Title: What No One See's

Rated: Mature

By: waterrain

Disclamier: I do not own Harry Potter

Summary: Lily Evans was the one who was made fun of by her peers at hogwarts even by her own house and she wore baggy clothing. What hardly anyone saw was a strong, cursing, hexing, strong willed, talented young lady named Lily.

Warning: Cussing and so on. Au for the events of 5th year and Snape doesn't like Lily.

Malfoy is in 7th year and Headboy

Snape is in 5th year and perfect

Lily is in 5th year and perfect

Remus is in 5th year and perfect

Sirius and James is in 5th year and trouble makers

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Prolog: The Train Ride

Lily Evans 5th year perfect sighs sadly as she glazes out the window of the Hogwarts express. Potter decided to walk in and just to call Lily ugly and fat again. Of course Potter left soon after saying that and Snape of course called her mudblood. To be honest Lily didn't care and just two more years and it will be all over. When Lily thought about it her own sister called her fat, but then again her sister is sickly skinny plus calls her a freak. Lily could remember before Hogwarts her sister was nice and not mean, but after the letter arrived.

Lily thought to herself 'Oh great it is that damn Malfoy.'

Malfoy sneered at Lily and said "Oh it is the ugly mudblood."

Lily sneered "Shut up blondie better get lost before I hex you so bad that your own family will not know you...bitch."

Malfoy snapped "Dumbass mudblood I'm not a bitch."

Lily smirked and said smoothly "Oh that wasn't what Snape told me because he said you moaned like one in bed with him moaning out more."

Malfoy flipped Lily off and slammed the door planning to hex Snape to death. Lily rolled her eyes and takes out her 5th year spell book to read so that she can cast some spells. After twenty minutes a bruised and beaten Snape stormed in looking pissed. Lily decided to be nice and healed Snape's wound. Well Snape was still pissed and hateful.

Lily stated flatly her eyes looking bored "Get lost Snap before I scream that you want to screw Malfoy long time."

Snape glared at her hate shinning in his eyes and sneered "Your such a lying bitch."

Lily repiled flatly "And I care why g-string."

Snape was about to respond, but then Potter walked in. Lily decided to slip out and then used a strong locking spell. Then she went to the perfect area of the train and made it there on time. Malfoy was the head boy and Snape was late. Malfoy was giving a long speech and Lily was bored. When Malfoy was finally finished with the speech Lily decided to say something.

Lily said with a light smile "Remember he jacks off to being hexed by you blondie."

Malfoy was pale as a ghost, Snape was gasping for air and Snape was glaring at Lily (Malfoy left the room and was confused).

Lily said tauntly with a smirk "What pissed that your boyfriend is no longer choking you."

Snape shouted to Lily "Malfoy is not my damn boyfriend!"

Malfoy returned (Looking like his normal self) and stated to everyone in the area "I do not care I like hurting people that piss me off. Well Evans you have pissed me---"

Lily did some quick thinking and yelled (Very) Loudly "Snape! Malfoy is not yours and Potter's bitch!"

Lily left to go wander around (Away from Malfoy and Snape) and soon the train stops. Time for all of the students to leave the train and see Hogwart's amazing castle (The first years gap in awe). To everyone (Expect Snape and Malfoy) they seem to think Lily is quiet, meek, and weak. How wrong the people at Hogwarts were that it is not funny. Of course Lily's peers picked on her for no reason and she found no reason to even respond back to the morons.

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Chapter One

Some Things Never Change

Lily Evans View:

I glanced around the great hall or as I call it the eating area. Same old thing first years sorted into the houses, pissing off Malfoy and Snape. Still being called ugly by my moronic peers and still smarter than Potter. It is annoying to be called ugly and fat every single day. Snape is once again glaring at me with a look that said I-Fucking-Hate-You. Potter and Black are whispering something most likely a new prank.

Malfoy was looking at himself in a mirror like a vain git since he is one after all. Yep one vain son of a bitch, but better than him screaming like a mad person it hurts my ear. I had a brillant idea as to what to do in order to keep myself from dying of boredom. I cast a slient spell that made Malfoy on his lower back area have a green and black butterfly (A Tattoo). Now Malfoy has a tramp stamp and boy will he freak out plus wanting to kill somebody close by because that Tattoo can not be removed at all. Well no one saw me do that and I can not be blamed (Malfoy of course would blame me, but hey who would believe him anyway?). Of course Malfoy being vain wanted to check out his lower back, he was ticked then tried to remove it, but it didn't work at all. Malfoy knew it was me, but decided to blame Potter in public, but away from public eye..

Hmm if Malfoy kills me no one would cry, I do not have any true friends and some people talk to me out of pity, but it doesn't matter. Damn here comes Malfoy right after I ate dinner and when I just left the eating area. I call Malfoy by his last name or by a name that I made up or twisting his first name. Yep no one in this area at all and no one to watch while eating candy.

I asked in an spacey voice while I had my middle finger raised up proudly "Lucy what do you want?"

Malfoy of course sneered and returned the gesture "My name is not Lucy. You Ugly and Fat daughter of a dumb bitch."

I raised an eyebrow and asked "How do you know my mom is bitchy? Well your loose and so are your family members plus your whole family are inbred. Maybe that's why you guys are wacked in the mind."

Malfoy repiled simply with "Your sister is a whore."

I smirked and said "Yes she is one, but even she won't screw you since your a super mega ultra whore."

Malfoy snapped "Shut the fuck up Evans."

I repiled with a faint smile "Yes some people like you get screwed while you stand up. I bet if you had a son he would whine and bitch about everything."

Malfoy stated calmly trying to act mature, but it is not working "Well if you had a son he would beg to be my son's friend."

I repiled flatly with a bored look on my face while picking at my finger nail "My son wouldn't beg to be your son's friend, but I bet your son would beg to be my son's whore."

Now how the hell did Malfoy and I get started on the whole 'If I had a son' thing...

Malfoy glared at me and snapped "Well my son would not do that."

I smirked and said "Oh he would learn from his daddy not to beg to be an Evans whore."

Malfoy was pissed, but it was funny to see him try to be calm. The hat once told me to decide between Slytherin or Gryffindor. The thing is I met Malfoy and enough said.

Malfoy calmly said to me "15 Points from Gryffindor for disrespect to head boy."

I just had to say something to get the last word in and I said "Oh yeah your a dick boy and I bet it is tiny like your brain."

Malfoy started to shout, but too bad for him I was gone. No need to hear him scream bloody murder at me. I said the password to the lady in the picture and I skipped out on perfect duty which is why it is a good thing that Lupin is the boy perfect. I find the first years annoying, but others find them to be cute. I decided to sit down on a chair near the fire and I read a potions book. Then after a while Potter and Black just had to show up and ruin my reading.

Potter laughed like a loony person and said to me with a cruel smile "You are so dull and boring plus ugly."

I hate Potter The Asshole Who Bugs Me Daily. Then Black just had to try and toss my book into the fire, but failed due to the fact that I kick his legs out from under him causing him to land on his ass. Yeah Black didn't look too happy neither did Potter.

I rolled my eyes and said flatly "I sweep you off your feet..Damn."

Potter goes through girls like someone who changes their underwear every other day. I hate people that uses people for their own pleasure. I know Lupin is a werewolf I'm not a dumb witch after all. Of course they do not know that I know that. Hm Lupin is the best out of them and Peter is a pansy...I'm getting off topic now and I better say something before the two wizards hex me.

I looked into Potters eyes and said to him "You are a whore and you can't keep a girl at all. Is it because your in denial of being gay plus lusting for Malfoy The Loose."

Wow everyone is quiet because I finally decided to back talk. To be honest it was just Black and Potter due to the fact that everyone else is fast asleep. I was already at the top step when I added in a fake sad voice "Sorry McPot, but even Blondie Malfoy wouldn't even fuck you in fear of aids."

I heard Potter yell at in fury and I smirked to myself. This year the public eye shall know the true Lily Evans and my room mates shall bitch at me for ticking their beloved Potter off. What an unpleasnt thought after all my room mates are very loud with a high pitch voice expect Alice, but then again who cares. I rolled my eyes and cast a spell on my bed from unfriendly people who will wish to murder me in my sleep...The list of people who want to hex me is as follows Malfoy, Snape, Potter and Black all boys.

I decided to take out my journal to write down the events of today.

Dear Whoever let it be my future child, but not the bitches AKA Loosy Malfoy, McPothead, G-String Snape and Blackie.

5th Year at Hogwarts Day One

Now onto more important matters of the events that have happened a little recap of my lovely flowerly life. Hmm my peers call me fat and ugly for no reason they might be bored or have no life at all. My sister is a bitch and a twig. I hope her child is big and her husband ugly as a pig. Not very nice? Oh well the truth hurts and it burns like acid at times. I'm a 5th year perfect and yet no one respects me, but no matter. Malfoy is the head boy or as I call him Dick Boy. I really hate James Potter I must come up with a twisted name for his first name. I sliently cast a green and black butterfly tramp stamp on Malfoy. The public doesn't know me expect as a so called meek person.

Lucy Malfoy (Real name Lucius) tried to insult me, but I insuled him worse and it was out of public eye. Heh I told him his son would beg to be my sons whore, that he would be whiney and bitchy. G-String Snape was all pissy just because I lied about him wanting Malfoy and told it to Malfoy. I called Mc Pothead gay and lusting for Blondie Malfoy. Yes I can be mean when I want to be and now I'm letting Potter and Black see that.

No one see's the real me,

Expect my foes.

Why is that you wonder?

The reason is so easy,

It's because I put on an act,

But out of public eye I act like myself.

I let myself be like this,

I let myself be cast away,

I do not let my foes get away.

No one see's how strong I'm,

But who cares anyway?

By Lily Evans

P.S It sounds more classy this way and heh I made an okay poem. Now I shall sleep now and Good Night.

I yawned and cast a spell on my journal. My journal flipped back to first year and I smiled faintly then decided to reread it.

Dear Nobody,

First Year At Hogwarts Day One

I was almost sorted in Slytherin with that jerk Malfoy that is a third year Slytherin and Snape that turned out to be sorted into Slytherin. I promised the sorting hat that I would burn it beyond any magical repair if it sorted me into Slytherin. My peers are dumb and total dough heads. I have decided to read a lot of books about hex's and so on so that I can cast them upon those snakes. My sister hates me just because I'm a witch...That makes no sense at all, but no matter. Malfoy tripped me on the train ride and I pulled him down with me. Hate at first sight and then Snape showed up all wide eyed. Snape was wise enough to keep his mouth shut then I said "Blondie, McGreasy over there is staring at was totally speechless at your uglyness.". Yep and Snape hates me as I do him. Man I'm talented at making people upset. There was this one time at school I called my teacher fat (She was four months along) and she hates me, but can not fail me since I'm a brillant student. I'm amazed that no one has tried to punch me yet. Today a boy called me fat (He can not see anything since my clothes are baggy) and I didn't pay him any mind. Since then I have been called that every day.

My Sister is a Liar,

My Peers are Liars.

Everyone is a Liar,

I tell the best lies.

Later I'm going to sleep and this was By Lily Evans..It sounds classy.

I fell asleep and I was out like a light switch.

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