Chapter 1

Logan's POV

All 4 of us Kendall, Carlos, James and I were at the studio and Gustavo was yelling at us about our dancing.

About a half hour later he let us go. When we got home we were so tired we all went into Kendall and my shared bedroom where he hid the alcohol so Momma Knight wouldn't find it. Kendall, James and Carlos would all sit around and drink but I never drank because I didn't want to say the wrong think. See I'm gay and everyone knows and I'm proud of it not the kids of person that hides it. I don't want anyone to know who my crush is so I don't drink and accidentally spill who it is. I found out so many things about the other 3 in all of the times that they drank that it was funny that they didn't know that I knew.

"Logan come on, you never drink" Kendall said

"No I'm good"

"Why font you drink?" James asked

"The truth?" I said

"Yes" all the of them yelled

"Fine, you say what's on your mind when you drink. I heard all 3 of you say thins you wouldn't normally say and you do crazy things. There are just things that I don't want you guys to know." I said embarrassed

"Oh" Kendall said

"Well we will all be so drunk we don't even remember the things that you say anyways." James said

"After you guys are drunk, than I might drink but not until if I even decide to drink" I said

"Awesome" Carlos said

So everyone was drinking but me. I tried one drink and before I knew it I was close to being drunk.

"Kendall?" James said

"Yeah?" Kendall said looking over at James. James got up and walked over to Kendall and got on his lap making his spill his drink. James unbuttoned Kendall's shirt and was running a hand across his chest." You are so sexy?" James said

"I am?" Kendall said surprised

"Oh my GOD yes, damn look at your body…those lips, I want to see more of you" James said licking his lips.

"Damn James" Kendall said closing his eyes and throwing his head back. James the pushed Kendall's head up and was kissing him. Kendall and James were moaning then James pushed Kendall down and James was on top.

"Wow…" Carlos said

"That…happens…every time they drink" I said not drunk enough to forget all of this tomorrow but they wont remember a thing they never so.

"So…: Carlos said looking away and trying to start a conv3ersation with me

"So…"

"Can I ask you something?" Carlos asked

"Of course"

"Well I know your gay but who do you know that your gay or not if you are still a virgin?"

"Well I'm not attracted to girls…like at all. If I ever have sex then I want it to be with a guy. I think about sucking a dick and not licking girls. Iv never done anything but kiss a girl but being with one sexually sounds gross to me but sucking dick is something that I would love to try." I said hoping that he got what he needed from me.

"Well I'm still a virgin too but I'm curious what it would be like to kiss a boy…iv kissed girls and I know I like it and I know that I'm attracted to girls so it is bad that I want to know what its like to kiss a boy?"

"Not at all, it natural to be curious, your 16" I said.

"Are you ever curious about what it's like to be with a girl?"

"No, I mean I know I'm gay but I tried dating Camille remember? I was curious because I have never thought about girls that way and she liked me…she knew it was a experiment and I was right all along I'm 100% gay"

"Well maybe it was just Camille do you ever think that?"

"Nope I'm gay and I like it that way"

"Do you like anyone?"

"Yes I do and no I'm not gonna tell you"

"Well I want to ask you something else." Carlos asked hiding his face with his hands.

"Sure ask me anything" I said wondering what it was.

"Well since your gay and I'm curious…can I…kiss you…you know to see if I like it?"

"YES! You never have to ask to kiss me plus they do it" I said pointing at James and Kendall. Carlos took a sip of his vodka then sat it down and came over to me and sat next to me on my bed. He reached over and grabbed my face and started kissing me. God it felt great to be kissing Carlos. Iv been in love with him for years now.

"Damn…Carlos…more" I said moaning

Carlos pushed me over and got on top of me and kissed me passionately. Then he put his hands up my shirt and started rubbing everywhere.

Logan" Carlos moaned loud enough that James and Kendall looked over and smirked then started kissing again both in boxers already. "Carlos…you have…to stop"

"Awww why?"

"Because you're making me hard"

"So I'm a good kisser then?"

"Yes you are…now I need to go take care of this"

"Aww…Logie don't go"

"Ill be right back Carlos"

I then walked out of the bedroom and walked into the kitchen bathroom. Once I got in there I shut and locked the door. I slid down the door and started breathing heavy. I stayed in the bathroom for about 10 minutes without touching myself and then I went back into the bedroom and locked the door.

"You take care of…everything?" Carlos asked pointing at my dick

"Yeah, it just went away on its own"

"Great but I think you might want to sleep in my room tonight. They are groping each other and Kendall's hand is in James boxers."

"Ok" I said and we got up and left the room and walked into Carlos' room. Once we got into his room he pulled me closer and started kissing me. He rubbed his tong on my bottom lip asking for entrance and because it was Carlos I couldn't deny him

"Logan I know iv been drinking but I'm not drunk, I'm fully aware of what I'm doing. So if I go to far just let me know and I will stop ok?" Carlos said in a sweet and innocent voice.

"Y-yeah" I said as Carlos started sucking on my neck. There is definitely going to be a hickey there tomorrow.

"Logan, I want to have sex with you. We can be each others first"

"Carlos…oh God Carlos…we should wait"

'But Logie, you're so sexy"

"So are you Carlos"

"I want you to make love to me…please Logie?"

"Carlos I can't, you're drunk and you're not gay…and you will regret it in the morning…and I will NOT hurt you"

"But Logieeeee"

"Carlos please don't make me say no to you…its t hard"

"Fine! But can we still kiss?"

"Sure" I said, we kidded and sucked on each others necks for about an hour till Carlos fell asleep. I got up and tucked him into bed and then went over to James bed and laid down and fell asleep.

James POV

I am not gay but when I get drunk I don't know what I'm doing and never remember it the next day. But right now Kendall just looks so yummy and I don't know why. I got on top of him and started kidding him. Kendall must not mind because he is letting me. Sometimes I just wanna rip his clothes off and fuck him or be fucked by him…again I am not gay at all but I would mind it as long as it was Kendall. See I drink a lot when we do drink so I don't remember a lot the next day but Logan tells us that every time we drink Kendall and I make out. I hope Kendall isn't gay because this would be awkward then. But right now I don't care because his lips taste so good.

"Oh Kendall…so good…fuck me baby"

"But you're not gay"

"No I'm not but I'm really horny. I know it will hurt but I need something more sexual right now" I moaned

So while Kendall and I kissed with me on top of him he put his hands down my boxers and was rubbing a finger over my tight virgin hole. See I had sex twice but that was with girls and I liked it but my hole is still a virgin. I wanted to be disgusted and mad because I'm not gay but it felt sooo good I couldn't help but moan. When Kendall heard me moan he stuck his finger in my hole and it hurt at first but when he started thrusting it in and out I wanted more. Kendall then but his other hand down the front of my boxers and started stroking me. Once I came Kendall took his hand out and we both licked his hand clean of all the cum. I have to say, it didn't taste that bad but it was from me and all of me is amazing. Then Kendall fell asleep so I Laid on him with his finger still in my tight hole and fell asleep.

I want to thank everyone who read this. I just came up with it in about an hour while I was waiting to pick up my daughter from school. Once I had it written down I had to post it…thank you again…if there is something that you want to see happen I will try and write it or if you don't like something I wrote in here then let me know I will fix it…read and review thank you.