Sebastian Moran was never a 'good person'. What he lacked in empathy, morals and self pity, he certainly made up for the desire to prove himself, also, he hungers for the perfect kill, apparently, its not happened yet. However, one characteristic Sebastian Moran prided himself with, was to be able to forgive, this however was not one of those times. Sebastian will never forgive Sherlock Holmes. To him, Sherlock was the man who pushed his boyfriend over the edge, the man who caused his boyfriend so much anxiety, and eventually, the man who had killed his boyfriend, without even raising a finger.
This was all racing through Sebastian's mind as the flew, boyfriend in his arms, down the stairwell, there led to a hospital. Every step brought forward a mere handful of blood from his boyfriends head, which in turn, should have already lead to his boyfriends death. This seemed feasible, up until the third-from-the-bottom floor, the floor where is boyfriend started to breath, started to live. It was a miracle, a man who just recently shot a single bullet right in to his own skull had a pulse, but it was fading fast.
Within seconds of arriving at the bottom of what seemed an endless stairwell, a flurry of doctors and nurses were standing to meet him. They pulled Sebastian's boyfriend away from him, and placed him on the bed. Sebastian too was pulled in to another part of the hospital. Everything was in slow motion for Sebastian. He watched nurses speaking to him, but their lips were moving faster then the words were coming out, it seems hours for him to realize he was being injected with a foreign substance, that would subsequently, make him fall asleep.