Have you ever realized something when it was far too late? Well story of my life. I just realized the most important thing of my life: love. I guess I never really thought about it till it was too late, now that I have this baby.

Do you even want to know my realization? I'm in love with my amazing, and when I say amazing I mean it, boyfriend and my best friend. Kinda weird huh? Well I'm not sure how this happened. Don't you ever wonder how that ever happens?

So here's how the story goes:

5 Months ago

I'm standing there shocked. This was the biggest shock in my life. Is this really happening I thought to myself. I can't believe this I thought. God, how's this happening to me? Charlie will MURDER me. I'm dead meat. Just think about how my mother would react to this also. But the most important reactant is Edward.

I call him up. He answers on the first ring. "Hello"

"Edward it's me" I say

"Yes I can see that. Is there something I can help you with?" he asks "I also need to talk to you can I come over today?"

Perfect. That's my chance. "Yes. I REALLY need to talk to you. It's very important."

"Okay I'll be over there soon" he replies and then we hang up. Now that is going to be my chance. I hope this goes well.

10 minutes later there is a knock on my door. I open it up and it is him. We walk in and sit down on the couch.

"So what did you need to tell me?" Edward asks

"No you go first."

"Well Bella I've been thinking...I'm no good for you. I can't be with you anymore. I'm ruining your life. I'm so sorry." Edward said thoughtfully

"Edward...I...Have...Nothingtosay." I said breathless. I can't believe he's leaving me. RIGHT now! This is the time I needed him most. I start cry. I cry harder than ever. I don't recall ever crying this hard in my entire life. I can't breathe. I feel like someone's knocked the wind out of me.

"I'm sorry but I have to go." Edward says and rushes out the door

"Edward no." I call after him but I know he's already gone. "Edward I'm...I'm pregnant." I'm not sure why I said that when he's not here and I know he didn't hear me. I knew that now that he was gone, he would be gone forever.

A/N okay soooooo I'm still new at this and I'd like to know how I'm doing. So please review if you think I should continue writing. :)