I've been wasted for days.
My vision is blurred, I don't know what day it is and I can't bring myself to pick my head up out of this puddle of blood oozing from my nose to look at the fucking clock
There's pains in my stomach.
Apparently you can't live off fucking cocaine for breakfast lunch and dinner. Your body needs food.
It was said in that bullshit school of mine that marijuana was just the beginning, "gate way drug" is what they called it. Said it led to stronger harsher shit.
Let's just say it wasn't dope that lead to this.
I think my nose has finally stopped bleeding,
I still can't lift my head.
It's too heavy-did you know the average human head weighs seven pounds?
I haven't bathed in over a week…I don't think my parents even know I came home to this shit hole, let alone I've been stealing their coke.
Godammit. Dammit.
I can't focus.