Okay this is my first fanction. I'm sorry if this is similar to other ones but at least dimitris not left for tasha. But I think it will offer a different spin on many others. It's M rated cause I'm going to flashback and for future things.: Hope you like it.

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No no no I can't be. No it's wrong. Shit. No. But I carry on staring at the test. That little blue plus sign. No it's not possible. I can't be no. No. This isn't real. It's a dream or nightmare. I don't know. Shit. Maybe it Adrian sick idea of a joke. But he's not here. This isn't possible. Maybe it doesn't work for dhampiers. Maybe it's for humans. But then why would our hospital have it. Shit. Shit shit shit

"Rose are you alright ?"

I realise that I'm hyperventilating and I've been in the bathroom for 10 minutes.

"Umm... Yeah Lissa I'm fine" I readjust my breathing" I'll be out in a bit"

"Okay but you better tell me what's up when you get out" I could sense her worry as she walked out.

I looked back don't to the test. I'm pregnant. But I can't be. How can I? Maybe it's faulty and I've only done one. I'll steal another one from the hospital later.

I walk out the toilet stall and into hallway to meet Lissa.

"You alright ? You look pale."

"Yeah fine just period pain" I smile weakly.

She just nods and returns the smile.

"I wish I could read your mind". She doesn't believe me, she knows me too well. I'll have to come up with a good comeback

" oh no you don't,you'd be traumatised by my dirty mind" I exclaim

"Ewww rose, you're probably right" we both laugh but mines fake. All I can think about is that I might be having a baby. Wait. No don't think about it. I tried and push it to the back of my mind for the rest of the day.

It doesn't work my mind just goes around in circles. A baby? I can't be a mom. I'm 17. I'm going to be a guardian. Not a nanny. Not a blood whore. What will people think? Lissa, oh god will she be disappointed? Will I be her guardian? Oh Dimitri ? Oh shit what's he going to think? Will he believe me? Will he make me have it? I know he wants a family. Am I having a baby? Abortion, no could I ? Adoption? Maybe ? Oh I don't know. Why?

Before I know it, it's the end of the school day and time for dimitri's training. How's this going to go? I walk into the gym to find him listening to his crappy music sitting on the mats he glances to me and gives me a small smile . I reciprocate and walk to the changing rooms to change. Oh by the way I might be carrying your baby. When I head back out he orders me to do 10 laps. Great but on the plus side running keeps my mind occupied. After I headed back and we began sparring. Don't let him go for the a few minutes he realises I'm not reacting how I normally to his hits: mostly dodging them and not hitting back.

"Are you alright rose?" He says whilst circling.

I just realise that I haven't spoken to him at all yet.

"Yh" I said looking down and carry on circling him. He stops what he's doing and tilts my chin so I'm looking at him in the eye. I stare back into his beautiful chocolate ones.

"What's wrong? And don't say nothing cause I know when you're lying." God he knows me so well.

Should I tell him? But I don't even know yet? But he's the father? But he maybe the father of nothing ? But he may? He won't believe me, it not possible? I carry on with my internal argument until he interrupts.

"rose whatever it is you can tell me even If it is nothing important" he looks at me with somber eyes trying to encourage to divulge my secret.

Important, I maybe carrying your child! Oh god what do I do? Looking around I notice the mats in a pile in the corner where he was sitting. I look around for people before I grab his hand and begin to pull him over to them. He realises that it is something important when I sit down and sigh so sits besides me.

"Look Dimitri I need you to believe me."

"Of course I would Roza" he puts his hand on my leg for comfort. that brings a smile to me. I love it when says my Russian name.

" right okay ... I don't know where to start errrrrm"

"Roza?" He looks at me worryingly.

I stare at him for a while. I have to tell him he deserves to know.

" Dimitri, I know it impossible" I feel funny but carry on. " right... I errrrrm" okay now I'm nauseous. Oh no strigoi. I look around me nothing. Strigoi must be close. I'm about to tell him about the strigoi but I feel like I'm going to be sick. I am. I speed to the bathroom. Dimitri jumped up and scanned the area for threats and follows my direction but stop when he see I'm going to the toilet. I run into the closest cubical and throw up. Oooooooh God. I am pregnant. I'm never sick. I've not been sick since I was baby, since i have an amazing immune system.

"Rose are you okay ?" I don't reply cause I still have that horrible taste in my mouth. " I'm coming in"

" no wait" too late he see me on the floor before the toilet.

" oh my god roza, roza , we need to get to the hospital" he realises how serious it is for a dhampier to be sick. So he scoops me up into his arms. But just as we' re out of the toilets I have to stop him.

"Dimitri stop" I struggle to get out and push on his chest " please put me down pleeease" he eventually puts me down in the middle of the gym.

"Rose we need to get to the hospital, you may have a virus or disease." He says almost like it's an order as he heads to the door out of the gym.

" no Dimitri wait" but doesn't stop as he's about to open the door. "DIMITRI "

he stops in he tracks. I've never shouted at him like that. He comes out of his protect, guardian , will destroy anything in my way mode and looks at me with shocked eyes. He slowly walks over to me.

" rose you need to get checked out" he strokes my cheek. He looks in my eyes and see I'm about to cry.

" we can't go to hospital" I say in a small voice.

" rose you need to tell me?" He realises I'm hiding something.

" I'm pregnant"

His eyes widen and drops his hand and is turning paler. "What?"

" I'm pregnant and it's yours " I look at him with pleading eyes.

There's a long silence, it feels like forever. I'm about to speak but he cuts me off.

" how?"

So what do you think? Please review and tell me how to improve. I know it's another pregnant one but most of the other ones had rose desperately love her baby from the beginning forgetting she's 17 and scared but that's just my opinion.

Until next time

Thistleandweed