Here's the thing about Beca Mitchell.
She's trouble. Something I knew from the start, but when she smiles at me, I swear it's like I'm the only girl in the world.
I know that's not true.
I'm not even the only girl in her life.
See, the thing about Beca Mitchell is that she doesn't do relationships, like, ever.
I wish I was the only girl in her life that she looks at like they hold the world in their eyes, touches soft and tentatively, kisses like there's no tomorrow.
Oh, how I wish it was only me.
But, I know what I am to her.
I'm her half past five booty call.
I'm even saved in her phone as '5:30 ginger' and it hurts, but that's how it has to be if I want her in my life at all.
Beca Mitchell.
Well, even when she does come over she's usually high or drunk, sometimes both.
Sometimes there's no warning before she comes over, which is really inconvenient when I have friends over, but that's just how it is with Beca Mitchell.
She only cares about herself and her own needs.
Although she is amazing in bed, like, awesomely mind blowing.
"You don't even know my name do you?"
"No. Should I?"
"It would be nice."
"What's the point Red? I gotta get going."
"Who is it now? Blondie?"
"Uh...nope, Legs, Blondie was before I saw you."
It hurts how easily she can talk about it.
The sad part is I know who 'Legs' and 'Blondie' really are. They're my friends after all, my best friends.
Stacie Conrad and Aubrey Posen.
Granted this sort of hook-up behaviour is expected of Stacie, but not Aubrey.
I was surprised when Aubrey told me that she had been sleeping with Beca on the semi-regular.
When I asked why all she replied with was 'stress relief'.
All three of us knew we were all sleeping with her, but she didn't know that we all knew each other. If she did, she might ask for something crazy, like a foursome and we were just not okay with that. I mean, Stacie probably was but Aubrey and I were a big no on that.
I hate thatI can't be more to Beca, but this is how she is, and I just keep falling for it over and over and over again...
...Just like I've fallen for her.
I, Chloe Beale, have fallen in love with The Beca Mitchell.