Do you really love me?

Summary: Syaoran is in love with Maio. Sakura has a heart enlargement… and has a life limit… and the only way for her to survive is for her to have a heart transplant… but the problem is that no one would be the donor…

Ruri: I don't want to be a SPOILER so I won't say much of the summary… because that gives off the 'thrill'. Anyway… enjoy my fic…. I don't own card captor sakura and even the characters because they are not mine and not even my name….

Chapter 1: That girl.

Sakura was walking down the hallway slowly when she suddenly had the difficulty in breathing…

'It's almost Christmas time… and it's almost time for me too…' she clutched her chest as she breathed in and out slowly.

As she breathed she was seen by a certain amber eyed boy and a hazel eyed girl. They were holding hands together. It was no other than Syaoran Li and Maio Tioshi. Maio stopped for a minute and looked at me.

"Kinomoto-san, are you alright? You look a little… weird in these days…" she asked her worriedly.

"Yes Tioshi-san. But thank you any way for worrying about me…" sakura said as she stood up forgetting about her pain.

"Are you really sure?" she asked her again. Sakura just simply nodded.

"C'mon Maio. Let's go…" Syaoran said as he took her hand and pulled her.

"Well then, goodbye Kinomoto-san. Be careful…" Maio said as she walked together with Sayoran.

When they were out of sight, Sakura dropped to her knees and breathed harder. She took out her cell and dialed Tomoyo…

"Hello Tomoyo daidouji speaking." Said on the other line.

"Tomoyo…. Can't… breathe… inhaler… in bag… hurry… hallways… near classroom…" sakura breathed harder

"Okay be right there…. Stay put Sakura…" Tomoyo said as she hung up…

Sakura spat out some blood for internal bleeding. Then suddenly, Tomoyo came for my inhaler…

She inhaled in my inhaler and within a minute, I was okay.

"Sakura, I'll take you to the nurse's office." Tomoyo said as she helped Sakura stand up.

Sakura shook her head. "no… I don't want to… take me to the classroom and then I'll be okay…"

"Are you sure?" she asked her again. Sakura just simply nodded. "Okay"

As they went to their classroom, she saw Eriol and he walked up to them.

Sakura's POV.

Eriol approached me and said something to me.

"Sakura-san, are you alright?" Eriol asked me…

Really, why are people asking me these things?

'Am I alright?'

'Am I okay?'

'Take care of yourself.'

'Please be alright…'

I am sick of it! I never act like a normal girl… they always look out for me just because I have this stupid disease… I wish I never had this disease

What's my disease you ask?

Well a disease called heart enlargement. My heart has a hole in it… worse isn't it?

My onii-chan and friends are the only one who knows about this disease of mine.

Well then I'll live… until a couple of months that is… well my life have a limit…

I only have a few months more…

Let's say I'm gonna die in March 31st.

Yes… a day before my birthday… the day before I turn 18…

Life is cruel to me… but if I die, I will rejoin my mother and father at last…

My father? My father died in a plane crash. He was going to Egypt for his excavation there. He died right after my mother passed away.

My mother? Well she died of the same disease… it was too late for her to get a heart transplant.

That means that also I have to get a heart transplant. But no one will be the donor.

But the problem is that if I die, what will onii-chan do?

What will happen to him?

And also to my friends meaning Tomoyo, Eriol, Chiharu, Rika, Naoko and Yamazaki?

They're the only one who knows I have this disease.

Anyways,

I don't know what to pick… I'm confused…

"Sakura-san?" I heard a voice that snapped me back to reality

"Are you alright? You look kind of spaced out. Is your disease coming to you again?" I found out that, that voice belongs to Eriol

I just simply nodded. "Don't you worry about me Eriol-kun… I'm perfectly fine…" Then I suddenly fell to my knees. Breathing hard. They went down to me.

"Well that doesn't seem 'perfectly fine' to me." Eriol said with worry holding my left shoulder gently.

"I think that you really should go to the nurses' office." Tomoyo said.

"I do agree with Tomoyo-chan about here" Eriol said agreeing with Tomoyo.

"No. I'm fine… See?" as I stood up. My knees slightly shaking. "I really am alright. Don't worry… I'll go to my doctor after school to have a check up on why I am getting weak lately."

Then I took a seat waiting for the teacher to come in. Then I heard the two of them sighed and went to their seat. Tomoyo sat at my right me and Eriol at her back. After a minute, Maio and Syaoran came in. Syaoran sat behind me and Maio sat in the front, behind Rika's seat.

After they sat down, the teacher came in. "Class Christmas break is this Saturday so before we have that, why don't we first have a Christmas party huh?" said Terada-sensei.

The whole class cheered. And I just smiled not exaggerating my movements because if I did, I might have a sudden attack and I don't want for that to happen.

Terada-sensei spoke again. "Okay then, we will have our Christmas party this Friday… "

A hand was raised. It was Kurumi Haibara. She has a light pink hair with matching violet eyes. She is a very cheerful girl who loves to talk but quite nice when you meet her. "Sensei, can we give presents to somebody? "

Terada-sensei smiled "of course… but to make it more thrilling on whom you're gonna give presents to, we will pick on this hat a name and that person will be the one who you will give a gift."

As Terada sensei told us that, I heard a groan at my back and I knew that it was no other than Syaoran Li.

Other than that I also heard him mutter something under his breath. "Damn, what if picked another person other than Maio. Stupid teacher." But unluckily, I heard it.

So I whispered something to him also for only him and I could hear. "You know what Li, that is not a good way to talk a teacher. In other words, you are disrespecting him and that is bad. Another thing is that this also a way that you can meet other people than Maio."

I heard felt Syaoran smirked and then said something to me. "You know what Kinomoto, I don't want to meet anybody other than Maio alone."

"Does that mean that you don't have any friends other than you girlfriend?" I stated back.

At that statement I said, I regretted saying it because I heard him growl. 'Maybe I should've shut my mouth up all this time.

"Look here Kinomoto... Don't butt in my life. Stay out of it because you don't belong in my life and I won't let anybody in unless it's Maio and only she can stay with me." Syaoran said.

I felt something on my chest when I suddenly heard Terada-sensei called me up. "Kinomoto-san, your turn to pick."

"Uh h-h-hai!" I suddenly stood up when I felt my chest burn. I stopped for a while but then ignored the pain and went up to the front but unluckily it didn't go away. But anyways, I went up to the front and picked a piece of paper in the hat. I went to my seat, didn't open yet the piece of paper. When Terada-sensei called for Li, then I whispered something to Tomoyo.

"Tomoyo, it hurts… I… can't breathe." I inhaled and exhaled hard trying to regain my regular breathing.

When Li took a seat behind me, I straighten up my posture still trying to catch my breath.

Syaoran's POV

"Tomoyo, It hurts… I… can't breathe." I heard what Kinomoto said to Daidouji.

I was curious on what she said. As I sat down on my seat, she sat up straight pretending to be alright but as I observed her. She was breathing hard.

But I don't care. I looked up on the piece of paper and unfolded it.

I read it in my brain when I saw the name, my eyes widen.

'of all person, why her?' I thought to myself and dropped my head to my table making a noise.

"Li, are you alright? You banged you head hard making a noise." I looked up and saw an amber eyed girl. It was Kinomoto.

"Y-y-yeah…" I sat up straight again. Looking at her. Now that she breathed regularly.

"Oh, okay then." She said turning around.

I whispered something to myself again. "Why did I pick her? Of all person why her? Why does it have to be Kinomoto? Why not Maio. All because of this stupid random pick." Not letting Kinomoto hearing it for the second time.

Sakura's POV.

As I regained my breathe,

I heard a noise on my back when I saw Li banged his head in his table. Without thinking, I suddenly asked him something.

"Li, are you alright? You banged you head hard making a noise." I asked him but he didn't seem mad when I asked him after all, he did say to me that not to 'butt in' in his life but instead he just said 'it' politely, not getting pissed.

"Y-y-yeah…"he just simply said and sat up again.

"Oh, okay then." I turned around and took a look in the piece of paper I took in the hat that Mr. Terada was holding.

I unfolded the paper and read the name. my eyes widen as 'Syaoran Li' was written in the paper.

"No." I said to myself that only I can hear. I sighed because I knew that this person is impossible to give a present and won't accept anything except that came from Maio.

"Okay then class, why don't we go to the programs of the party." Terada-sensei said "The one who will take hold of this program is Rika and Tomoyo.

Rika and Tomoyo stood up. "Rika, Tomoyo, you two will be the one who are in charge of the program ant the decorations. And since this is the last week of our classes before Christmas, the principal said that there will be no lessons this week. But that doesn't mean that you won't attend classes because there is still the attendance and will be graded." The whole class cheered. (I think that it is hard to understand so please bare with me here.)

Again I just smiled. Terada-sensei continued. "So you may now continue in preparing everything for our Christmas party. Tomoyo, Rika, come up here in front." Terada took his seat and sat beside the window.

Tomoyo and Rika went in front and a piece of paper could be seen in Rika's hand.

Tomoyo started talking. "So our Christmas party will be held this Friday, so, let us make it more memorable. So Rika and I will be your emcee. Who wants to have the opening prayer or doxology?"

A hand was raised and it was Maio "I will. What will I sing?"

"Any will do just let be more like praising God." Rika replied. "And the opening remarks?"

Kurumi Haibara Raised hand. "I will do it." Tomoyo and Rika nodded their heads.

And so, the whole class participated except a person behind me.

You know who it is.

He just slept until 9:00 AM

When the party was settled, Maio went up to him and woke him up.

"Syaoran, wake up sweetie. It's recess already so wake up."

Sweetie? Haha… they look looked like they are already married.

"Ugh… 5 more minutes." Syaoran said half asleep.

"Syaoran, c'mon. Wake up. " Maio was now shaking him a little harder but still no reply.

Maio was now a little angry "Syaoran Li you better wake up or we are over."

Syaoran suddenly stood up and said. "You wouldn't."

Maio smirked. "Try me." Her arms crossing in front of her chest.

Syaoran smiled an unusual smile. "Let's not."

He took her right hand and placed it upon his chest. "I know that you wouldn't do that because I love you too much and that you wouldn't leave me alone."

Maio smiled and placed her left hand in his right cheek. "You know me too well. Let's go then."

Syaoran just nodded.

"Well then, good bye Kinomoto-san. See you later" Maio said as she waved her hand.

"See you later too Tioshi-san" I also waved my hand to her.

As they went out of the room, Tomoyo came in with my other friends.

"Sakura-chan let's go!!! It's recess and time to have fun." Tomoyo said as I walked up to them.

We went outside the classroom and down to the cherry blossom trees where we really love to hang out.

"Hey guys, are Tioshi-san and Li-san married?" I asked them without thinking.

They just laughed out loud.

"Hey I'm just asking." I stated as I sipped from my drink, a soda.

"Don't worry Sakura, Syaoran s always like that when he loves a girl so much. He wouldn't let her go so easily and would sacrifice himself for that girl to be safe." Eriol said his fore finger up in the air.

I looked at him then took out a "Hoe…. How did you know so much about Li?"

"Oh, didn't I told you that we live in the same house because we are cousins?" Eriol replied.

"H-hoe…"

finally finished the 1st chapter...

pls review...

anyways this is my second fic..

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