Gomene, but I'm not Yun Kouga or related to Yun at all….
Well….hope this one's better, well, I tried drinking coffee…cat ears twitch
Beloved Mysteries
All through this forest of bitterness and pain,
How did we find each other?
In this maze of betrayal and anger,
How did I first sense you?
Throughout this snowstorm of sadness and despair,
How did we feel each others' warmth?
With so much chaos and blood spilt,
How did I see your eyes apart from the rest?
After the endless bouts of anguish, misery, and loneliness,
How do I know this is not a trick of light?
Can you see the darkness of my heart?
The ugly scars left by what was my past?
The confusion of my own self?
The spirit that is still searching for a reason to live?
The soul who never trusted anyone?
The bitterness that was always hidden by a smile?
The hatred concealed by friendship and laughter?
The hatred for everything, everyone, even myself?
Can you see it?...
…and still stay the same?
Your blue eyes I can never figure out,
Underneath your warm smile the conflict I can't sense
Your light hair that seemed to flow forever,
Flowing unto my hand
Behind your words,
There is always an unknown emotion
Your caresses have a deep meaning,
But I don't know of what
Though you can easily have people around you,
Only I can see your true self, but is it true enough?
Even when you talk freely and live your life at ease,
Your purest emotions and memories,
Are more mysterious to me than the future
Why do you…
Hold only me when you are sad?
Why do you…
Smile at me when you are hiding something?
Why do you…
Pull away from when you hate your own self?
Why do you…
Kiss me as if you say what your heart means?
Why do you…
Run to me when life has taken its toll on you?
Why do you…
Tell me your secrets and not anyone else?
Why do you…
Look at me with searchful eyes?
Why do you…
Even stay with me despite who I am?
Why?
What did you do?
What did you do to make me blush,
When you say my name and the sweet words it follows?
What did you do to make me…
Think of you when I'm lonely?
What did you do to make me…
Look forward to even the littlest moment with you?
What did you do to make me…
Lose my words when you smile?
What did you do to make me…
Wonder so many times if you thought of me?
What did you do to make me….have no resistance at all when you kiss me?
What did you do to make me…
Warm inside when you hug me?
What did you do?
They say you are strange and better left alone,
But I find myself going to you involuntarily
They say you are mysterious and secretive,
But I know that besides that, you can still open your heart
They say you are someone who might lead me to ruin…
But I can see that the path ahead is delightful
They say you are a soul who feels no real emotion,
But I sense you have, I just don't know what
The say your past is filled with improperness,
But I know you are a very wonderful person throughout
They say that you never will think of me differently from them,
But I just have this feeling that they're wrong
You say you don't deserve meeting someone like me,
But…well, you do.