Never Meant to Exist
A/N: OMG! I've been gone for sooo long! I'm sorry! I'M NOT DEAD! Okay, here is the promised Roxas story. I've been wanting to do something like this for sooooo long! I love Roxas TO DEATH (hence the username)! Okay, so here we go!
Roxas…you were never meant to exist.
Those words are echoing through my mind. I can't stop thinking about what Naminé said. How could she say something like that? What did she mean by that? Who tells someone to their face that? Yeah, it's completely normal to just go up to a person and say, "Hey, dude, you were never meant to exist! Nice hairdo, by the way. Is it new?" Who in hell would do something like that? I'm pretty sure there is a reason why I am here. I'm not just some mistake that was created…am I?
What if Naminé's words are true? What if I really am just a mistake? What if I'm just no good? I don't understand it. Nothing is making sense to me. I can't contemplate anything right now. I don't know what to think. Was I really never supposed to exist? The thought of that scares me. I just want to go back to hanging out with Hayner, Pence, and Olette without this thought on my mind. It's seriously freaking me out.
Not only that, but those dreams just keep coming into my mind. Who is that boy? And why does he keep showing up in my dreams? Is there a reason for these dreams? Is it connected with the words Naminé spoke to me? I just can't put my head around it.
Was I really…never meant to exist?