She looks more like Bella to me. She has those chocolate brown eyes that I love so much, slim with just what a father thinkis is the right amount of curves. The only word a father has to describe his daughter is beautiful. Nessie is kind and gentle and even though I hate to admit it, Jacob is perfect for her. They are so much a like that you can help but be happy when you see how happy they are togeather.
Bella and I are still in a wonderful relationship, nothing could ever change that. She is still the one thing that I love more than anything in the world. I couldn't live without her, and that's why I'm writing all of this now.
The world that we live in now is dangerous, even for our kind. Keeping our secret is now even harder than ever. The United States is no longer around. We live in the Capitol of Paneam. We were privilaged enough to escape the wars that happened long ago.
The earth had started to die when all of the world decided to work togeather and keep the earth going. The united under the Capitol and named their new revolution Paneam, which was thirteen districts working toward a common goal. Everything was going great, until seventy-five years ago. The districts rebeled against the Capitol saying it was corrupt. Needless to say the districts lost. District thirteen was blown off the map because they started it all.
Now the remaining twelve districts have to sacrifice two children, a boy and a girl, to fight in The Hunger Games. They are thrown into an areana to fight until the death. Since we live in the Capitol, Bella and I don't have to worry about Nessie or Jacob going into the Games. But still, its a horrible life.
We have to be very carefull about how we get our food source. Living on animals is pretty hard when we are supposed to be locked in the Capitol at all times. We pay off the the guards who watch the trains that come in and out of the Capitol so we can sneek out and feed. Forced to wander at night because the Capitol is always sunny, we can endanger ourselves by moving to a diffrent district where its darker because of the safety of Nessie. This is not the lives we wanted, but it is the ones we now live.
We have seen everyone of the Games and they get worse every year. I forget the faces of the children who lose, its only the ones that win that I can never forget. I can't tell you all of their names, but their faces are burned into my memory. More specifically their winning moments are the things that I remember the most. Their more like monsters at the end. Leathal and deadly, they make my kind look tame. Survivial of the fitist has never seemed so horrible.
The one that stands out the most to me now, well to everyone now, was when Katniss Everdean and Peeta Melark won the Games. It was the first time that two winners came out of the horror that is the Games. They both came from the same district, twelve. They were supposed to be in love, the two starcrossed lovers that could never be togeather. It was by luck that they both came out alive. Katniss pulled a trick with posionus berries. It was either both as winners or none, and the President of Paneam couldn't not have winner. If that hadn't happened, no doubt Katniss would have won. She was the fighter. The one that would stop at nothing to get back home to her family.
She was the one who started the reblion again. Well she caused the rebion is a better way to say it. The berry stunt gave the districts the exaclty what they needed to start the uprisings again. What forced their hands even more was went they sent twenty-four of the previous Game Victors back into the Hunger Games. Katniss was the only female tribute to have ever won the hunger games for her district and of course Peeta wouldn't let her go back in by herself. So the starcrossed lovers where once again about to die, but they escaped at the last second. Well Katniss escaped at the last second. Peeta was captured by President Snow.
I don't know what we're thinking right now. But we can't just let that boy sit in a room while the President tourtures the answer out of Peetat that he so deperately wants now. I can read everyones thoughts on this matter. Everything is in utter chaos. I don't think there is anything the Capitol can do to stop what they have put in motion. I know for sure that they cannot stop my family and I from the one goal we have. To save Peeta Melark and bring him back to Katniss. They are our new future. Alice has seen it.
If the rebelion wins, there will finally be peace in the world for a while. Peeta will be the one to lead the rebals and Katniss will be the dream. If they lose, then the world will continue to spin out of control and more people will die than ever. The Games will just get worse and no one will be able to stop what will happen.