Alright then first of all I don't own any of the Yu-Gi-Oh! Characters! They are the property Kazuki Takahashi.. But I sure wish I did own them…
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I walk around in the dark. It's already past midnight. I'm looking for someone to feed on. I just suddenly got hungry for… blood. No one but me, knows that I'm a vampire. I prefer it that way. And I wish that no one knows of my vampirism. I've been like this since I was a child. I often wonder why me? Why did that vampire have to bite ME.
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
I hate having to feed off of humans. So I often feed on animals. Why does my life have to be shit, I feel like I've been to hell and back. Damn the vampire that bit me. Of course I do have my friends and rivals. I run my hand through my untidy hair. I sight I really need to feed now. I see a man waiting for a bus, finally! I quietly sneak over. I don't plan on sucking him dry. I only feed, until I'm satisfied, so it will hold me over for awhile. I firmly plant my hands on the man's shoulders. He struggles but I'm much stronger than him. I lean over and plant my fangs into his neck. My red eyes look around for anyone.
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played
After a minute of feeding I'm not too hungry anymore. I retract my fangs and let him drop to the ground. "I'm sorry…" I mumble. I turn and run. I hate my curse! No one would love me if they knew. All of them would think I was a monster. Even the person I have a crush on. He would think I was a monster. I run with inhuman speed, I run home… my sanctuary, the only place where I don't feel like a fiend.
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
I also often wonder if my life was preordained to be shit. Was I preordained to be a vampire? To feel like a monster every time I'm out…. To be alone… to feel the coldness of the hateful world… to feel so insufferable? I finally see my home, I smile when I see it. I walked up to the door, and quietly unlock it. I walk inside. I then accidentally slammed the door shut. I curse at the noise. I decorated the inside to be bright and dark, warm and cold…. brilliant and gloomy. I yell nothing because I live alone.
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
I opted to live alone, and work instead of living with a relative. I didn't' want anyone to find out, after I killed, that bastard of a father of mine. I really didn't mean to.. He just really pissed me off.. And I sort of snapped his neck. How he got me pissed is something I'll keep to myself. I but I was really surprised that I wasn't freaking out, that I killed him. But then I picked him up and threw him out a window, I threw him over 20 feet. He landed in the street of or the freeway, but something like that. I then watched him run over by a truck.. Not one of those little dinky things but a semi truck.
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
When the cops told me he was dead, I pretended to morn, they never found me out, because I wiped my finger-prints off that fuckers body. Then when I threw him out I wore latex gloves. For about 2 months I 'mourned' for him. My friends felt sorry for me. But I didn't cart that the bastard died. Even thought I loved him, I was happy that he died.
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a path
I think that was maybe three to four years ago. It's been along time. I sigh. I never wanted to be this but here I am a fucking vampire. What is worse is that the person I have a crush on… hates me.. I don't want rejection.. So I usually watch him from afar. He doesn't even know this side of me exist. He's only seen my 'human' side, which is my calm side. My darker side is more sadistic, and cruel.. I guess that's the side that killed my father.
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
Just watching in the sun
All of my helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler to change
Knowing my luck, I'll be alone for the rest of my life! I do have family but I'm afraid I might hurt them and I don't want that. Especially my sibling. I don't want to hurt anyone if I don't have to. I'm afraid of everyone… I'm afraid I'll lose everyone I care about… the people I love. I know they will die someday.. I just don't want it to be by my hand… or anybody else's for that matter.
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
I glide, over to my room and fell on my bed. I sigh as I cover my eyes with my arm. I lay there for god knows how long I feel into sleep…. Into sadistic nightmares.
It's easier to run
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
It's easier to go
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave