Hi everyone! This is my first attempt EVER at writing fan fiction but this idea has been driving me absolutely insane. I don't own Overwatch or the characters. Please don't flame too hard. I also don't have a beta. The rating may change in the future but I'm not too sure right now. If you have any ideas on where I should go with this please tell me! I also apologize at how short the chapters are going to be. I'm a noob at writing but I'm working on it. I think I hit everything important for an introduction so on we go! Enjoy and I DO NOT OWN OVERWATCH OR THE CHARACTERS.

I wake up gasping for breath, sweat staining my bed sheets. Calm down Jack. It was just a memo- a dream. I could still feel it, the phantom touches of his body on mine. Gabe. Why do you still haunt me? Why do I still miss you after all you've done? I gasp and try to choke back the tears. After all this time, he still has a hold on me. My body, my soul craves him, but no matter how much pain and regret I have I know I can't change what has happened. He betrayed us, and that I will never be able to forget.

I jerk awake, flashes of blue eyes and gold hair in my thoughts. A growl comes out as I remember him. Jack, my ex-lover, my only love. It hurts to know he will never smile at me again, hold me close at night, say my name with love. You did this. Live with it. As long as he hates you, as long as he lives he will continue to hunt you down. Even if he took another, he won't ever be able to remove you from his mind. Isn't that what we wanted? To consume his entire being, capture his mind, body, soul. It's a weak comfort, and I can't help but long for the past, before shit hit the fan, but I know no matter what I can't change what happened. Still, I never will forget what we had before.