Authors Note: Hey guys! Surprise...hehe..this idea just randomly came to me and I had to write it! It's weird im completely blocked on Room of Angels but I'm super thinking on this one! Don't worry Room of Angels is not going to be stopped, just slightly delayed. Anyways hope you like this! Enjoy! ^.^

Disclaimer: I dont not own Axel, Roxas or anything from Kingdom Hearts, sadly they belong to Square Enix :(

Memoirs of Someone Beautiful

1 - First Glimpse

I never thought myself as beautiful. Actually I found myself quite unattractive.

Plain blonde colored hair that was spiked in a odd direction, pale skin, blue eyes that always seemed to always be an ocean on a stormy day.

Nothing interesting or too eye-catching.

So why me?

I have found myself thinking this a lot lately.

What was so special about me? What made you talk to me that day so long ago?

I guess I should be grateful, for if you never have talked to me that day, I wouldn't be where I am now.

I wouldn't be happy.

For those of you reading, you are probably wondering a few things by now. Things like...Who am I? Who am I talking about? And why did I start my story like this?

Well, there are answers for every question, and to answer your questions..let us go back to the very first time I saw him..the day I started Destiny High.

Bright sunlight streamed through the open blinds on my window, the warm rays falling upon my face, the light seeping through my eyelids.

Annoyed but the sudden onslaught of brightness, I pulled my soft sky blue comforter over my head, smiling when the darkness relieved my eyes of the unwanted sunlight.

The sound of rustling sheets came from somewhere to the left of me, my twin brother, most likely turning away from the bright sunlight as well.

I heard clinks and movement downstairs, telling me that it was morning, my mother probably preparing breakfast by now.

Frowning at this concept, I dived deeper into the warmth of my blanket, hoping against hope that my mother would miraculously forget to come upstairs to tell us to get up.

Today was a day that I have feared ever since me and my family have moved to Destiny Islands.

The day that I would start going to Destiny High, the day I would be labeled 'the new kid'.

I felt dread creep into my body, the possibilities of what could happen on my first day of school running through my sleep fogged mind.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

I groaned loudly, the reality of what today was, sinking in.

I heard my brother groan as well, probably thinking the same thing as me.

"Make it stop!" my brother whined pitifully.

I pulled my comforter off of my head, squinting my eyes painfully when the sunlight penetrated them.

I waited a few seconds till the pain subsided, then slowly opened my eyes again.

Looking to my left, I saw my brother on his own bed, his head buried beneath one of his pillows, his unruly spiky brown hair poking out from underneath it, his tanned arms were clawing the sheets in annoyance.

The clock continued it's racket, neither of us looking like we were about to get up and turn the damned thing off.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

"Roooxaasss, turn it off!" he whined again.

Right then, our bedroom door was thrown open unexpectedly, both of us jumping and turning our heads toward the door. A tall figure with blonde, spiky hair was standing in the doorway, a deep scowl on his face. My older brother, Cloud. And boy did he look happy.

Strolling into our room, he headed straight for clock.

Glaring at the contraption, he picked it up off the nightstand it was sitting upon, and threw it across the room. The clock hit the wall on the opposite end of the room, instantly breaking into pieces.

And I thought Sora was bad in the morning.

Without any other word, Cloud then left our bedroom, leaving me and my brother staring wide-eyed at the pile of broken clock parts on our floor.

We all sat in silence at the dining table, thoughts of the upcoming day clouding all of our minds.

I looked down at my plate of untouched scrambled eggs and bacon, the food looking disgusting as I felt my stomach do a back-flip.

"You're all not hungry?" I heard my mom ask.

None of us answered her.

I gulped loudly, staring through the glass window of my mothers car, the large rust-colored brick building in front of me loomed ominously, giving me a sense of impending doom.

This was none other than a high-school. The true 'Hell on Earth.'

"Roxas! Dear, you look like you've seen a ghost!" I heard my mother say from the drivers seat.

I didn't answer her, still staring at the rather unwelcoming building in front of me. I could see small groups of students already forming around the school, most likely gossiping about the latest news.

"Rox? You okay?" I heard a soft, equally as nervous voice say from beside me.

I turned my head to look at my brother Sora, who was sitting next to me, his sky blue eyes filled with worry.

"Yea.." I said less than convincingly.

"Well you guys better get going! Have a nice day at school!" My mother said with unnecessary optimism.

The car door to the passenger side opened and my brother Cloud stepped out of the car, slamming the door behind him. The rest of us in the car watched as he walked slowly up to the school without so much as a word.

I heard Sora gulp next to me.

"Well go on! I have got to get going if I want to find a job by today!" My mom said, with a hint of impatience.

Slowly, I unbuckled my seat-belt and took hold of the door handle, pausing for a minute before opening the door slowly and stepping out, Sora sliding out of the car behind me.

I looked at my surroundings. More students have shown up now, half of the them looking at either me or my twin, whispering excitedly to each other.

Behind me, Sora closed the car door and my mom sped off to her day of job searching, leaving me and Sora to our unlucky fate.

I slipped my black and white checkered back-pack over my shoulder, nervously looking around, not sure of what to do next.

I felt Sora place his hand on my shoulder, looking over to him, I saw that he was giving me a reassuring smile, a smile that told me that everything would be all right.

Slightly feeling better, but not at all reassured, I took a tentative step closer to Destiny High, Sora following along with me.

As we walked together, closer to the entrance of the school, I could feel people starting at us curiously, making my spine prickle with nervousness.

Up ahead, I could see Cloud leaning against the rails of the steps that led up to the double-doored entrance, his eyes glued to the ground.

Me and Sora approached him slowly, stopping when we were three feet away. He lifted his gaze and looked at us, pursing his lips slightly.

As you probably noticed by now, Cloud isn't a very social person. He likes to keep to himself mostly, keeping himself distanced from most people. Heck, he is even distanced from me and Sora.

The three of us stood there silently, ignoring the whispers and stares that were buzzing around the groups of students like angry bee's.

"You kids new?" I heard a lofty voice say from behind me. I saw Cloud eyes look past me and Sora, his face automatically hardening.

I turned, looking to where I heard the voice. There, standing in front of me was a group of kids, all wearing smug looks on their faces.

The way they were looking at me and my brothers made my blood boil.

Maybe this would be a good time to tell you, that sometimes I tend to have a little attitude problem. And the way those kids were looking at me like I was lesser than them was just plain pissing me off.

Despite my nervous stomach churning rapidly, I replied haughtily.

"And what's it to you?"

Sora looked at me nervously, his eyes wide. Somewhere inside my mind I heard something say: "What the heck do you think your doing?!"

I knew instantly that this was what Sora was thinking at the moment. Call it a twin thing?

"Hey! I don't like the way your talking to us." said a rather tall muscular kid with a black beanie over his yellow blonde hair.

"Too bad." I said, crossing my arms over my chest.

Beanie kid stepped forwards, hands clenched into fists, probably ready to punch me in the face. That's when Cloud decided to step in. He pushed himself off of the rails and stepped in front of me and Sora, standing over the blonde kid. Despite the kids height, Cloud still towered over him by at least 3 inches.

Cloud glared down at the kid, his eyes smoldering with what seemed like...calm fury? Well, that's what it looked like to me.

Being the smart person as he is, the kid backed off.

"Easy there tiger." a voice chuckled from somewhere behind the beanie kid. The voice was deep and humorous, and it sent small little chills up and down my spine.

Beanie kid stepped aside and looked towards the person that spoke, giving me a full on view of the person.

My heart stopped.

I looked the person up and down, staring wide-eyed at the being in front of me.

He had fiery red hair that was spiked sort-of like a porcupines, it strangely resembling a raging fire. His eyes shone bright emerald green, much brighter than the actual stone, below his eyes were two tattoo's that were shaped like tear-drops, I wondered curiously why he had them. He was wearing a tight, white wife beater under a black leather jacket, the tightness of the shirt letting me see an outline of his toned abs, he wore tight dark blue jeans that had a rather large hole on his right knee, a spiked black belt with a skull in the middle was around his waist. He looked like a god in my eyes.

"We mean no harm." the God said smirking.

I felt myself grow hot, pink rushing to my cheeks. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Sora staring wide-eyed as well. Following his gaze, I looked at a kid that was next to the red head. The kid had long silver hair that flowed gracefully over his shoulders and covered most of his face, through the hair I saw bright aqua-green eyes shining almost as brightly as the red head. Almost.

I looked over the entire group, spotting three more guys and one girl. One of the guys caught my eye. And I almost giggled aloud when I realized that he almost looked exactly like Cloud. Personality wise anyway. He was standing with his arm crossed over his chest, his lips pursed slightly and a hostile glint in his greenish-blue eyes. He had deep brown hair that swept to his shoulders, some of it framing his perfectly angled face. Still looking at his face, I noticed a thin, pink scar that slashed across his otherwise flawless features. Wonder how he got that...Note to Self, don't mess with creepy looking brunette.

As I finished looking at the group I realized suddenly that all of them were absolutely gorgeous. But there was one that I thought was bordering god-like. I looked back at the red-head. His greens eyed hypnotizing me with their radiance.

"Whats your guys names?" Mr. God asked. Hmm....Mr. God..I like that.

Then I got the surprise of my life. Cloud actually replied.

"I'm Cloud, those two are my little brothers, Sora and Roxas." I could tell Sora was surprised too because his jaw was hanging half open, a look a incredulous wonder on his face.

Mr. God then looked us both over, stopping to look closely at me. He smiled.

I nearly melted right there..I didn't show it though. His name is now Mr. Sexy.

"Ahh..the kid with the attitude." he said still smiling, he reached out a hand towards me.

I stared at the outstretched hand. Oh how I wanted to touch his hand, but I didn't. Being the hard-ass that I was was, I merely glared at him and didn't offer my hand in return.

He withdrew his hand, still smiling nevertheless.

RIIIINNNGG

Beside me Sora jumped as the school bell unexpectedly rang loudly, signaling school was starting.

The group of gorgeous people started walking away, Mr. Sexy walking away with them. I watched as he left, now regretting that I didn't shake his hand. My eyes slightly widened when Mr. Sexy turned around suddenly and looked me straight in the eye, a devious smirk on his face. He raised his hand in the air and gave a sort of farewell solute then winked, he then disappeared into the crowd of students trying to get into the school.

I would never forget the day, I first say him.

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