Can't Escape The Past.
By: _*-L-*_
Starring: You! ( For the Girls )
This is my first Bleach Fan-Fic...so please be easy on me yall LOL! It may start off a little slow but give me some time to warm up Otaii?
This story stars YOU, of course. You may not been the smartest person or always did the right thing in the past, but one thing you were good at was being his pet, Aizen's that is. You did whatever your master told you to do with Ichigo by your side. That was until you chose to take back your life and turn things around, but it seems like the past doesn't want to let you go. Drama and Sex...My favs.
Pairings:
You......and pretty much the whole cast, it's always good to share. Ahaha!
I know you're wondering how this story star you...well its really simple can just like this. Every time you see 'Y/N' Just insert your name there...there that's not so hard hehe!
Info n' Tibits
'Y/N' - Your Name
'Laffy Taffy' - Regular Talking
'Laffy Taffy' - Thinking or going into the past.
'Laffy Taffy' - Author's Note
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Bleach...BLAH...BLAH...BLAH!
Sorry for Spelling Errors lol
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Chapter 1: Past
Los Angeles, 3:23 A.M.
You we're walking down the long white hallways of your Master's mansion. You we're accompanied by your partner and secret lover with the bleach blond hair named Ichigo Kurosaki, who was walking in sync to the left of you. He always wore his trademark scowl around others except for you. At first glance he may seem like an asshole but once you get to know him, Ichigo was pretty kind and compassionate person. You had known Ichigo for eighteen years now and you two had been around each other since the both of you were in diapers. The two of you did everything together. You shared your first kiss with him; he became your first and only boyfriend, a lover and even joined this organization known as The Espada with you. The Espada is a well known mob of crooks across nation from its drug trafficking to its major heist of unique jewels and rare artifacts. There was another close friend of yours named Apache, who was on your right a couple steps behind the two of you. She is couple years younger than you and Ichigo, in matter of fact she just turned 16 not too long ago. She was a quiet and kind girl, who didn't say or do much besides tag along behind you. Every since she came to the Espada she was assigned to train under Halibel, your old teacher, alongside two other girls, Sun-Sun and Mila Rose, who always used to constantly pick on Apache; which you didn't appreciate at all. When Apache first saw you she became instantly attracted to you, like any other person would. You too, seemed fond of her in return and decided to take her under your wing, with the request from Halibel, of course. Though sometimes it would urk Ichigo seeing the younger girl around you all the time, because he claimed it interfered with the 'alone' time he wanted to share with you.
You looked over at your younger companion, who had a slightly nervous look on her face. "What's with that look, Apache?" You questioned her with a stern look on your face.
"Uh..no-nothing Y/n-Sensei, I'm just a bit nervous about going to the throne room to meet with our superiorsfor the fi-first time." she replied with a worried smile.
An annoyed look grew on your face. "Don't worry about it Apache, you'll be fine. What did I tell you before about these things?" You looked over your shoulder to see her face.
She caught your glance and looked to the floor. "Stand tall and ever show your emotions to others, because it is a sign of weakness Sensei." she answered you softly.
Ichigo looked at Apache and remained silent as he continued to walk.
"Correct, now do that and you'll be fine...and don't speak unless you're spoken too, got it?" You said nonchalantly.
"Yes, Sensei." She replied with a weak smile.
The three of you made it to the giant double doors leading to the Throne Room, where your Masters awaited your arrival. The giant bodyguard stood outside the door looked down upon the three of you. He was an ugly, bald fellow, who wore an unbraided rat tail in back of his head. His eye brows were dyed red while his wild facial hair and rat tail were a dark brown color, and he wore red markings to the side of his eyes. You looked up at the man impatiently, waiting for him to open the door. He stared back at you and grinned, loving how he pushed your buttons without even trying too.
"Will you open the damn door already, Yammy? You fucking idiot." Ichigo grew tired of him also, while Apache remained quiet.
The giant grunted at Ichigo's sharp remark, but followed through with his order. "As you wish, Kurosaki." He proceeded to open the door and you walked past before calling out to Yammy, sharply. "Thanks, dumbass." The others followed in your step.
"Bitch, wait 'til I get a hold of you one of these days." Yammy hissed under his breath and smirked.
You walked into the huge empty white room that only filled with four beautifully designed white and silver thrones, which were filled by your masters. Off to both sides of the thrones stood your fellow commanding officers that were in your class, who were second in command to the leaders. The room remained silent as the three of you entered and stood in front of your masters and you felt the eyes of some of your fellow classmen on you, including that of your old sensei, Halibel. You paid them no mind for you knew the some of them held bit of jealousy and envy towards you, for being the three lords favorite amongst the ranks. There were eight commanding officers in all, each pair in control of their own battalion of henchmen.
You stood before the three great men. You bowed and pulled down the mask that covered the bottom half of your face before addressing them, "My lords, 8th commanding officer, Y/n Urahara, reporting in from duty!" You said proudly and took a stance by spreading legs about a foot apart and held your hands behind your back.
"7th commanding officer, Ichigo Kurosaki, reporting in from duty." Ichigo said less eagerly than you, nonethelesswith a scowl on his face. He did the exact stance as you did and Apache stood nervously behind, not introducing herself, because she wasn't a ranking officer.
"Ah, welcome back, Y/n and Ichigo. I'm glad you two made it back from your job. It is also nice to see that you're well to, Apache. "One of the commanding officers with long white hair and weary eyes greeted Ichigo and you with a warm smile.
"Thank you, Lord Ukitake." You and Ichigo chimed at the same time. Apache bowed deeply as in thanks for at least acknowledging her, unlike the other two Lords did.
"So how was your pupil's first mission, Number 8?" Aizen called out to you by your rank number, as he rested his face into his palm.
You looked toward lord Aizen as he held a warm smile on his face, his glasses that he wore lightly covered by his brown textured hair were sending off a reflection.
"She did well, Master. You'll be happy to know she did not faultierduring the heist. I predict in the future she will be ranked as a commanding officer herself." you said flatly, with a narrowed look in your eyes.
"Oh, really? That's interesting to hear that coming from one as cold-hearted as yourself, Number 8." Aizen raised a brow at your small appraisement of Apache.
You frowned at him. "I do acknowledge those that need to be, Master."
Apache smiled as she stared at your back.
"Oh, well isn't that just rich. Number 8 just proved that she does have a heart through that cold demeanor of hers." Another lord said in his friendly yet mocking tone.
You looked at the man with deep fox-like eyes, who held a big mischievous grin on his face. He totally creeped you out, though you would never openingly admit that he was one of the few people that you were absolutely terrified of. The aura he gave off was sickingly dark and he reminded you of a fox, sneaky, cunning and never to be trusted.
You remanded silent for a second and then replied urking tone to the man. "Yes, Lord Gin. It appears I do have a heart. Even if it's too little to be seen."
"Enough with the meaningless chatter, the question is did any of you leave anybody alive such as security…anybody that could be a witness." Aizen asked in a more demanded tone.
Your body language changed at his question, not knowing how to answer.
".......no, Lord Aizen. We left no one alive, they're all dead." Ichigo lied to him with a straight face.
He didn't reply to Ichigo, just stared at him and then looked towards you with those all knowing deep brown eyes. "I didn't ask you, Kurosaki. I'm asking the one that was put in charge of this mission.
"Yes, sir. Kurosaki is telling the truth, I made sure no witnesses we're left." you said as firm as you could, but he knew that you were lying. In matter of fact nobody in the room believed you at this moment.
As everybody knew you and fellow member, Soi Fon, were trained under the best assassin that this organization had to offer, Halibel. Some of the lords even thought that you could surpass her if you tried hard enough. But deep inside you knew you never had the courage to actually take a life away. You believed it wasn't your right to do so, unlike Soi Fon, who could care less about the numerous lives she had taken. So when you engaged in combat you were only going in to defeat your opponent, never to take their life. Unlike Soi Fon who was known as an goddess of death, her perfecting the art of killing wasn't something you focused all your energy on. You decided to take another route and ended up being know as a Master of weapons. Being known for studying a within little or no time and using it to its full advantage with amazing ease. It was something all of the Espada were impressed by.
"Are you sure about that, my little 8?" Aizen questioned you softly with a smile.
You held your head down a bit. "Of course, why would I lie to you, master?"
Ukitake saw you break slowly under the pressure, and decided to help you out."Well, I suppose as long as you retrieved what was needed, then I guess we have nothing to worry about, Aizen, Gin. All that matters is that you completed the mission you were set out on." Ukitake smiled at you.
Ukitake was one of the few people that you truly trusted and enjoyed being around, besides Ichigo and Apache. But there were also some things you believed you couldn't tell your inner circle because the word would spread like wildfire throughout the place.
"Always coming to an underlings rescue, Ukitake. You care too much for them and not yourself." Gin said slyly with his trademark grin.
"If I don't take of my men and then who will, Gin?" Ukitake calmly answered as he let out a harsh cough.
Aizen grew tiresome of this mindless chatter amongst his men. He decided to call off this meeting and go on with more important matters.
"Now that that important matter is cleared, you commanders are all dismissed to leave to your courters if you like." He said with his mocking smile as his eyes drifted along the white room.
"Yes, my lord." All of the commanders said in unity and began leaving the throne room.
You looked at Ichigo and Apache and nodded your head towards them to make a quick exit out of the room first. You swiftfully made your way towards the exit gliding past your fellow commanders.
Almost there, almost there. I'm home free. You thought to yourself while staring at the huge white double doors.
Please don't call my name, please don't call my name.
"Number 8…" The smooth velvety voice called out to you. You stopped in a mid-step and cursed yourself thinking why nothing ever goes your way. Without turning around you replied politely, "Yes, Master Aizen."
"I would like to have a word with you about some private manners for a moment." He replied, his mocking smile never leaving his face.
"Yes, sir." You continue to stand there with your back facing him and waited for everyone to leave, you can talk in private.
"Well, well, Stark looks like the lord would like some private time with his pet." A sinister tone said jokingly as the person with long black hair and eye patch and wicked grin, bumped into you on purpose.
"Leave the kid alone, Nnoitra." Stark said lazily, as he patted your shoulder as he passed you by. "Good job on your mission by the way." He added quietly as he left out the doors.
"Tch, whatever." You said to yourself with an annoyed look on your face. "I'm not a child; I'm more mature than he'll ever be." You gritted your teeth at the overly lazy bum of a commander named Stark. Even though he was slothful, that sloth was also the best fighter The Lords had. You could barely keep up with him when the two of you were going toe to toe.
You turned around to meet the blank stare from coming from those eerie deep green eyes coming from Uluqiorra, the group's emotionless realist, who doesn't care for anybody or anything and believes if he can't see it or touch it, then it's not real.
The two of you just stared at each other; the both of you were having a silent conversation amongst yourselves. You broke away from his glance and step to the side and begun walking to you master. Making your way past your deadly, bitter counterpart, Soi Fon, who snuffed at you as passed by her. After her you passed by Ichigo and Apache who both gave you concerned looks but didn't say anything. Lastly, you should in front of a tall woman copper tone skin. She had a muscular toned stomach that would make any woman fill with envy. Her cold sea green eyes looked past her bright cockatoo yellow bangs. She pushed back her long free hanging waist length hair behind her and gave you a curt nod. You bowed to your former Sensei; a small smile formed at the corner of your mouth and swept bangs falling over your eyes.
Halibel was everything you dreamt of becoming. To you she was smart, beautiful and the most skillful woman you've ever met, second to your mother only, whom you had a rocky relationship with since forever. She placed a hand on your short boyish two toned cut hair, which was hot pink at the top and jet black at the bottom.
"Good job, you've made me proud."
Those were the only words that left Halibel's mouth before quietly leaving the room and shutting the door behind her. Soon you were bowing down on one knee in front of your leaders, your eyes diverted to the white marble floor.
"I suppose we will be taking our leave then. We must gather our things foe the meeting with Jin Cariya." Ukitake said between coughs as he rose up from his seat and Gin following behind.
"You two have fun. Try not taking long with our 8 for we shall be leaving soon." Gin chuckled, shutting the chamber door leaving the two of you alone.
"Please raise your head my dear Number 8." Aizen said gently as he placed his face in hand that was propped up on arm rest of his chair.
You raised your head slowly revealing your bright yellow eyes towards him. Aizen eyes playfully danced over your vibrant cocoa skin from your naturally beautiful face, down to your neck and finally small maturing breast. He leaned forward from his seat as his hand reached grabbed you by the material that masked the bottom of your face and pulled you in between his knees.
"Why would you do it?"
You seemed a bit confused at his statement, "Excuse me, Mast-"
"My little 8 please don't play dumb with me." He stroked your cheek and smiled. "You know very well what I am talking about. To sit here and lie to my face like I am some type of fool."
You looked down at the floor again feeling like an idiot for trying to fool a person like him, who is always three steps ahead of anyone.
"Please, forgive me, Master. What I had done was foolish." You said in a low tone.
He let out a small chuckle as his finger ran down your chest. "After all these years of being with me, it saddens me to know you would lie to your master, the one that knows you better than you know yourself."
You remained silent with a guilt ridden look across your face and it turned him on so much to see such a strong person in such a vulnerable state. He pulled you towards him again with his face an inch from yours and he kissed your soft lips with such force and hunger.
"All is forgiven, Number 8. I will let this slide without punishment due to my departure soon, but I believe you know a way to making it up to me before I go." He grinned.
A low sigh left your mouth as you gritted your teeth knowing exactly what the devious man wanted from you. "Yes, Master." You stood up in front of him and begin to unfastening your holster the held your weapon of choice behind your lower back and let it fell to the ground sending the sound echoing across the room. Then reached behind your neck and unclasp the clips of your tight black not to mention skimpy halter dress that stopped mid-thigh. You slowly pulled it down teasingly in front of Aizen and let it fall to the floor, one foot stepping out of it at a time before kicking it away. You stood there with nothing on but some black lacey panties.
He stared at your fragile, lithe body that had some slight curves it. Just looking at your dark nipples that hardened by the cool air of the room made his dick twitch for you. You bent down between his knees again and your hands ran up his thighs towards the zipper of his slacks. After unzipping it you pulled out his thick, rock hard member with your hands.
"Suck it." He demanded in lustful tone.
His cock pulsed slightly in your hands as you moved your lips towards it. Your warm tongue teased his head as it dipped into his slit tasting the precum dipping from it.
"Stop teasing me." Aizen growled as he grabbed your hair to study your head as he pushed it down on his member causing you to choke as it hit the back of your throat. You saliva run down his shaft as you gasp for air around his cock. After a moment you slowly gained back your composer and started to slowly bob your head, sliding his hard dick in and out of your warm mouth at a steady pace.
Aizen closed his eyes and leaned his head back as he fought to keep from moaning out loud, hand still tangled in your hair. "That's a good girl, keep on sucking." He said softly.
You tried your best to fit most of him in your mouth while your hand massaged the rest of his shaft. Moments later the pace quickened as you started to feel his thighs tense up and he started guide your head up and down his shaft by your hair.
"Y/n…" he purred out your name in a low urgent tone.
He's about to cum. You thought as pulled his hand out of your hair so you can focus more on getting him off. You were in control of him at this moment and you knew it, though Aizen would never admit it. You mouth focused all of its attention on his tip as you sucked it hard as your tongue played with his slit again. His balls tightened in your hand and his breathing was sharp.
This is it…
Within moments Aizen released his load into your mouth, pushing you down into him as he did. His salty seed danced on your tongue, your stomach churned at its taste. You wanted to spit it up but you knew he wouldn't let you. Your warm mouth continued to milk his softening dick for every last drop of cum.
Aizen rested his head against the chair with his eyes closed and brow glistened with drops of sweat. "Swallow it all like a good little girl." He said as he pulled himself out of your mouth and petted your head.
He watched as you let his warm seed disappear inside of your mouth and he smiled. "Your job here is done…you may leave Number 8."
Aizen stood up and tucked himself back into his pants and zipped himself up without even sparing you a second glance and begin to leave the throne room.
"Bastard…" you said to yourself in the now empty room. You wiped off the excess cum from the sides of your mouth. "I hate him so much."
So much anger was built up in you for this man and his organization. You noticed you were nothing but his play thing only to be used when needed these past years since you been here. The thought of being with these people another day was maddening. What you were doing was wrong and you knew it. Not just the life of crime that you did but not being faithful to Ichigo as well. This ate away at your heart giving your body to another man and Ichigo was there and knew nothing of it. You shook your head trying to rid your mind of all this guilt. It was time for you to leave and break free from these chains before you fall any deeper into this world of destruction and start anew. You brought your knees up to your chest and started cry silently. Lately these thoughts have been racing through your head on the regular and you knew it was telling you something and you had to follow it.
"I have to get out of this godforsaken place." You went to your room to wash up before your departure.
You looked out of your 3rd story window of the estate, still wrapped in your towel from your hot shower and noticed there were about seven SUVs parked out in front on the mansion. You noticed the heads of the organization get into the passenger side of the truck. Aizen was the last to get into his truck. But before getting in he turned around looked up and his eyes met yours and he smiled before giving off a curt wave. You turned away as he got into the truck and it was closed by a guard. The trucks soon all pulled off.
The towel that covered your naked fell to the ground as you put on a black tank top and a pair of black jeans.
"So you're really leaving this time?" a stern voice from across the room.
You turned around to see Ichigo leaning against your door frame with a displeasing look across his face. "I thought you were only bluffing when you said that." He added.
"No, I wasn't." you looked at him before you continued put on your boots and fasten your holster around your small waist. "If you were smart enough you'll leave too with me."
Ichigo rolled his eyes and stepped into the room closing the door behind him. "And leave to go back to what, my psychotic family?"
You rolled your eyes, "I dunno Ichigo but don't go calling your family names. They seem a whole lot better than mines that are never at home to even raise me. They would be happy to see you at home more; you know they are worried about you."
Ichigo sneered. "My family hasn't been the same since my mother died. I have a nutcase doctor for a father, an older brother that refuses to knowledge me because of the things I do in my free time and two little sisters that are whiny brats nagging me all the time. Sounding like an only child sounds a hella lot better than that."
"Well it isn't having both of your parents work for the police force doesn't really give them a lot of time to spending raising their children. You should know…Kaien is a police officer too."
"Don't say his name around me." Ichigo grunted at his older brother's name. "That bastard always thinking he's better than someone."
"Sorry…" you frowned at forgetting that Ichigo and his older brother had always had a rough past together with Kaien knowing he ran with Aizen's group…but never had the heart to turn his brother in for fear of future. "I still think it's best if you come with me, Ichigo. Leave this place and forget about all the wrong we did in our past."
Ichigo walked over to you and looked down into your eyes. "Sorry, but there is nothing out there for me but you are more than welcome to leave this place behind…and me." He struggled getting the last part out.
"Ichigo…" You caught him off guard by embracing him. "I love you…and I always will. But..but I can't let you deprive me of my freedom from this tainted world we have become a part of."
His eyes grew low as he heard those words escape from your mouth and he didn't embrace you back. "Fine…I see how it is. I am not important enough for you to stay though you claim you love me." His words filled with anger and betrayal.
"Ichigo that's not what I me-" He cut you off and pulled himself away from you.
"No, I know exactly what you mean." He yelled at you with a disgusted look upon his face. "Go on and get out of here and live your sorry life alone because I could care less." He lied.
His words cut at your heart deeply as you couldn't control your emotions…you refused to let anyone see you cry or let them know they hurt you. You narrowed your eyes at him for being so stubborn and zipped up your jacket.
"Fine, I will go. But refuse to believe you don't care for me, Ichigo Kurosaki and you finding it hard to believe it yourself. For once in your life quitting being a stubborn fool and let people know how you really feel about them." Making your way towards the door of your room and place your hand on the knob. You heard a thump come from the other side.
"I just did." He replied sharply and looked at you. "If you going to leave you better hurry. Don't want nobody to rat you out." He said stating he heard the sound from outside too.
You open the door to peak out into the empty white hallways to make sure the coast was clear. You looked over your shoulders at Ichigo. "You know where to find me when and if you actually start thinking for yourself and not Aizen."
"Speak for yourself, Number 8 or should I say Aizen's little whore." He hissed and turned around to look out the window.
He knew all along…
"I deserve that." You lowered your head and your bangs hide your bright sorrow filled eyes. "Take care, Ichigo...and I am sorry for causing you so much pain." You left the room not waiting for a response.
Ichigo looked at the corner of his eyes to see if you had really left. You did. "Good-bye…Y/n."
You crept down the flights of stairs in the mansion for fear that if you taken the elevator someone would bound to notice you. Soon you reached the backyard of the estate that lead out into the forest behind it. It had no gates to keep anything from coming in or going out. You sighed in relief due to no one noticing you were gone and you began to make your way off the property until you heard a snap of a twig coming from behind.
In an instant you turned and grabbed the mysterious person by their shirt and pulled out a long and thick wavy shaped metal weapon with a sharp tip at the end ready to knock someone out.
A female voice cried out, "No, wait don't hurt me, Y/n. It's me, Apache." Holding her hands up for protection.
Your eyes grew wide as you pulled her gently into the light revealing her face. "Apache…!! Sorry about that. What are you doing out here it's almost dawn?" You frowned as you put your weapon away.
You looked you in your eyes. "I can ask you the same thing sensei. Why are you leaving us?"
She caught you off guard with her questioning. "So it was you eavesdropping outside my door." You said quietly with a cocky smile. "Always the curious one."
Apache blushed with embarrassment and bowed to you. "Please forgive me. Sensei…I didn't mean too. It's just when I heard Ichigo yelling as I was passing by it made me stop to listen a bit."
You placed your hands on her shoulders and pulled her up to face you. "Please, don't bow to me. You don't have to do that…not anymore anyways."
"Sorry…" Apache apologized again with tears forming in her eyes. "I want to go with you. Take me with you. Please!"
"Apache…" you said softly looking at the younger girl filled with sorrow.
"Please Sen-Y/n, take me with you. I can't survive in this place knowing you're not here somewhere...you are very precious to me. You're the only one that has ever truly cared for me here." She confessed, blushing madly.
You felt your heart grow weak towards the younger girl and smiled sadly. "Silly girl." You pulled her into a warm embrace and her eyes grew big. "What have a told you about keeping those emotions in check." You held the smaller girl in your arms. "I am sorry….but I can't take you with me."
As if on cue tears started pouring down Apache's face as she held onto you tighter. "Why….why are you doing this to me?"
"Apache…you can't come with me right now. If I get caught I will be branded as a traitor by the lords and punished severely. I can't bear seeing you go through that if we got caught together. You are precious to me too, y'know?"
Apache remained silent. She understood you were only trying to protect from harm's way. You pulled away from her embrace and placed your hand on top of her head and went down to her eye level. "I promise I will come back for you though, okay?"
"Really…?" she said through her sobs.
You wiped her falling tears from her cheek and flashed a semi-smile. Something she had never seen before nor has anyone else here. "I promise." You unfastened holsters and wrapped it around her small waist instead.
The young girl blashed madly at your closeness, your face only inches away from her's. She could feel your cool breathe brush up against her warming cheek. "Here, I want you to hold onto these until I come back for me." you said as you backed away from her.
Your apprentice gave you a puzzled look and removed one of the pair of twin weapons hanging from her waist, silently. She gripped the small steel dips located at the of the weapon that were used for leverage. The steel was cold to the touch refected its self in the moonlight. Slowly she used her fingers expand the thick weapon, the steel clashing against each other and the weapon was suddenly flat now. "Your twin blade fans...I..I can't take these. It's your favorite weapon." Apache looked down to the ground.
You smirked halfheartedly at the young girl. "Yes, you can. They're mines to give to whomever I like and well I choose you. You can use them to remember me by until we meet again. Besides it's not like I will be able to use them where I am going, so they're best in your care." You kissed her cheek and begin to slowly retreat to the dark forest.
With her face as red and hot as ever, Apache held the cheek you're soft lips just touched. "Y/n…" She watched you walk away, out of her life.
"Besides it's not like anybody is gonna miss me here anyways." You said over your shoulder and disappeared into the night.
Apache frowned and said softly, "That's not true." She held her head down wiping her tears away with the back of her hand. "I would…so very much."
She felt a hand touch her shoulder and she jumped in a small fright and looked to see it was Ichigo staring ahead towards the forest. "Me too."
Well ummm…how do you like the story so far? I know it's a kinda slow start but if yall give it a chance it will get better…..hopefully. LOL! =)
Sorry for the grammer and spelling. I don't be looking at what I am typing on the screen. LOL!