This is a new fanfic of mine, im still working on my other one "A troubled teenager" which has been updated just before. I hope you enjoy my new fan fic, its set just after TOW the fertility test in series 9, hope you enjoy it.

Disclaimer: All characters featured in this story belong to Bright Kauffman Crane I don't own any, much to my disappointment :( lol.

"Monica?" Chandler said rushing through the crowded streets of Manhattan

"Where are you?" He called out her name but there was no reply

"Monica!" He yelled until his throat was red roar.

FLASHBACK

"Hey sweetie" Monica said as she walked through the door

"Doctor Connelly just called" Chandler said with a sullen expression

"With good news? Of course it is not good news, you just said Doctor Connelly just called." Monica said it in a deadpan voice " If it was good news you would have said, "Doctor Connelly just called!" She said in an excited tone before continuing "But so what is it? Is there a problem, uh? Is there a problem with me or with you?"

"Actually it's both of us." Chandler looked at Monica

"What?" Monica asked puzzled

"Apparently my sperm have low motility and you have an inhospitable environment." Chandler couldn't look her in the eye

"Oh... what does that mean?" Monica said her voice shaking

" It means that my guys won't get off their barcaloungers and you have a uterus that is prepared to kill the ones that do… It means..." Chandlers voice was starting to crack now.

"Chandler?" Monica asked

"It means that we can keep trying, but there's a good chance this may never happen for us." He replied seriously

"Oh my God!" Monica said crying. She headed towards the door

"Where are you going?" Chandler asked following her

"I can't deal with this right now, I need to think" She said before shutting the door behind her.

Chandler had been looking for Monica for hours. He couldn't even begin to imagine the state she would be in. All her life she had wanted kids and now she couldn't. Tears ran down his face as he called out for her

"Monica, Please!"

He sat down on the edge of the pavement and he closed his eyes, sobbing.

He awoke a while later, he must have fallen asleep on the curb, it was dark by now and the people had all gone home. The once bustling Manhattan streets were calmer and cooler. He picked himself up and looked at his watch "1:00am"

"Maybe she's at home" Chandler worried and made his way back to the apartment.

Turning the key in his apartment door, he prayed Monica would be in there

"Mon!" he called out, his voice echoed throughout the apartment

"Are you here?" He checked all the rooms, but she wasn't there. He slumped onto the couch and began to cry.

"Hey dude, what's with all the shouting?" A half-asleep Joey stumbled through the open door

"She's gone man" Chandler hugged his best friend

"Who's gone?" Joey was puzzled he'd only gotten up for a snack

"Monica, she's gone," Chandler sobbed

"What's happened?" Joey asked pulling out a chair and making Chandler sit on it.

"I got a call, from the fertility clinic" Chandler sobbed "They said me and Mon can't have kids" Chandler put his head in his hands

"Oh my god, man I am so sorry" Joey hugged Chandler "But why has Monica left, that's not like her at all"

"I know, but she's wanted kids all her life and I had to tell her she couldn't have them," Chandler wept.

"Dude, she's probably just thinking things over, I'm sure she'll be back in the morning" Joey tried to reassure him

"I hope your right, Joe, but what if she isn't… she might have left me for good" Chandler cried

"Why would she" Joey asked

"Coz I can't give her a child… I'm a lousy husband!" Chandler said standing up of his chair

"Your not a lousy husband! And it's not your fault you can't have kids! Monica would never see it like that" Joey said trying to calm chandler down

"How do you know?" Chandler said, "You don't know what could be going on in her head"

"Dude, think about it, you know your wife more than anyone… does that seem like something she would think?" Joey said putting his arm around his friend

"I don't know Joe, I really don't know" Chandlers face was stained with tears

Joey hugged him and sighed, he hated seeing his best friend like this

Suddenly the phone rang, Joey answered

"Okay, we'll be right there" Joey said his voice shocked

"What?" Chandler asked

"Monica's in hospital, she's OD'd, she might not last the night" Joey choked on his own words.

"No!" Chandler screamed running out of the apartment

"Chandler! Wait!" Joey followed after him.

okay so that was the end of the first chapter, please review and tell me what you thought of it.