Do you see what you do to me?

How every time you look at me with those emerald eyes

A small piece of me dies inside.

Knowing I will never have you…

For every insult thrown at you with distain

My heart castigates me for careless actions,

Keeping me up at night, thinking only of you-

Of how you would feel in my arms,

Your lips on mine

My hand incased in yours

I lay there.

Knowing I will never have you…

The words I speak-

"stupid"

Brilliant

"Egoistic"

Beautiful

"Foolish"

Brave

Can no one release me from the feelings that change my words -

Only you, the one that hates me most,

Only you can free me

Knowing that I will never have you…

Only your feelings can pry me from these tendrils of dark and light

Love and hate

Sin and forgiveness

Knowledge and innocence -

I know this and accept,

I write this, feeling only as foolish as you want me to feel

Knowing that I will never have you…

It's almost bearable, for I know…

You already have me…

A/N- just a little bit of depressing snarry fluff, for the intelligent portion of the earth's population ;) (what! looks slightly guilty... Snarry shippers are superior in every way, i'll have you know...) Reviews are welcomed... Oh, and i am very sorry to those still waiting for me to update my other fanfiction... i still dont know if i am actually going to complete that or not, those of you who have yet to read it- please do so! Reviews help me feed my muse idea cookies...

'till next time- UnLuckyKitty XOXOXO

P.S.- Shall turn this into a FanFic? Yay XD...or Nay :(