Okay, so I'm the biggest ANTI-FOY person in the world.
So, I finally saw the episode of Fabian and Joy kissing (Purposely didn't watch that episode because I figured it'd be best for EVERYONE if I didn't scream at the TV every foul word I could think to call Joy.)
So, this is what I wish Nick would have done and helped every single Fabina/Fina/FabianXNina fan and filled what they want in the world of HoA. But NO! They had to… And… UGH! So, here it goes for every Fabina fan and Foy haters. ~Minty

What Should Have Happened

NINA

(Sad at the begining, happy near the end- Just so you know)

I slipped out of the room, unable to believe what I just saw. My heart breaking with every step I took.

Fabian and Joy… Fabian and Joy… Fabian and Joy…

Pain filled the tears dripping down my face. Of course he'd love Joy. Joy is perky, happy, and –oh yeah- not trying to get him killed by pulling him deep into a mystery that I shouldn't haven't even been involved in.

Emptiness lurked just outside the door to the school as I pushed it open with an aching arm.

Fabian and Joy… Fabian and Joy… Fabian and Joy…

I yanked off my shoes, wanting something, anything to feel really against my dead skin. But, I felt nothing from the wet grass as I walked.

But no, old friends like Pain, Sorrow, Regret, and Lonely engulfed me with the claw-like hands and swarmed my body. I let them in, filling all the parts that were broken.

Pain slipped down my body, covering me in a thick layer of protection that I'd never let get broken again.

Sorrow took the place of the dead Happiness and filled my soul.

Regret slowly residing in my head, misting the memories I so desperately wanted to forget.

Lastly, it was Lonely who mended my heart using its cruel words to mend my heart back together. Never to be the same again.

All too soon I reached the house, my feet to numb with cold to care how the wood was rough against them. I climbed up the winding staircase, memories blurring across my vision as I walked.

Fabian constantly sneaking up these stairs to see me, when we walked up together to talk about Sibuna,his look when he saw me walk down them to prom, when he…

No! I screamed in my head as the tears hit the floor. Fabian loves Joy… Fabian loves Joy… Fabian loves JOY!

I walked into the dark bedroom, not bothering to turn on the lights. What's the point?

I can cry with the lights on and I can cry with the lights off. Might as well just keep them off so if people pass the figure I'm fast asleep then actually having to mend my heart from the pain I caused.

I sat on my bed, my back pressed against the wall and my knees against my chest. I buried my face in my arms and sobbed quietly.

Fabian, the guy who is my best friend, the guy who I wished I kissed weeks before, the guy I wish… I wished I had said something sooner…

FABIAN

As soon as those lips touched mine I knew they weren't Nina's. I pulled away, a look of disgust place firmly on my face.

"Joy?"

"Fabes," Joy sighed, eyes still closed. "I knew you felt the same-"

"I can't believe you just did that!" I exploded. "You… You ruined everything!"

"What?" Joy's eyes snapped open, and turned to a glare once she saw my face. "Oh you mean between you and that American? Please, Fabian, she's hardly your type."

"Actually Joy," I snarled. "You're not my type."

"That's not true," Joy whined, in a voice that closely resembled nails being dragged across a chalkboard. "We have loads of things in common."

Irritated, I demanded, "Name five."

"We both like playing the guitar, we both love Egyptian artifacts, we both like science, we both enjoy triple chocolate ice cream, and we both love chocolate cake." She smiled up at me, which made my skin crawl. "I could go on."

"First Joy," I sighed. "You aren't into anything about Egyptian artifacts at all, science is your least favorite subject, you told me that triple chocolate ice cream was the nastiest thing you ever had last time I had it, you love vanilla cake because you made sure that last week that Trudy made you a vanilla cake, and lastly, Joy you don't even know how to play the guitar!"

"Well, I know a few things about Egyptian artifacts, and so what if science isn't my favorite subject?" Joy demanded as I walked away. Desperately she followed, trying to convince me of something she wasn't. "And I changed my mind about the triple chocolate ice cream and the chocolate cake!" But I wasn't in the mood to deal with her now.

Did Nina see this? Did I hurt her?

"And you can teach me the guitar Fabian!" Joy cried.

"Joy," I turned towards her. "Stop, please just… Stop!"

Her bottom lip quivered. "But Fabian, I love you."

"But Joy," I sighed. "I don't love you."

Then, I left. Leaving the girl who can't take a hint in the middle of the dance and to go looking for the girl I truly wanted to kiss.

"Fabian!" Amber's voice rang with anger down the empty hallway. I turned just in time to have the blonde slap me with her pink painted hand.

Growling to cover every word I wanted to scream at the blonde, I looked at her.

"Yes Amber?" I said, trying the best I could to keep the anger out of my voice. But, from the look Alfie was giving me, I was doing a horrible job. "What would you like?"

A flash of fear crossed through Amber's eyes but quickly faded and was replaced with her own anger.

"How dare you kiss Joy in front of Nina?" Amber demanded. "She ran out the gym, crying because of what you did."

She's...

"Amber," I gripped the blonde's shoulders and looked her directly in the eyes. "Where did she go?"

"You think I'm going to tell you that?" Amber said, cocking her hip. "Why don't you ask your new girlfriend?"

"Amber, in case you didn't notice, Joy had on Nina's mask and kissed me. I didn't know till after her lips were on mine that it wasn't Nina."

"Yeah, yeah, I bet that's what all the cheaters say-" Amber's voice died in her throat when she saw the look in my eyes.

"Oh, gosh," She croaked, looking up at me with pity. "You're telling the truth aren't you?"

"Yes Amber," I sighed. "I need to go tell Nina what happened."

"She… She ran back to the house," Amber told me. "But hurry Fabian before she locks herself away from love for good."

I nodded before I took off running back to the house.

NINA

KNOCK. KNOCK

I stiffened. "Go… Go Away."

"Nina," When Fabian's voice hit my ears, I seemed to lose all sense of quiet. A sob bubbled in my throat, forcing its way between my lips. Then, I broke down.

I heard the door open and the light click on. He shut the door quietly behind him.

"Nina," He placed a hand on my shoulder, but I shirked away. He was not going to get through my shield of pain. I wouldn't let him.

"No," I whimpered. "Don't Fabian."

"Nina, at the dance-"

"Why aren't you there?" I snarled, wiping away the tears that continued to flow angrily away from my eyes. "Don't you and Joy have to have some special moment on the dance floor?"

"Nina, I never wanted that to-"

"To kiss her in front of me?" I hissed. "Yeah, I think you did."

"Nina, listen to me," He cupped my face with his hands. I wanted to pull away so badly, to go back and cry in the dark. But, instead, I had to stop a sigh escape my lips as the shield of Pain metaled away wherever he touched.

"What Fabian?" I looked into his chocolate eyes. We were so close. I could barely lean in and my lips would be on his…

NO! Fabian and Joy! Fabian and Joy…! Fabian and…

"Nina, she had your mask on," He told me. "I… I thought it was you. I didn't know till her lips were on mine that it was her. But, by that time it was too late."

I could see in his eyes that Sorrow had filled his as well. "Nina, I… I don't love Joy. I never have and never, ever will."

"Then who do you love?" I asked, leaning my head into his hands. Our eyes broke connection, but he continued.

"Nina, I love you." That when his lips were against mine. He kissed with me with all the passion of months of storing. I kissed him back with the same feeling- As though we'd never kiss again.

Deeper and deeper the kiss got, Pain left me as I pulled myself onto his lap and his arms wrapped around my waist snuggly. I ran my fingers through his hair never wanting my lips to leave his.

Sorrow was the next to leave; pure happiness and joy and love filling my soul instead. So much I felt like I could soar at any moment. Regret slipped out of my mind, and in its place Fabian. Fabian and I forever and ever surround only by love. For the whole time, Lonely was being replaced with pure love as Fabian kissed me.

We kissed for what seemed like seconds but in reality were a few precious minutes. All too soon, we slowed down, telling the other unsaid things that had no other ways to describe.

"I love you Nina," Fabian said against my lips, making me smile against his.

"I love you too, Fabian," I told him between kisses.

After a few more minutes of this, we stopped and just stayed in each other's arms. I lay my head on his chest as he placed his own on mine.

"I'm sorry you had to see that," He mumbled into my hair. "I never wanted to hurt you."

"I know," I said into his chest. "But, look at the bright side."

"And that is?"

"I can to this," I kissed him softly. "And know how much it means to you… To me... To us."

"And I can to this," He kissed me back. "And I know that you know that I love you."

I smiled softly, holding his hand in mine. I slid my finger down each of his as I sat calmly in his lap.

"Too bad though," He mumbled, thumbing the hem of my dress. "You looked amazing in this and you didn't even get to show it off."

"That's okay," I told him, intertwining my fingers with his. "I enjoy this more than dancing. And besides, I think Amber would have had a heart attack.

"Yeah," Fabian chuckled. "Guess the heart attack can wait till breakfast."

"Yeah," I smiled, kissing his cheek.

"Actually, how about we skip breakfast here and go to town tomorrow?" Fabian asked, intertwining his other hand with mine. "I still don't think you've seen all that England has to offer."

I smiled, "Can't wait."

So? Like? Love? Hate my guts? Want more? Had enough? Comment please! ~Minty :D