Will He Ever?

By TriGemini

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Naruto characters they belong to Masashi Kishimoto.


Will he ever look at me the way I look at him?

Whenever he looks away, I glance in his direction wondering if he's secretly looking at me, as well.

It's not likely to happen.

Will he ever see me the way I want to be seen?

More than just a teammate, not as a casual acquaintance, or even as a potential friend, but as something more that would just as good.

It's not probable that will happen anytime soon.

Will he ever let his shields down?

Perhaps let something inside him something good and responsive.

Not always the cold, harsh exterior he always shows.

It's unlikely to happen at this point.

Will he ever care for me as I do for him?

Every time he fights my wonders to him.

Wondering why does he push himself so hard? Will he get himself killed by getting in over his head? Or will he lose control and do something he could regret?

Will he ever understand me as I try to understand him?

Even though his past is like a shadow that looms over him. His secrets are many and he tries to hide the pain he feels when the past is mentioned.

Will he ever see the pain in my eyes when he does not confide in me?

Doesn't he know I just want to help him? But when I try and he pushes me away. Doesn't he understand how much it hurts to know that he can't confide in me?

Will he ever understand what I feel for him?

Despite all that, he has said and done.

Will he ever know that I love him?

I could try to describe it in so many ways. But I'm sure he wouldn't be around to hear the end of it any ways.

Will he ever care?

Will he ever…Will he ever…

Know that the feelings have always been there.

Because all I've been waiting for…is his response to this simple question of mine.

Will he ever…?


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