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PaperPen here, so this is a challenge I saw on fanfiction and really liked. It was to basically put my iPod on shuffle and write a story about the songs that come one. The point was to write only during the song was playing and after the song ended, I could not edit the story at all. Since I thought that this would be a good way to let some frustration out, I tried it and was happy with the results.

So I have decided to name this story and I will post five stories about every two weeks. BUT, since this is the first chapter, I'll write six just to make all you readers happy!

SO PLEASE REVIEW!

Winter's Night

Song: Winter's Night

The snow totally covered the entire village. There was no way of getting out, but the fact that after so many years it had finally snowed made people happy. It was a time of celebration and Miriallia was one of the many who was thankful for the snow. For her, it made meeting people harder and with all the stress she had right now, the last thing she wanted to do was meet happy people. She reminisced about the happy memories she had with Jason.

Deakra Elsman, was the man of her dreams. She had had the biggest crush on him for the longest time. So when he finally asked her out, it was like a dream come true. She has spent the best three years of her life with him, having fun and living life. But that was it, it was simply a dream, and like every dream, it ended when he left her.

So she walked up to the grave, and she kneeled "For you...I'll carry on, I'll remember and forever cherish" with those words, she smiled. Maybe the snow was a good way of connecting with Jason. He always did want to see it.

White picket fence

Song: Gee

Your fist love is always the one you'll remember forever. My first love was Kira Yamato. He was the coolest guy in Grade 5, and I was the tom boy. We were great friends. Every time I saw him, my heart pounded and I felt a fluttering feeling. OT me, his eyes seemed like shiny start and he smelled great.

My friends made fun of me but I always believed that we were meant to be.

I guess everyone really underestimated that 11 years old girls love. But the proof was right here, as I walked down the aisle, to my smiling husband to be.

Life and Love

Song: Red

"I love you, every day and every hour" the words on the grave made me tear up. I don't know what I'm doing here. Maybe I'm a masochist, but I love her. She's my air, and my reason.

Perhaps I should try moving on, but I never thought that I would have to deal with this. She was my first love, but when I look back at the love we had and the memories we shared, I become happy and I get this warm feeling that makes me want to smile.

I probably sound like a pansy, but that's love for you. Granted Flay wasn't my true love, I still feel sad every time I think of what could have been.

And then I turn to my wife and my four year old son, and I think, this is life for you.

Two faced reality

Song: Lithium

I was stuck, in a nightmarish realm of hallucinations. They always came and got me in the end. My parents told me that I was just not sleeping well. But I knew better, oh I knew so much better. Every time I went to bed, they were waiting, the amethyst eyes were always watching; waiting to haunt me. Drown me in the numbness that sleep brought. It was like poison, it killed me painfully...to go to bed every night, reliving those days over and over again. It felt like a stake being driven through my chest, leaving a large gaping black hole where my heart was supposed to be; like my lungs were being torn to shred in front of my eyes. My voice gets caught in my throat, I wonder what's wrong with me.

Then they left me; all alone in the whitewhitewhitewhite room. I don't want to be locked up here.

Dear Cagalli

Song: Lies

Dear Cagalli,

I love you, I always have and always will. So please don't cry. I'm sorry for lying. But it was for the better. Now everyone's happy. You're free from the pain you faced every day. I'm so sorry but I love you. I love you more and more every day. Forgive me for lying. It was for your good. I know you probably hate me now, but I don't mind. If it makes you hurt less, then please, go on and hate me. It wasn't your fault, but they would have listened. It's better this way. Just try to understand my heart, my feelings. I know that you might not think that this is fair. But this is how things are meant to be. Please try to understand. I know that you upset with me, so please try, if you can find in your heart, please try to forgive.

Just know that I love you and I always will, no matter what the cost is.

Love Athrun

Reading the letter brought tears to the young girl's eyes. This was the man her mother loved; the one that gave up his life in order to keep her happy. This was the man who saved her mother from living a tiring, sad, excuse of a life. Miriam wished she could meet this person; the one who without trying found a deep place in heart.

Miriam knew that this man was most likely not her father. But the fact that her mother has someone like this made her happy.

Thousand Miles Away

Song: Hey There Delilah

"Cagalli? Hi baby, are you feeling better?"

"Not really, but the baby is starting to kick now, I wish you were here. How's it there in NYC?"

"The times square can't shine as bright as you"

"Liar"

"No really –sigh– I wish I was there"

"I know, but hey, you'll be there by tomorrow. Is the meeting done already? What did they say?"

"Hmmm, let's talk about it when I get there"

"Oh? "

"Yeah, it's not what I thought it would be, I don't know what I should do"

"Hmmmm, Miri called yesterday, she was calling me an idiot; saying that I shouldn't have started a relationship with a man who is currently a thousand miles away. "

"It's all good, just two more years and you're done with your internship. When are you going on maternity leave?"

"-Sigh- I don't know, probably next week-Yawn-"

"Go to sleep baby, we'll talk tomorrow."

"Yeah, G'night"

"Night, I love you baby"

"Hmmmm, love you too"

"Night baby boy, night love"

So that's it for today, but I will try and post about two weeks later (around May 15?) but since I have exams going on right now, I may not be able to so please so be mad! If you like the stories and want me to do more, please review and put this on your favourite list so you'll know when I update.

Thank You for reading!

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