Just a little something I wrote for Clear's bad end. No big deal.
You know,
There was a time I wanted to be like you-
Living,
Breathing,
Bleeding,
Alive.
There was a time when I wanted a heart,
Something more than a hollow chest,
Wires and metal wrapped in falsified skin.
We were just playing at human,
nothing more than dolls with identical faces.
But you made me different.
You made me hope.
Maybe, just maybe...
Then you took it all away,
Ripping me apart,
Scattering a million pieces with your selfishness.
I am now repaired.
I am now with you.
We'll be together forever.
And if I cannot be human,
If I cannot live alive,
Then neither will you.
You can become something like me,
My perfect little doll.
You won't need to see,
You won't need to speak,
I'll cut away the useless things.
Do not beg, do not cry,
This is the fate you made for yourself.
I.I
I.I
I.I
Say, do you hate me now?
Do you hate what I've become,
The monster you made me?
Me, with all my love for you,
Am I really that different
From what I was before?
Author's NOte~
CLEAR~! -falls to the ground, drowning in my own puddle of tears-
Yep...this is what I have to show for myself in over a month of not updating...waiting, waiting, waiting for the perfect inspirations...-sigh-
Until next time
~tcf