And I'm back from my LONG fanfiction-writing break! So many ideas, so little writing talent. Anyway, I've been thinking about it for a while. You know, writing another sequel to 'Do you know....how much you mean to me?' It was on my mind for ages. Then today, I was re-reading the reviews for 'How to stop a bad wedding'. A few people wanted more. So, I'm writing more. I've recently jumped onto the bandwagon and fell in love with Liet x Bela. Wah T~T. Oh, before I forget....why did is Belarus the only character? Because I don't want to ruin the plot, silly! Anyway, in my typical fashion, here's the disclaimer! Aw, he hasn't been out in a while. Forgive him if he's a bit cranky. He loves you, really.

DISCLAIMER - I DO NOT OWN AXIS POWERS HETALIA OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS. Well, I do own any character I make up.

Chapter 1 - Why?

Natalia's POV

So, it's been five years. The end of the happy married life, then. E-excuse me? No, it wasn't my fault! It's not often I say this, but PLEASE understand! I didn't do anything! I was a good wife! Why would I want to break Feliciano's heart? Natalia Vargas....it means nothing to him, does it?! It means nothing that I basically broke Toris' heart when I was about to marry him? Maybe I should have stayed with Toris. No, I KNOW I should have. But Toris won't take me back. Have I tried? No. Will I try? No. Why should I? Exactly. I should just go back to what I did best - being nii-san's stalker.

So, what happened, exactly? Well, I should say what DIDN'T happen. Feliciano broke my heart. He broke it more than I thought possible. Yes, I'm okay with him flirting with girls. I know it's innocent. I'm okay with him being best friends with Ludwig. Put those two together and I won't be as happy. If he kisses a girl...well, depends where. On the hand is acceptable - that's just his way of greeting girls. On the cheek is just the European greeting. On the lips is when I get uncomfortable. Even less comfortable when the person he's kissing is his best friend. On more than one occasion. And kissing in more than a friendly way...

Flashback

I came home from shopping. You know, as usual. I never expected anything like this. Nothing this bad. Still, everyday, I cry about it. Does Feliciano know this? No. And he wouldn't care. He would have been too busy for me. Well, after 5 years, the spark starts to die. I knew this wouldn't be forever. But I hoped it would last longer than this. At least a little longer. I felt like I was just watching someone else's life. If I really were watching it, I would be laughing about it, with Feliciano crying about it and telling me not to laugh. No, this time, it's happening to me. Anyway, I ame home from shopping.
"Italy? Where are you? I'm home." I shouted. Wasn't he in? I mean, yeah, he was getting more and more distant. But, he would be there when I came home from shopping. I put the shopping in the kitchen and walked into the living room. No Feliciano. "Veneziano?" I called out more softly. "Feliciano Vargas, if you don't come here right now, you won't get any pasta for the next 2 days!" I was getting annoyed. Where was my pasta-loving husband? I had no clue. I walked into our bedroom. A piece of paper sat neatly on the pillow. I picked it up and read it. After reading it, I wished I never learned how to read.
'Belarus. I'm sorry. I've got to move on. And so do you. I love you, but this just isn't working. Italy.' no no no, this was a sick joke. B-by Ludwig, right? He was the only one who could copy Feliciano's handwriting. Well, him and Lovino. But Lovino wasn't sick enough to do that. I needed to talk to someone, anyone. I didn't care who. I knew that potato bastard had something to do with this. It would be too easy to kill him. But so much fun. I was sure a lot of people want Ludwig gone, right? But I didn't exactly want to spend years in prison or disappear. But he had it coming. No, I couldn't. When it came down to it, my old self was gone. I just try and fake who I was. I was weak and pathetic. Weak and pathetic Natalia. No one saw that coming, did they? Of course not! I never thought an Italian boy with a love for pasta could change who I was. I never thought he would make me weak and powerless. He did this on purpose, didn't he? Just to make me nice and sweet? Yes, I'm sure that's the case. I can't believe he would leave with no pre-warning. Everything of his was gone. Every last piece of clothing....dammit, why did it feel like my heart stopped? I need someone to talk to. Now. I rushed to the phone, and dialled the first number I could remember. I prayed he was home.

"Japan? Yeah, it's me, Belarus." I sniffed. "I need someone to talk to."
"Belarus-chan? What happened?" Kiku asked. He sounded a bit worried.
"I-Italy left me." I replied, trying to stop myself from crying.
"Hold on, I'll be right over." he said, then hung up. I still couldn't feel anything. My body was numb. Yet my emotions were all over the place. Only one word circled my mind. Only one word that could answer everything. Why?

Wow, That's it for Chapter 1. This won't be it, though. I'll try and update fast. Seriously though, with MSN, YGOAS, and Gaia, I won't be as fast as the other 2 prequels. Sorry T~T anyway, I'll see you for Chapter 2. ^.^