So, I was having a major writer's block on my other story and I suddenly heard this song on my ipod. It was a burst of inspiration and this is what it produced…

How could I know I would have to leave you?
How could I know I would hurt you so?

It had been three months…three months since that dreadful day. I was no good for her. Everyday she was with me I put her in mortal danger. I would never be able to forgive myself if anything happened to her. That is why I had to say those words. Those deceitful words that had torn us both apart.

"Don't. Don't do this." My angel had pleaded.

"You're no good for me, Bella."

And it was true. She was a human, and I was a…a monster. A creature that wanted her blood almost as much as her warmth and love.

You were the one I was born to love!
Oh, how could I ever know?
How could I ever know?

It had taken all my strength to say those things to her. I loved her so much. Too much for her own good. I loved the way her cheeks flushed when I said her name, the way her heart sped when I touched her, the way her beautiful eyes sparkled when they saw through my riddles. But I would never again watch her trip on the stairs and fall into my arms. She was my soul mate…and yet I had to let her go.

How can I say to go on without me?
How, when I know you still need me so?
How can I say not to dream about me?
How could I ever know?
How could I ever know?

I knew it would be hard for her to take. I hoped that if she had thought that I had moved on, it would be easier. A clean break. Unlike me…I would never forget. I could never move on. My life was incomplete without Bella. My heart, love, reason for existence had vanished from my life with that one conversation. She was my life, but now her life was in the hands of others. Others that she would someday marry and live a normal life with, free from me, and hopefully soon, all memories of me.

Forgive me.
Can you forgive me
And hold me in your heart,
And find some new way to love me
Now that we're apart?

Or maybe she would never forget me. Maybe I had gone too far and she had been left so broken that she couldn't heal. But I couldn't think like that. I couldn't heal her. I would only break her more with my existence. The odds were always stacked against us. Our relationship could only end in death. I just hoped that someday she would be able to remember our days together with fondness and move on.

How could I know I would never hold you?
Never again in this world, but oh,
Sure as you breathe, I am there inside you,
How could I ever know?
How could I ever know?

Now I was doomed to live an eternal life of brokenness. There would never be another Bella. There would never be anyone so soft to touch, whose lips felt so right brushed against mine. I would never feel that happiness again. But I knew this was a sacrifice that I had to make. She would always be with me. In every thought, every moment, every breath. And deep down I knew that I would always be a part of her. She may move on, but her life was changed because of me. We were one package that was now split in half for eternity.

This was my first songfic so please review!!