up and ran over to him. "Where have you been?" I asked excitedly. He closed the fridge and hugged me, "I was at my new job."

I lightly pushed him off. "What happened to your last job as a police officer." I asked. It paid pretty good money. Miroku looked at me and smiled, "I quit." I watched him eat one of his takoyaki. I knew he was keeping something from me, but what?

He looked back at me, "Sango!" he asked, "What's wrong?" At first I was confused, but soon I felt tears running down my face. "Y-you left without saying anything!" I cried. Miroku immediately began to hug me. "I wanted to share the news together, but you weren't there!" I was sobbing now. I didn't mean to cry, but I was really upset at his disappearance.

Miroku lifted my chin and kissed me, wet face and all. "I'm sorry, Sango." He apologized. "Come to my room, I got you something while I was out." I wiped my face as I followed him to his bedroom. We sat on his bed as he pulled something out of a bag.

"Here, Sango." He said, handing me a box.

I took it gently from him, "What is it?"

He laughed, "You have to open it."

I smiled and looked back at the box, "Here goes…"

I opened the box to see a beautiful gold bracelet. It had my name written in diamonds.

"This…is…I don't know what to say…" I cried.

Miroku smiled and took it out of the box. Then he held my wrist and put it on for me.

I felt more tears come to my eyes as I gazed upon it, "Thank-you!"

Miroku

Sango kissed me on the lips. I returned it passionately, but when I tried to pull away, she grabbed my head and pushed me back. I felt her hand gently trace my spine.

"Miroku…" she said, finally breaking the kiss, "I need you." I was confused at first, but it became clear as she pushed me on the bed and removed my shirt. "Love me, Miroku." She moaned, kissing down my stomach. Soon I felt her at my belt. She quickly removed it and pulled down my pants and boxers. "I see you need me too." She smiled as she looked at my erect penis. I looked away and blushed.

"Ah!" I cried as I felt her warm mouth go over the head. She moved her head up and down, occasionally licking the tip. "S-Sango!" I stuttered as she began licking up and down the shaft. Her tongue was so warm, I thought I was about to burst. "There! That should be hard enough!" she said, removing her mouth. I watched her eagerly take off her shirt and pants. She must really be horny!

She laid on top of me. "Miroku…" she moaned, " Make me a woman…" Unable to control myself, I turned her over until I was on top. I gazed upon her body. She had nice sized breast with a flat stomach. Her legs were soft and warm as she wrapped them around me. "Sango, wait!" I said as she started pulling me inside her. I knew she was a virgin, so I wanted to make it last.

I gently removed her legs and kissed her neck. She began to shake slightly as I reached her breast. "Mmm!" she moaned as I licked her nipple. My hand massaged the other as Sango held on to my back. "Ah! Miroku!" she cried as I entered my finger into her hole. She was moaning like crazy now. Her hands were grabbing the sheets for all their worth. I smiled as she panted in pleasure.

Her pussy became hot and wet. I figured it was time to enter. "Aw!" she complained when I removed my finger. I positioned myself for easy entry. "Sango," I asked, looking down at her, "Are you ready?" she looked up at me with big eyes, "Yes."

I started to enter, but she pulled herself up. "What?" I asked as I noticed her beginning to shake. She shook her head, "Nothing, continue." I nodded and prepared to enter again. Once again, she pulled away. "First, you act bold, and now you're scared!" I scolded. Sango blushed, "I'm sorry! Try again!" This time, I wasn't taking any chances. I held on to her shoulders and pushed her down.

"OH GOD!" she yelled. She grabbed onto my back and dug her nails deep into my flesh. "Hey! That hurts!" I cried, but she didn't stop until the pain subsided. "Can I move?" I asked. She nodded. I pulled out slowly, then entered with more force. Sango whimpered a little, but it wasn't out of pain.

"Miroku…wait." she said, getting up. She sat on my lap, facing me, while I was still inside her. "Okay." She said, getting comfortable. I nodded and lifted her up. Then I brought her back down gently. We stayed at a slow pace for a while. Suddenly, Sango yelled, "Please hurry it up!" I nodded again and increased my speed drastically. Sango held on to me tight as she wrapped her legs around my waist.

We were sweating now as our breaths were becoming heavy. I sucked on Sango's breast as I continued to move her up and down. I felt her pussy muscles contract as she started to come, "MIROKU!" she yelled as she held on to me. I felt her muscles squeeze me tightly. Her cum was sliding down my shaft. "S-Sango!" I cried, feeling my penis throb within her. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. I felt my hot seed shoot into her body.

We sat there for a while, just staring at each other. Then I lifted her up and sat her besides me. My semen was dripping from her hole. "Thank-you, Miroku." She said happily. I kissed her and covered her with my sheet. She pulled me underneath with her. Then we fell asleep in each others arms.