Walking. Waiting. Alone without a care. Hoping, and hating. And things that I can't bear. Did you think it's cool to walk right up, to take my life and fuck it up? Well did you?
Ada Wong had once been all about looking out for one person, and one person only. Herself. She did nothing unless she saw something in it for her. She knew it was despicable, and sometimes she hated it, ad herself, but that never stopped her. She had been a true mercenary. Until he'd come along, and flipped everything around. "He" was Leon Kennedy. The man who'd ruined her life... and saved it, all at once.
I see hell in your eyes. Taken in by surprise. And touching you makes me feel alive. Touching you makes me die inside.
She hadn't expected to fall for him, but something in the way he looked at her, with those clear blue eyes of his, had her hooked from the moment she met him. She had tried to run from it, fearing the emotions that were both tormenting her, and making her feel happier than she had in a long time. In the end, she had succeeded in her attempts to escape it, but at a great cost.
Walking. Waiting. Alone without a care. Hoping, and hating. And things that I can't bear. Did you think it's cool to walk right up, to take my life and fuck it up? Well did you? I hate you! I see hell in your eyes. Taken in by surprise. Touching you makes me feel alive. Touching you makes me die inside.
They say history repeats its self. In Ada's case, it did. She was back to her normal mercenary self , when she met Leon again, in Spain. Then all the emotions she'd thought were gone came back. And she hated him for that. Hated him for being able tor turn her life topsy-turvy without even knowing he did. Even then, she still loved him. But, she played it cool, hid the torment she felt, and went on with her mission.
I've slept so long without you. It's tearing me apart to. How'd I get this far, playing games with this old heart? I've killed a million petty souls, but I couldn't kill you. I've slept so long without you!
She was beginning to realize what she'd been missing all these years, by following her brain, and telling her heart to shut up. Then she got the order from Wesker to kill Leon. She had many opprotunities, but she couldn't bring herself to do it. All the people she'd killed, and she couldn't kill one man. She wanted to, a few times, but she was never able to do it. Her heart was finally winning the battle against her stubborn mind.
I see hell in your eyes. Taken in by surprise. Touching you makes me feel alive. Touching you makes me die inside.
As she watched the island fade away, Ada wondered what it'd be like. To spend one day with Leon. Just one day. Maybe then, the torture would stop. She doubted it. But still. Just one day, as a normal person, with Leon, savoring his touch, that both excited her, and caused her more pain than he would ever know.
Perhaps she'd never know. Perhaps she'd find out one day...
Only time would tell.
Song: Slept So Long- Orgy.