He had to admit it to himself some day. Definitely not today, or tomorrow. But someday, that's for sure. Or maybe not? Why did he have to admit it? It wasn't true. No. Not one bit. Sure, he got jealous, he became clingy, maybe a bit too possessive- but he definitely did not become addicted. Was that even possible? To become addicted to some you loved? No, of course not!
Gray shook his head, trying to get the thoughts out. He was too busy to be thinking about this. He had to pay mind to Wendy. He was sitting beside her in the guild, listening to her story as she told it to the rest of Team Natsu.
But, the thought of being addicted to her kept creeping into his mind. She was beautiful, peaceful, kind, strong and of course, the biggest dork he has ever met. The way she was always clumsy, even after growing up to be a beautiful young woman. After all the years he has known her, he never thought he'd be thinking of making her his at this very moment.
For being only 18 now, Wendy was still oddly short. A bit taller than Levy, but still short. She had her baby face still, but it screamed elegance and will. She was strong, even if you couldn't really tell because of her height. She was fragile, that's for sure, but she became slightly pudgy around the stomach. Not that it mattered, but it was cute. She had not grown in the place she had always dreamt of growing, aka her breast. But, Gray didn't mind. She had the thick thighs, resulting in a fine shaped bottom. Which Gray, of course, also didn't mind.
He had been there for her, and she has been there for him. In many kinds of ways. When Romeo broke up with Wendy, Gray was there for her. To comfort her and remind her of how great she was, and how she didn't need him anyways. She was there for Gray when he found out Juvia no longer craved for his love. It was a huge shock for the guild of course, and it definitely affected Gray the most. But, Wendy was there for him; she hung out with him, made sure he was eating, and of course , if he was mentally stable. Which he wasn't for awhile, but only she really knew.
During that period of heartbreak in Gray's life is when he started to have feelings for her. She was only 17 at the time, and he was only 20, so it of course felt wrong. But, whenever he looked at her his heart would thump against his chest so hard pain will form. His mind will become full of smoke and all he could ever think about was how great and kind she was. His eyes will glow with a passion to love and take care of her. He wanted her in every way possible.
After the healing of heartbreak, he began to get jealous. He would feel his chest tighten and his inside freeze whenever he saw Wendy with someone other than him. He began to get clingy, getting any chance he could to go out on quests with her. And, of course, after being told by Carla that he probably had a chance, he began to get possessive. He only wanted Wendy with him. No one else. Just him. He couldn't stand the thought of her kissing and loving someone else.
She was his, and only his.