Why do I love you?
I try not to, but I do..
And these memories of you, your picture, blurs my mind and I cant help but seem to fall in love with you
Why can't I be happy, like HER?
Why can't I be smart like YOU?
What makes me want to be like you and her?
What am I?
WHAT AM I?!
I don't know…
A monster maybe…
Me being what I am makes me drown in sorrow, and hate, and darkness
I don't see the light, and I'm never let out of here
It's like I'm stuck in a room, filled with darkness and pain
I could get pushed under the darkness, feel the pain of sorrow
If there is such a stupid little thing…..
Why do I cry like this
Apparently, I cant sleep in the darkness
And you know why I'm here??
Because this is where you pushed me too
The darkness
And I could care less
And you are careless and so….
So selfish and self-centered
And so you use your knowledge to push me away also
And that shows me that I never want to see you
Talk to you
Be LIKE you
But, HER, she has some rare talent
That I could never have,
That talent is…
Putting up with your crap all the time
I'm blinded by your sight
Surrounded by your hate
Can't I just leave?
Honestly, I hate it here, and even though you protect me, it still feels like I'm forgotten
Have you forgotten?
Of course you have...
you always forget these things
someone like me,I'm worthy enough to forget
Why can't I say no
you coax me into saying yes
to everything
you don't love me
you hate me
I hate you
I'm good enough to fall backwards into the air at night
I hear you say my name, but I walk away
I don't care anymore..
There is always silence...
it makes me hold my breath
and me walking away
means its our farewell
you aren't alone in life, you have HER
you don't need me
you never did
this is why I am leaving
This is why I hate it here
This is WHY I am not here
Why,why,why....
its my turn to say goodbye, not yours
so shut up
leave me alone
I'm sorry your world is tumbling down
just don't cry
you don't need too
okay?......
this may not be our farewell
Toshiro Hitsugaya....Momo Hinamori
okay this is a... hmm, not sure, but... don't flame, please.....its an O.C technically, because there isn't a character, but there is Momo and Toshiro mentioned at the end so, then I'll put them as the characters, not a hitsuhina
so, nice reveiws, but if there is something terribly wrong, reveiw if you dont like it....
~ToshirosGirlfriend