A/N: my 1st song-fic! it mite sound a bit cheezy, but i waz in da mood and i rly luv thiz song! please review!

Disclaimer: JKR owns all Harry Potter characters and I didn't write this song.

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Hermione's POV

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

I woke up remembering last night. It was so wonderful, so romantic. Draco and I had celebrated our one-year anniversary in Paris. He had someone do fireworks at midnight, and then did the most surprising thing I had ever thought he would do: he proposed.

I remembered how startled I was when he knelt down in front of me holding the black, velvet box, opened it to reveal a beautiful diamond, and recited the words "Will you marry me…" I nodded with my eyes filled with tears of happiness and I kissed him with all the happiness and passion I felt.

I got ready for the day and Apparated to the Manor. When I arrived, it was dead quiet. I looked around, calling Draco's name, but there was no answer. When I walked into his bedroom, there was a note on his bed with two words on it: I'm sorry.

Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

I collapsed to my knees and dropped the note. What did it mean? Where was he? What happened? I cried and thought about what I did wrong, why he left me…was I not good enough?

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I lay there, next to his bed, for what seemed like hours, just crying till there were no more tears left. Suddenly, my sorrow was replaced with anger. If he loved me, he wouldn't have left. My hands closed to fists and I stood up with confidence. If he didn't need me, I didn't need him either.

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life

I couldn't believe how stupid I was. I thought he had changed, but he didn't. We had gotten over our differences in seventh year; I could recall the fateful night when we had detention and shared our first kiss. I put the memory aside. He was my knight in shining armor…I couldn't believe how blind I was.

Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

I Apparated back to my apartment, leaving the dreaded place. Although I was furious, I felt like a part of me was gone…

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I felt fresh tears start to arise, but I stopped them. I wasn't weak. But deep down I knew I couldn't hold out forever.

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

In anger I threw the engagement ring to the ground. I walked to me desk and looked at the picture of the two of us smiling and waving back at me and threw it at the wall. I risked everything to be with him, and it was all for nothing.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I sat on my bed. I looked calm, but on the inside I was crying. Draco was gone, but I didn't care anymore.

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A/N: i'm already wrking on a sequel, but in draco's POV. thx 2 all readers/reviewers!