Wishes
I wish I could forget you,
In thought and in my dreams.
I wish that when I see you,
My smile would cease to beam.
I wish I wouldn't hear you,
That voice echoing through my head.
I wish I didn't remember,
Every word you ever said.
I wish I didn't think of you,
Every minute of every day.
I wish every day I do not see you,
Wasn't just another one in the way.
I wish that knowing you like that girl,
Didn't drive my mind insane.
I wish that when you talk of her,
I couldn't feel the pain.
I wish that living without you,
Didn't mean I'd live in hell.
I wish that when I meet a guy,
The thought of you would pale.
I wish I didn't wish these things,
I would not if I had you,
I wish that one day you could feel for me,
Even half that I feel for you.
I wish that I could deny,
All the feelings I know I feel.
I wish I wouldn't always love you,
But it doesn't matter cause I always will.