Summary: He was given another chance. He must not waste it. But did it have to start in square one? Where it wasn't the same again? LA to HMA. Nacy.
Author's Note: I wanted to make Nick suffer and be heart broken. But I love him as a fan so does I love Macy. I enjoy Nacy so much on JONAS LA so I made fun of their love team. 'Ya know, two persons having 'Lovers Quarrel', if they were really couples. This was kinda hard to construct in my mind and it took me days to decide if I have to write it or not. And so, I made my decision, I haffta. So here it goes. Adios!
Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN ANYTHING! Not a single smidge. But I wish I do. Darn!
New life and Drowning
Don't say it's too late to try,
So Make It Right…
Chapter 1: Just 'Friends'
He felt sorry. He really is. He was wrong to do that. It was a wrong option. But what options are there?
None…
Everybody knew, even him that he knew himself so well (if that's what he think) that he's a genius. A genius on making solutions. But why can't he find a solution to this problem? A solution that can fix everything. Everything.
This is epic!
Is there something wrong with him?
He saw her watery eyes, asking why. Why did you do that?
Why did you hurt me like this?
All of those were questions that he, himself, can't answer. Why?
And now, she shed a tear. A tear that made him felt sorrier. More guilt.
If he just stayed away from that familiar blonde, this thing wouldn't happen. Everything is supposed to be perfect.
He held the petite brunette's hand but she took it away and shook her head.
She looked down and he heard silent sobs. Sobs of regret, hurt and pain.
He heaved a sigh. Why did this happen?
He cursed Penny on his mind even though it's an unmanly thing to do, but he had to.
If she just doesn't show up in the Ball, Macy wouldn't be like this at this point. They should be enjoying themselves laughing, hanging out and watching stars at this wonderful night.
But no, she had to put in an appearance and hug him before he could react and then let Macy saw it with her two eyes.
And then, he noticed her hand balled in fist. He hid his anxiety because she could throw a punch for hurting her feeling but instead she seized his right hand and set the charm that he gave weeks ago.
He thought that she'll take away her hand but she shifted it to his cheek. She looked into his eyes so did he looked into hers'. He saw those chocolate brown eyes that he admires to see. Those pair of eyes that he had been crazy about that he can't look away. And those eyes, those were one factor why he falls in love with the girl in front of him.
She sniffed a whiff of LA air and spoke as sweet as she could with her smile, "You are the most amazing guy for a girl to have, Nick," she paused and her face turned into a frown, "And I know that of all of those girls, I'm not one of them. Every girl needs a guy whom she could trust and love so did a guy who searches for a girl that he's been waiting for. But we, we are not those kind of couples that's been searching for each other because we're not meant to be, if you know what I mean? And come to think of it, I'm a fan girl and you're a rock star, see the big difference?"
Every word she spoke was taking him down, down, down.
In short, it was heart breaking.
He tried to protest but no word came out of his mouth leaving Macy to smile and continue.
"But hey, there's so many girls out there waiting Nick Lucas of JONAS to date them and it's easy because you're a rock star," she paused again and looked down at the floor, " while, I'll go back on mom's thrift shop, alone."
She quiet down and then again, Macy made him guilty, again. He closed his eyes when she looked up one more time. He knew she was hurt and she wanted him to see it. It just means that Macy Misa was mad at him because he hurt her and he knew her well enough to know whether she's mad or not.
But why can't he know himself that well?
From those past weeks, when she's mad, she'll just look to your eyes but she never articulate. And when you felt this, it was like a punishment.
The petite brunette shook the shoulder of the vocalist/guitarist/drummer/pianist of JONAS so that she'll get his attention.
"Nick. Nick… Nick!"
The youngest Lucas forced himself to look at her and he was bolted from the blue to see her smiling.
Why is she smiling?
"Hey. Come on, it's not that bad. I told you the summer is still young and maybe in this amazing place we could change our minds, right? But for now, lets… you know uhm… take some break?" she asked in serenity.
"For how long?" he finally asked. Is that all you got, Lucas? How long?
The star athlete of HMA took away her hands off his shoulder and started to walk on the cement of the pool, her arms crossed to her chest, uncaring the coldness of the sea breeze of the beach. He followed her trails with his hands on his pocket.
"I don't know," she shrugged, "maybe days, weeks, months? If that's what takes us, why not? There's plenty of time."
He just nodded to every statement simultaneously preventing to break by her 'Proposal: Cool Off' idea. And to say the truth, a week should be worst but for a month? Months! It's worser than worst. Come on!
She also nodded her head taking Nick's statement as a yes.
"Okay," she awkwardly said.
"Yup."
"Fine."
"Sure."
She breath out a small chuckle, "Okay," she repeated, "now it's awkward." She stopped on her track spun to him and giggled.
He can't help himself smile seeing a certain Misa smiling again. It was blissful, jovial, ecstatic, glad, cheerful and delighting seeing her laughing. And it was worth it…
No it's not…
He thought everything was turning perfect even if they were 'just friends' but nu- uh.
A week ago, since the conversation thing, she never spoke to him, never get near him, never look onto his eyes and worst never joined on their concerts. All she did was sit there and here looking onto space and if not, she's talking to Stella, Aunt Lisa (her new 'very close companion') or maybe his other brothers.
All of them knew they were on a 'cold fight' (based on Joe, who kept on teasing him if Macy's not around) even Big Man!
One of their rare conversations was saying 'good morning' on breakfast every morning at the table without looking at each other. Macy was putting much into this plot and it was turning him crazy!
He thought that they are friends after the tittle- tattle but it turned out to everyone that they were mortal enemies.
He ambled around to the pool's cement simultaneously whirling the silver charm on his finger as he thought of what happen in the past week. It was controversial. Stella had talked to him to what happen to Macy that night. She said that she pretended she was asleep when she heard Macy crying her heart out. She even told Nick to fix everything out before it's too late.
He really should fix this! If he could just turn back time! Then he would!
He was so engrossed to his thoughts that the charm fluttered to the air and plunged into the pool. He let out a groan for his dumbness (A/N: No, he isn't dumb. But he had too, my bad.) and without second thought, he lunged himself to the water, splattering dash of water to the mid air.
He dived under the water finding the charm even if it was blurry in the bottom of the pool.
He felt himself losing air so he decided to ascend to the water and half seconds later he dived down again.
But then, he felt something. Something painful, he sensed that it was his left foot. It was anesthetized! Later, he felt it. More pain, more and more and more…
Cramps!
He can't help the pain that he screamed underwater causing water to come in and outside his system. He fumbled under the pool water until he grabbed the opportunity to dive up. Dive! Up! Up! Up!
But then again he lost his balance and fall down; he knew he had been tripped by something. The charm!
He thought no hesitation to go down again even if it hurts just to save the charm and there he found it. He held it tight onto his palm but it's too late! The other leg had been cramped too.
He shouted for help but that would be stupid! Its one o'clock through midnight and no one's awake.
No!
He felt weak. And then all of the sudden he gave up, stupid Lucas, stand up! Be a man, will you!
No, he had no chance and if he's dying then that's it, it's over.
As he closed his eyes one person entered his mind, Macy. The girl he loved, loves or will always love. (A/N: Ugh! So mushy. Hate it, grrr!)
"I'm sorry Mace, I'm very sorry," he stated after drowning.
Don't say it's too late to try,
So Make It Right…
Well, that was a let down, Nick Lucas. Poor guy.
Hmn… that was fun and it was amazing because it's on the spot. I have to give myself a round of applause. Ha ha! So on the next chapter, you're mind would be blown away, I guess. But be nice people, I suck at some grammars so you get it. I just started a new stage in life so I kind of coping to this advantages, if you know what I mean (nah, you don't.). If you like this chapter, be vigorous enough to review this. Thank you for clicking the GREEN button. Amen
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