With the moon rising high in the sky the man dressed in black walked through the night. His heart was filled with pain and his stomach felt like it was in knots. He sang as he walked, feet crunching into the thick blanket of snow upon the ground. " Uchiakerarenai dare mo shinjirarenai dare mo kare mo Hora subete mienai sashikonda hikari ga kiete ima ni mo kareru..." he sang this to the trees as the wind whipped his pink hair into his face like a blanket, trying to soothe the emotions coursing through his head. But it only served to make things worse...just like him.
(Flashback Begins)
The pink haired man watched as the other packed all of his suitcases, he was going to leave again and the pink haired man was going to fall apart once more. "You...I am no god...I am just a man...I can't stand to look at you anymore...you disgust me...you changed hide...and I will never forget the night you wanted to 'slow things down' leaving me feeling like you did not desire me...no matter what you say...hideto...I will never forget...that hurt me...Why do you think I do not touch you anymore? the last time my cock found your heated wetness...and yet you blow that too! you messed up hide...no matter how much you desire me ...and no matter if I have the urge to make love to you...I will not. you messed up...you fucked it up...and you can apologize all you want...and I may say I forgave you...and we'd fucked on the tourbus...but I will never forget and that is why I do not touch you when we are at home...even if you walk around naked in front of me, pussy dripping, cock hard as stone, asshole pulsating with need...I will not touch you...you should find someone else to sate your desire for me...just close your eyes, let them put their cock in you and pretend it's me...that should be just as good", "please...please no! I'm sorry...I did not mean it that way! it's just I was just trying to prove how much I love you...it's deeper than what you think...I'm not placing you atop anything! please!" he fell to his knees in the doorway and sobbed as he said this. Kaoru glared at the other as he grabbed hide and throwing him over his shoulder, dumped him on the couch. "hide...just shut up ok? I've already found somebody else...and they desire me...they love me...they care...they won't idolize me...they...are not you...they are better than you...they don't bore me..I'm sorry hideto...but your no fun anymore...I'm bored with you really...like I said...when you feel lonely just call somebody...lay down...spread your legs..close your eyes...and pretend it's me...because it will never be me again. I have someone much more important to give my love to ...ok? I know it hurts but...you'll get over it.." he kissed hide's forehead before he gathered all of his bags and walked out the door.
(Flashback Ends)
TBC.